All Rants

I'm BEGGING for help and he's just telling me I'm a dramatic bitch . When I say it out loud it makes me seem like the dumb bitch even more ... Life is crazy. Lmfao. I. Am. Fucking. Losing. It.

I feel so stupid. I was just trying to be a girls girl, and be a friend and hype my siblings gf up. Now they just make jokes that I’m interested in her because I’m bisexual. And I really don’t think it would even be a thing if I wasn’t. I’m not the only person this has been said about. I think my sibling has some weird jealousy issues that they need to work through. But at the same time they each rant about each other to me? I know people are complex, but it’s like one second you’re complaining and the next it’s that I must be attracted to her? All over me giving a compliment? Apparently I was drunk and called and said some shit like “you better never cheat on her she’s a goddess” which maybe it’s just me and my friends, but that’s pretty standard girl talk to hype your friends up. Is it dramatic yeah, but that’s like half the point. Now they wont let it go, and I’m uncomfortable. No offense either but she would never be my type so it’s even weirder. SOS like fr!! UGH

I'm about to turn 20 and it feels like my life isn't together. I'm here struggling through undergrad, barely working an on campus job that pays ok, no love life, and I'm not going out with friends as much

Dog people are stupid. If you are not using your dog for hunting, protection or to give your kids some responsibilities, then you are an asshole who just needs something that adores you. Enjoy that wagging tail because the moment you stop feeding it, it will turn on you.

Accidentally discovered that Elle Fanning has a great ass…

The Fascist in Charge for sure suffers from a led deficiency in the brain.

Starting to look hot after losing all the pregnancy weight… too bad your vag is probably a post partum mess.

I hate works rats. Snitching on people is worst than being slacker and it shows you are a pot stirring coward.

Lol what's mental health anymore? I lost that years ago when I was 8 and I got introduced to helluva boss! than i went down a rabbit hole of insanity and things a child should never EVER see! I'm now called a furry, a freak, and "big dog" just because of my looks! its not my fault that my body made me like this! I stopped eating for weeks just to hear "oh I bet she eats well"!!! I LOVE HUMANS AND ANTHROPOLOGY!!! everybody is so KIND and LOVING !!!!

I'm so frustrated my family member won't do nothing about their drug addiction. Plus get drunk on them mix them put us thru hell refuse to apologize....then have the effing audacity to ask me to give them my own meds when there's no reason they should be out themselves because unlike them I legitimately NEED my own to even function on a daily basis. AND my other family member simply "defends them" rather than validate me and try to get through to them and takes the rage from them what they to do them drunk OUT ON ME . Yet I get told " you stress out about everything". Yeah?! IS IT ANY FUCKING WONDER!!!??? I simply have a low tolerance for bullshit. AND the ironic thing? The drunk is too cowardly to go around someone who gets drunk and acts exactly like their own self died to us. Make it make sense *facepalm* smh. I don't need this crap so sick of going through hell from an abusive drunk. And my other family member just ignores tries to block out everything including their behavior sigh

Never in my life have I ever felt this alone .... I understand now ..

...I'm done with my family. I feel bad to come out, I feel scared to ask for anything scared of being yelled at I am just DONE they yelled at me multiple times today.. I feel everything is my fault its mothers day i made her mad again i always do it would be better if I wasn't her child in the first place

I live in the US and phones are banned and my friend had his out and showed me something for not even 7 seconds and my teacher said for me to put the phone outside the class and i told my friend and he didn't listen so i got yelled at and im autistic and yelling at me makes me nonverbal so i had to put my bag outside the room when i needed to draw so i could be stimulating and i ended up going home and hyperventalating and having a panic attack, i threw my bag at the wall when i was home and broke my sketchbook and that made me cry and slit my wrists again.. i was self harm free for almost a year.. im scared to go back to school... now im staying up crying because i have school in the morning unless i fake being sick... i really want to end it.... hope you all are doing well

Why do people always hate on...everything? I left a comment on YouTube about some group comeback (A long time ago, i'm smarter now not to voice my stupid ass opinions) but basically the song to me..was not that good, and I was joking, "This is the worst song of the group so far" and oh..everyone came at me (Which I even liked that group LMAO) Stalked my channel, hated it, etc. Like I even learned my lesson, do NOT share your opinion, it doesn't matter okay. My point is that, people hate literally anything, but on a second hand, these people don't know you so if you have a similar experience, who cares yeah?? they don't know you so just go live ur life ig

i cant keep cleaning from cutting. nm how hard i try my bf always end up saying something ans my mind takes over and it just happens, and like im not trying to blame my bf, but.. im not saying its NOT his fault. 3 weeks clean gone to waste all because of him being sensitive over me hanging out with my moom and not picking up the phone. and then threatens me with breakig up then contiunes tio say "well i dont want to.." then stop threating me, hello ?! this is like the 3rd time hes threatened to break up over a small thing/mistake i did. idk what to do. i rlly love him but like, this sint good for my health.

Honestly, somethings I feel like my bf doesn't love me, well ik he does, i think?, but likei feel like sometimes hes just with me for the fun of it, or just using me for his own satisfactory. i mean ffs, half the time we talk, all hes talking abt is me sucking his dck. or wanted to fck, and a few other freak shit. we're both minors, and no matter how many times i tell him im not ready he still asks & gets upset when i say no. & like i genuinely love him, and i dont wanna break up with him, & like minus all the freaky sht, hes a great guy, he has the best personality, and just a overall goofy guy. that's why i fell in love with him. it's just hes a bit of a sensitive guy, and he'll start fights over the smallest things, and I'm tryin my best to not give up on him, cuase hes going through alot that i will not share. but like i dont know how much longer i can keep this up. i love him. and i dont want to lose him, but idk how to talk to him without him stating a fight. help.

I just wish people would take a hint or at least try to notice me.

I relapsed today and I’m so mad at myself. I just needed to fill in the empty space with more and more scars. I need to stop cutting but I don’t want to.

my parents found out about me cutting myself and they are supportive but it all feels weird. i mean the way they found out was going thru my phone which they never do and now everything seems just weird with them. worst of all is its made everything worse and i cut myself harder and deeper than ever.

The thought I failing or getting low marks in finals chokes me..I can feel my depression kicking in I just want to end me or this But I won't because I believe I can do this with enough hardwork and dedication.But just for now my head hurts and I feel terrible and exhausted.