i feel like I have nobody in this world and everyone hates me

I'm coming down with a really bad cold and feel gross and it's hard for me to breathe. I have practice for my sport and I can't go because I feel sick. My parents are getting mad at me because i'm sick

I feel so lonely I live with 3 other people and I thought they were my friends but they purposely leave me out such as they go on trips and concerts as well as holidays with eachother and they never tell me until I find them hiding their suitcases or posting on social media. I spent over a year trying to hang out with them and make plans and they always said they couldn't make it. they are also the most debby downers I have ever met. It hurts I can't lie. I thought I found friends but I was wrong. Why do they ignore me why all this secrets. I even asked them like whats going on and they just laughed. Yeah I wish I had friends.

I sometimes don't like it when people tell me that their life will continue becoming worse and worse, Including myself. Not every day starts good and ends good, you need to slowly understand that It'll get better even if the truth hurts too much to handle or forget.

Im ready to just give up, no matter what everything is always my fault, yet I'm never able to express my feelings without them becoming invalidated by someone just because it's an inconvenience to them.....yet they say they love me...... I'm burnt out with my life I just want to be happy....

how i interact with society and my friends in general

There's a girl at school I have a huge crush on but we barely talk and she's always with her friends. We used to talk on the way home when it was rainy weather but not it's sunny and her friend is always with her so I can't even talk to her anymore.

I feel like I can't have nice things. Why can't I fall in love like everyone else? Why is every moment of connection followed by intense anxiety? I just want to be happy, now I feel miserable and regretful again! I don't know how it started, I don't know how to fix it, I just know I hate this feeling.

its so tiring having 2 parents that piggyback off eachother and dont listen to you and everything u say is weong and that ur supposed to shut up regardless of how many insults they throw at u.

Hey, I genuinely feel so stuck in my relationship and i dont even know where to start. I dont know what to do and I just need someone to talk to me. I feel so lost and any advice would help me wallahi

There is a beautiful, dark skinned, almond-eyed lady at work that seems to like me and I really want to reciprocate that to her. She seems to give tons of attention to minor details like me wearing my clothes correctly and me exercising again. It's weird, and I even gave her a speech about bringing energy to and from work, and she got smooth with it and turned it back to her and I. Now I did complement her figure, and I notice she's eating fresh fruit, and she's wearing similar colors to me and wants me in every place she wants me. The biggest thing is she fixed my collar in front of my boss. That's a bit weird and it makes me focus on her a lot. I'm not planning to mix honey and money, and she's a boss lady at work. It's puzzling to me.

i am upset that my boyfriend cannot make any additional efforts to spend time with me. i feel like it is only me who reaches out and plans specific times, he is usually happy to meet up at the those times, but never is the one making the plans. He is also a very busy person and works 12 hours days sometimes. However, I would appreciate a little more communication from him during the day because I feel like we only connect when we are face to face instead of over text. I am mainly upset by this because of a recent event. I was gone for a week and my plane was going to arrive around 11:40pm. My bf works until 10:30pm and he was going to pick us up. The flight was delayed and he went instead to his friends birthday party. He never sees his friends and it was his 21st so I should not be mad, as I gave him the final say to go to the party. But a part of me wanted him to skip altogether and still pick me up. Now today he works until 9pm and I have to wait an additional day to see him.

i hate my mom and i hate my family. i love them but i hate them its a crazy feeling. im constantly being abused physically and mentally. amount of times ive been hit and scolded for no reason. its crazy atp. i hope my kids are never scared of me and i can be the chill mom they tell everything to. i hate it here and i wanna die. i will suicide.

I'm tired. I just miss my mom and grandma who made me laugh and happy. If I tell my feelings to my dad, he will get angry and not understand how I feel. I just wanna rant to some one or I just want to die sometimes but I don't like the feeling of dying. I'm angry yet kind of sad. If I cry over small things I get called sensitive. My dad calls me skinny, and I'm already a bit insecure of it. My family is fucked up, I'm fucked up as well. My life is just mid yet, a bit boring. I want a small blade to cut my skin.My dad calls me words, meanwhile my mom doesn't and I'm happy because of that. I just want my loved ones back.

I am about to turn 42 years old in about 2 weeks. I am homeless unemployed going daily to the local methadone clinic however still smoking methadone almost daily to regulate the side effects of methadone , my boyfriend of 3 years is married to the mother of his 6 kids however they are all grown and she lives on the opposite side of the country so they are separated but still God don't like that. I won't have sex with him until he divorces her and marries me. Just a matter of time be4 he finds a girl who don't care and he cheats on me. I just know it.

I have this MAJOR crush on a friend of mine. And it’s awful because I know her ex was the devil incarnate, and she probably wont want to date again after him. But she’s so sickeningly sweet! She started calling me a petname. And she keeps sending me ship edits of characters and saying it’s “us”, so much so we’re matching in 2 servers. She’s so sweet to me, and, it makes it so hard to just be friends with her. And to add, i asked a mutual friend and she said to just set more boundaries but… i’m a selfish evil person or something. I don’t want her to stop calling me pet names or saying I love you.. she treats me so…. Gently. Idk. I like how sweet she is to me, the petname she calls me. I yearn for her and i’m so happy with it

So I have a perfectly good life I mean money food no homeless and refuge shit going on and yet my life it still shit I mean really crappy like my grandma had her knee replaced and a pacemaker put in and now she has stage 3 breast cancer and it destroyed my mum like break down crying and my dad was in court because of his ex shitty work place so both my parents were a reck. I process stuff different to them though like keep it inside and don't tell anyone and act like everything's fine accept it wasn't and I was getting massive knots in my stomach because of it so I was coming home from school feeling like I was going to puke and when I got home it was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders and this happen for about two weeks before it pissed my dad off so much he grounded me and cut off cash and subscription not anything necessary but enough to piss me off and make my life harder and then I ran away for two hours to proses and it got me in twice as much trouble I mean like wtf.

that feeling when after years of failed relationships over and over you find someone literally perfect but your brain sees perfect as literally dangerous bc well trauma response...and your brain thinks perfect means secretly a murderer but deep down id catch a bullet for him, and live for him which means a lot considering the past months all i had in brain was death,death,death, before him ofc..now its better, somehow.

I have trauma from sexual abuse and currently in a relationship with my now boyfriend. I'm not a touchy/feely person in the first place and my boyfriend is the total opposite. First thing he does in the morning if we sleep together is roll over and cuddle me. I've talked to him about how I can't handle that first thing in the morning and he respects this. However, this evening he said something was on his mind where long story short, he felt I only saw him as a friendship. I was devastated by this to which I started to cry. What he said hurt of course but what hurt more was that I love how I know how to and without overstepping my own boundaries but apparently this was interpreted as not loving him. Absolutely pained by it but it was how he felt and I need to respect that. I fear that I'll never be interpreted as loveable; ever. Especially because of my past trauma where love needed to be earned and wasn't just given.

I sent my boyfriend out for crusli, he comes back with musli. It's a small thing, but it's a mountain of small things. It's the "Why do I have to make sure everything is done correctly?" mountain. It's like I have to ask myself how to make this task idiotproof. Here's a shopping list, with pictures! Don't carry 3 things at the same time, you'l.. and you broke that. Time to get out of bed if we're going to be on time! I feel like his mother sometime. Well, off to cook and clean! Fml