Relationships & People

I’m tired of pretending everything’s okay at home. I’m about to finish my online course of school to go back into full time student. Then juggling that as a full-time veterinary assistant at a shelter. All my dad ever does is yell violently, threat to hurt me or my dogs, and then said I’m contributing enough at home

My mom was homophobic again today and freaked out after I've shown her a few tats and piercings I think are cool. I thought she'd be chill about it. She was absolutely furious and said it was disgusting. She even said that tats and piercings are worse than being gay. Weird. She said that gay people just disgust her and that tats and piercings make you look like a criminal. Also, for some reason she keeps saying how my middle school groomed me into questioning my sexuality like it wasn't a completely normal thing to question at that age either way?? The only difference for me is that I knew the labels and that I didn't have any internalized homophobia at the time. Sometimes I'm still questioning my sexuality a bit but I obviously don't share it with my mother since each day I just trust her less and less. Also, she's convinced that sexual orientation (bc of the name I guess) is purely a sexual thing. But in my opinion, for most people its more romantic than it is sexual.

Babe, I'm so tired, haha. We were fighting, but you didn't even fight back once. You got tired and just gave up? Damn, if only you knew how tired I was then, but I didn't give up because I knew it would hurt you. But in the end, it turns out you're the one who left me, haha.

im so fucking insecure uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................... im such a fat and ugly ass chud. all i've got are my friends and im ruining that for myself too just because i cant stand to NOT overthink every 3hrs :,)

My mother asked me that whether i have depression and/or anxiety. But how do i explain to her that SHE is the reason for ever negative emotions i ever felt.

There is absolutely noone in my life who loves me unconditionally.

I feel horrible. I wanted to have a birthday celebration for my 17th and planned everything, but my mom broke down yesterday, saying she can't afford it. She seems so disappointed and i dont know how to help. She came into my room crying this morning about how shes sorry. And one thing about my mom she always tries her best to keep her word and do what shes says. But shes so hurt and im just telling her its okay, even though im a lil upset. Is it okay for me to be upset?

hello, me and my bf recently broke up, it was a healthy breakup, he just didnt feel the same about me anymore since he'd been thinking about it and he's gay. ik we're not gonna get back together, and im okay with it, we're young, and we have a friend group in common, he did love me, just not anymore, and i keep telling myself i dont love him the same way, but i keep crying and wishing i was a boy, even if i feel like a girl, and im a girl, but if i was a boy would he still love me? i know it's selfish but i cant do it anymore, i want him to be happy, but the thought of him dating someone else makes me so fucking sad and idk, on the gc we have in common he replies to what i send, but on priv he doesnt, like, i sent something and he left me on seen. i also have thoughts of not wanting to live, and i keep relapsing, my best friend says i can vent to him, but i know for a fact he hates when people talk about sui to him, so i wont, i just think everyone would be way happier without me, bye

Im probably really sad that i wanted to be someone cute sub than be really rich or someone popular. But what bothers me is being wired to be under someone when i'm not a nice person. Hate being needy and alone, while also being a crummy dick. Who cares im nobody.

girl theres this one guy whos like so confusing like do u like me or not and i always have to start convos its js so infuriating screw him

I don't know anymore. Maybe my mom is right, I'm the badluck of our family. I'm barely hanging...

how can I know if im ready to enter or to pursue relationship again

“You’re the sun, you’ve never seen the night but you hear it’s song from the morning birds, well I’m not the moon, I’m not even a star.” I love him so much. I love everything about him. I love his obsession with history, I love his pale blue eyes, I love his curly dirty blonde hair, I love his style, I love how he listens, I love how he doesn’t make me feel stupid, I love his voice, i love his sense of humor, I love his jokes, I love that he doesn’t judge me for my mistakes. I love him. I love you, C.

Idk how to start but just want to let it all out I was 6 and i used to play with the boys in my neighbourhood and there was this one guy who playfully came in my house and took me to bathroom and started touching me and kissing me i didnt said anything and also didnt tell anything about this later on he became used to do this with me and Idk what to say but he and his friends would call me and force me to get f**ked with them there were 5 boys who were doing this to me this went till I was 9 and once my mom got to know about this and asked me did you do it i said no pretend like i didnt know anything about this she believed me when i was 13 a guy became my boyfriend and one day he came to my house while there was no one and started to get intimate with me even i denied i also got forced to kiss someone who was married and now 4 years later that guy wants to get back to me I think its all my mistake and i should die i just want to confess all this to someone but there is no one

I feel like I’m not loved anymore. My mom is so fucking mean to me for no reason. My stepdad obviously likes my sister way more, and I have no friends. I’m always high and always in my room. I’m so fucking Lonley is kinda funny. I feel insane like I stunt know who I am or what is happening.

im in love and so attached to my gf but i cant stop remembering my ex’s. iwish i could talk to one of them

I hate having to vent to my best friend. She is the best person I have ever met, and the only one of my close friends I feel comfortable enough with to share my deepest feelings, thoughts, and opinions. I feel like I vent to her too much. I feel selfish. She has her own problems, god knows she has enough to deal with. However, her being a person I can unmask around, I feel like I can actually talk to her. Still, I feel so shitty because I can vent to her and she can comfort me, but when she vents to me I have no idea how to comfort her. I’ve never been good at comforting people. I hate being autistic.

I fucking like her sooo much cut my hand and face for her to notice but she didnt even look to me or even asked just busy in her own friends world maybe the path is wrong but destination isnt but ik she'll never in this world be mine but still i like her and watch her hidingly

My whole family disgust me.. Using me as a way to release their emotions.. I hate this.. I can't even cry anymore.. Everyone treats me like I'm the most worthless because I'm the youngest in the family.. I feel horrible.. I feel like crying but I can't... I can't do anything except feeling horrible because of how my brother dumped all of his anger on me just because I asked him to do a simple task I've been doing for years.. I feel like a horrible mess... I want.. Someone.. Anyone to just help me yet no one ever will.. No one will help me.. I'll feel this horrible until my body adapt.. And return to being happy for no reason... Isn't this.. Sick how I just adapt like that... God... I wish someone would ever help me.. And I wouldn't need to.. I feel horrible...

Another day, another without a dom in my life. Searching's impossible with stupid verification everywhere and local life being dead as doornails.