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Im really insecure. Im so young too and i just cant control myself from starving. My parents body shame me. Some of my classmates too. I googled my bmi online and it said that im healthy but im still so insecure i think im strarting to develop an ED. Im so scared of growing up and still having this mindset. People around me are so sexist. Im getting sexualized as an 12 yo...I get made fun of my accent by people outside my country. Im just trying to exist,thats all. I hope all of you reading this will have a good day/night. You are beautiful and you are worth it
Idek how to start this. But my ex raped me and he has a trial coming up, and my mom won't let me testify. And I think he's honestly going to get away with it. (Hes 28 im 14) hes trying to saying I didn't scream no, and he's trying to say he didn't know my age. I just want him to tell the truth for once in his life for once. He got me pregnant even tho I had a miscarriage that still affects me. I just want him to admit what he did and stop playing the victim
This is inappropriate, I am sorry for not trying to make it sound less inappropriate. I'm horny. Im so horny. I crave for random stupid shit. My lust is consuming me to the point it's slowly killing me. It's been only 2 days since I had a relapse, I'm already having stupid thoughts and they're draining me, I feel so guilty for falling into this addiction, I cant even blame anyone other than me for this, I found this myself, only i can get myself out of it. I am so tired of myself. I feel like a shitty terrible person. This drains me even more cuz im in a relation and I feel like a terrible partner Im disappointing Im suffering so deeply i can't even express it with some ik irl I got reminded of all my stupid terrible memories yesterday and it made me want to burst out crying but I could not Life feels so frustrating and I hate this point of my life even more because teenage mental health is not taken health seriously I js hope i dont feel like crying in my sleep again
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i want to kill myself, but can't bring myself to do it because i know people care about me. i don't want to hurt, but it gets to a point where i just cant take it anymore
I feel like I burden people. Like if my name pops up on their phone they sigh. Or they see me walk up to them they wish I didn’t see them. What if I’m an annoyance to everyone around me.
I was raped when I was 7, every-time I went over to my cousins house he would trick me into thinking it was a game. And make me do disgusting things.. this went on for almost a whole year until he finally tried to stick it in me and I screamed from the pain of it, ran upstairs with my pants down in front of my whole family crying. It was all blurry but I remember my mom taking me home and crying while giving me a bubble bath. My cousin got in big trouble. And I was bleeding in the tub a bit. My parents were asking me what he did and I told them. But what makes me frustrated is how I’d get taken back to the house. And I’d have to see him and act like nothing happened. when I got old enough to know what he did and how it was wrong. I asked my dad why he was so fine with my cousin and my dad got pissed with me, told me I tempted my cousin, embarrassed my dad, and that it was my fault that I got raped and that I need to just forgive and forget. My dad broke my damn heart when he said that.
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Donald Trump, his family, corporate America, and the administration are all so less pieces of shit. I have no time for anyone who buys into these parasites.
My dad fucking died in my arms. I pulled coagulated blood out his damn mouth. I looked into his eyes while they tried to resuscitate him for an hour. I told my mom he is brain dead and she seized into my arms. I thought I lost both parents at once. I was pregnant at the time. Everything has been downward since. I got hit by a car and broke my hip. In the process ive lost my full mobility, my licence so I cant get a job and my hair. Wtf man. Im tryin but tryin aint enough I guess. I suffered from depression for years and my wrists are scared. I know imma get through this. But right now.. times are really fin hard.
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When will I pass away tbh. I can't do this anymore I'm so tired but I'm afraid of the pain.
I found sexual content when i was about 8-9 years old and became hypersexual. Then when i was 11 i met a guy at school who asked me to be my friend, since i was nervous to say no i just said yes. He began brushing his hand over mine and constantly touching my shoulder and calling me a 'good girl'. He also always talked about porn to me and new porn apps he would find online. He also did this to my friend for a month but 1 month in he tried to pin me against a wall and my friend pushed him off and screamed at him. After that i was his only target. He sexually harassed me for a year and eventually at summer break my friend who protected me moved 5k kilometers away. Even though me and him are in dif classes now I keep on seeing him getting praised my teachers at school. He made my hypersexuality worse. I only figured out it was COCSA about 6 months after he stopped. Unfortunately i dont have a positive end to this story but im sorry if it happened to u, Thanks for reading <3
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i like coming on this website knowing im not alone in my struggles. its probably not healthy to come here so much but its like an addiction and idk how to stop
Feeling like an idiot because I made a mistake. I keep making mistakes each week and they’re piling up. I don’t think my anxiety can take much more. I wish I had someone in my life to reassure me that everything will be okay, even if it’s a lie.
