Everyday Life

I love my boyfriend but I feel so alone everytime I see him I just want to strangle him but I don’t know why I love him every night I just want to peel my skin off I hate the way I am I wish that I would not wake up tomorrow

Hello! After my Senior High School graduation, I lost my compass in life. I don't know if I choose what my parents wanted to me which is entering college or pursue on my own such as enrolling to a vocational school, earn money and then build my own. I feel pressured on the former but I don't have any plans for the latter. I surrender these things to God.

What's a small thing that happened this week that's been bothering you more than it should? When my friend told me that they rlly didn't want to bring the friend they wanted to anymore, and when I said that it was oki and that they can bring whoever they want to the movie and they responded with only okay- its stupid I know, but I keep worrying I might've said the wrong thing, or that the friend did something to the friend who I was messaging, I'm sure its not what I think happened- but I haven't been able to go 4 seconds in silence before I start over thinking the text convention me and them had.

Like what if that emptiness consumes me and I destroy everything Will I feel something then

I feel like I’m successful in a lot of ways financially, careerwise, in a safe relationship but I feel empty like it doesn’t matter

no bs bra i feel myself slippin away, i dont want to seem attention seeking n so all i do is smoke n take pills to try n ease my mind n all it do is make me feel numb n ionk what to do nm, i been cuttn myself burning myself. I dont kno if ima b alr any longer

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i hate everything and everyone today, 24 f i never imagined my life the way it is and i still scope out these moments of my own and thats it

i like talking a lot, but that doesnt always mean im always up for conversations. i dont like small talks, but it doesn't really bother me that much. i prefer having my time alone, but it does get pretty lonely sometimes that i get the urge to make friends, make a change, every single time. but guess what? it never works. im still stuck w this shitty situation no matter how hard i try to get out of it. im nothing without someone by my side, im more prone to negative thoughts so yes, im alone in most days. i feel like people who i consider my friends doesnt really care about me. i doubt they even notice me. the only interesting thing in my life is going to school. at home, nothing ever happens but a never-ending loop that makes me wonder why im like this

Why you gotta invalidate me like that. Be an a hole for? My fam don't get the frustration I go through in a day like walking the dog for example. I love the little pupper but they're aggressive towards people and dogs they don't know. And when they go berserk like hearing other dogs bark that they dont like, they go into raging bull mode literally trying to pull you hard. I don't enjoy trying to have my arm and hand pulled off. Fam don't seem to get that because they don't go through it. I just casually get made fun of by them for my frustrations. YET. they 1 member this morning was going on about a resentment about my aunt because they're not talking I don't want to tell the whole story but they're not speaking now it's been like 2 months. I didn't say anything this morning to invalidate them. But me? Apparently to them my feelings don't matter and I get invalidated all the time. Yeah thanks. That makes me feel so cared for. NOT. I hate how meds make them an a hole ,a different person

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Im so tired...im tired of the same routine. I need to do SOMETHING...anything..

I’m so scared all the time. I always think ‘what do I say?’ ‘What if they don’t like me?’ ‘They probably want me to go away’

Im genuinely so stressed out. I have severe anxiety so it's not anything im not used too, but god the pressure has been building lately. Where i live you can get yiur learners at 14. Im 15 and i havent done anything about it. Everyone my age had theirs and it's really been getting to me. Im not depressed or anything- atleast I think. But god it feels like every single day I put on this fake smile and laugh at everyone's jokes whilst I make my own im loosing something in myself. I truly have no clue who I am, I lost myself pretending to be someone I was long ago. Intop of that im actually failing school! Lucky me I know i know, dont get too jealous. I listen just as much as everybody else. I watch and listen and repeat until my youngest number and I just can't retain the information. I get handed a paper and forget everything. I try so hard to pretend I know what im doing to the point I look even more stupid than I'd like to admit since im so stubborn.

no matter who i am with i feel so idk left out? even if its just 2 of us i always feel like no one has ever truly cared about me, as if im unlovable. even in my family not that there bad there definetly not but my mum would do anything for my sisters and cant even pick me up half the time it feels like there a family and im just living in the house. i always feel guilty even if i didnt do anything i fell impending doom and low key feel like no one would care if i killed myself it feels like im just watching from the sidelines.

bad mental health, friends, family, ex's

I'm such a lonely person and it's sad because I thought the level of loneliness I experience was normal for a majority of my life and it wasn't until last year that I found out it's not. I am not physically alone. I know people I can talk to but it's not many. I don't know what not feeling lonely is like. Feeling alone and being alone are two different things. I feel alone. I don't feel like I have people who understand me on a deeper level, a level that I am not sure is realistic or possible. It's such a sad way to feel and I wish I didn't feel this way anymore.

How close are you to giving up? I’m trying so hard to keep it together what’s left. I wish I had a real friend. Someone I could count on. I really need someone.

I just want to cry. So much is going on right now and I’m so overwhelmed. I’ve been struggling alot these past few days and my suicidal thoughts have been creeping back in. I feel like an absolute failure. Everything is always my fault, I have failed yet again. I decided to just isolate myself, I’m going to eat one big meal today and then I’m going to go back to starving like I use to, it will most certainly numb the pain, that’s better than Self harming or suic*de right 😔