“Bro. The SECOND I heard my parents’ footsteps at night? I became the greatest actor of my generation. Like—breathing manually, eyes closed too tight, trying not to swallow because WHAT IF SWALLOWING GIVES ME AWAY?? My brain’s screaming ‘DON’T MOVE’ but my leg starts itching like it’s paid by my enemies. And then they stand there… watching. MENACINGLY. I’m like, if I survive this, I deserve an Oscar and a nap.” Hashtags: #relatable #childhood #caughtin4k #2amthoughts

how I wish I can enjoy may whole life without minding those people around me.

well i dunno its just life right now is dull. is that normal because i think its becoming less and less enjoyable

I'm trying to live through tough workplace, everyday I get anxious 2-3 hours before login time, I'm a grown adult whom can I reach idk, i don't do any changes so regular coping, talking to people feels odd, my thoughts are not very positive, I'm struggling hard , fading everyday, I feel very useless, helpless everyday - I feel very distant and lonely, I'm in a densely populated country with poor labour laws, I'm always surrounded by people but so alone , I'm just too bad in my head maybe, haaaa Thank you for reading, hope you have a good day

I want to kill myself because people keep hating me and they keep bullying everywhere and they keep making me suicidal because they are always targeting me and no one else. That's not fair. I don't understand why. I don't like people because they bully me and treat me poorly and it makes me suicidal. They don't care about me and they target me more than my sisters and it makes me suicidal then. Everyone hates me. Even my own mom does. It makes me want to kill myself. Everyone wants me to die and they make me suicidal when they diagnose me and blame a mental illness that makes me want to kill them and kill myself. I want to blow their head off. I hate people and I want to slaughter them like animals because they bother me. I want to kill them all. I want to beat them up for hating my behavior and for complaining about my behavior. I want to kill people for being sexual with me and I want to kill people for thinking I am cute and beautiful. I want to kill them for bothering me.

I've been isolated and stuck at home for years. I'm not even able to escape. I hate only having online friends. I can feel my mental state slipping day by day - my therapists my only main source of comfort. I still hate knowing that even they can't help. My family can't help. Eventually I can leave, but "eventually" is awful too. I can't disclose personal info but honestly I'm thinking of contacting runaway services/homeless shelters. I feel like I'm becoming more delusional too. just typing here is exhausting.

Money money money, is there no way to be happy without it?

Tried a new recipe from the internet. It looked nothing like the picture. I'm ordering pizza.

Laundry day again. I swear I just did this. Where do all these clothes even come from?

Another package delivered to the wrong address. This is the third time this month. Why is this so hard?

Grocery shopping on a Sunday afternoon is actual chaos. The lines, the carts blocking aisles, the indecisive people in front of the milk section. I just want my eggs.

The WiFi is down and I feel completely lost. How did we function before the internet? I can't even remember what I used to do.

My neighbor's dog barks at 6am every single morning. I've tried everything. Earplugs, white noise, talking to them. Nothing works. I'm so tired.

Spent 20 minutes looking for my keys this morning. They were in my pocket the whole time. I'm losing my mind.

My car won't start and I have no idea why. The mechanic will probably charge me $200 just to tell me I left the lights on.

Why does my phone battery die at the worst possible moments? Just once I'd like to make it through a full day without hunting for a charger.

Why do I always forget something at the store? I make a list, I check it twice, and still I'm back there the next day for the one thing I missed.

I ordered groceries online and they delivered someone else's order. Now I have 5 pounds of ground beef I don't eat, three bags of chips I didn't order, and I'm missing half my actual groceries. Customer service says it'll be 3-5 business days to fix. I'm hungry NOW!

I've been on hold with customer service for 45 minutes listening to the same terrible hold music on loop. Every 30 seconds a robot tells me 'Your call is important to us.' If it was important, you'd answer the phone! I just want to cancel a subscription, why is this so difficult?

Someone parked so close to my car that I had to climb in through the passenger side. There's literally an empty parking spot right next to me! How hard is it to park like a normal human being? I'm not a contortionist, I just want to get in my car and go home.