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so long story short i’m fat, i’m 97kilo at 5’1 and i’m scared to lose weight cause i know people will treat me better after i lose the weight, but my problem is i don’t wanna have to lose weight to be loved or respected and it kills me everyday because i know that once i do decide to lose the weight people will treat me better
My Final Wish. I want to die prepared and ready. Every traces of myself gone and erased. No goodbyes, no farewells. Just nothing. With no one to remember me, I hope that all will forget me, that I will die hated and forgotten. I will die full of hatred and regrets. I've always longed for death since I was a child, I hope one day that I can die with my final wish.
pleaseplease dude fuck please i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore im so tireed i want a break im so fucking tired i cant i cant do this i cant fucking live like this anymore im so sorry i cannt fucking do this nothing is helping anymore icant im sorry im so so fucking sorry im so soryri cant
I want to die. I can’t find my cutter. I lost my box cutter. I think I’m going to Kms tmr.
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I don't know who I am and it feels like no one actually cares about me. I wish I could make genuine connections that last. I hold no value in a conversation other than being quiet, overly people pleasing, and "nice". I feel bad for people who show interest in me because I know that once they get to know me they'll find out I'm a hollow shell. People eventually forget about me and I'm left feeling lonely and miserable. I want to be spontaneous and be myself, and I want to be liked enough to be missed, but its hard to do that when you don't have a sense of self and lack personality. I hate how I talk, I hate how I think, I hate myself.
I feel like none of my friends actually give a fuck about my interests. I always try to accommodate them, and reciprocate their interests all the time. Even if I have absolutely no idea what they’re talking about, or I have zero interest in truly immersing myself in their interests, I still try to hold space for them. But every time I try to verbalize what I like, every time I try and talk to people about something that interests me, I get regularly met with nothing. It’s so consistent that I’ve even taken notice of three default responses. It’s either ‘that’s cool’ and then immediately changing the topic, a noise of acknowledgement in response to the act of me speaking, or silence. Dead, uncomfortable silence, like I’ve just said something embarrassing. I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong. I just want someone to talk to. I would go out and try to engage with other people, but the times I’ve tried that in the past has resulted in horrific trauma for me. I feel so utterly lost.
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I can't anymore. I just give up, and I have nothing to lose. I'll just kill myself, I'd really like to.
Trump is a giant lying disgrace that continues to ruin this country. Who are the faceless idiots and the spinless minions that are allowing this to happen??? Fuck politics!
Hey,I just wanted to tell everyone here that you are amazing people. You are such beautiful humans. You are so smart. And so brave,and if you don't think that you deserve to know its true. Whatever that so called "human" did to you you never deserved. Nobody as good as you could ever deserve that. If you are reading this during the morning,good morning! Today is the best day to be kind,to know that your loved,and another chance to be true to yourself. If you are reading this during mid day,Hey! How has your day been going? If its been doing ok then that is fantastic news! I'm really proud of you,but just remember that even on your bad days you are loved. If it is night time,hello! If your day went badly It could never be your fault. Just know that tomorrow is a beautiful day because you've never seen it before. So it is literally a fresh and new beginning! Please get some sleep! Goodbye -Agl
I honestly hate the human race. Humans are so selfish and not caring. It’s honestly so sad to look at.
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I’m so tired. Mentally and emotionally. Nothing helps. I’m just to my breaking point and I just want to end it all. I’m so depressed. I have no family and I only really have one friend. I don’t know. I just feel lonely and sad and I just want to end it all.
My father passed away 6 months ago but only now am I starting to feel the brunt of the depression
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I just wish I was born cisgender. I just want to be a boy. I want a dick and flat chest, I wanna be able to get an erection and I wanna stick it in someone. I don’t wanna be alive if I’m not a boy. I wish I could swap genders whenever I wanted. I literally cry at night because I can’t go on testosterone or get bottom surgery. My family thinks it’s a phase and that social media is influencing me to be trans. I just want a boys body. I just wanna wear feminine clothes as a boy. I wanna kiss boys as a boy. I’m called slurs at school, and constantly misgendered by the fucking teachers. But I have everything in my life so I shouldn’t complain. I don’t want to go on when I’m not a boy. Plus I’m fat so that’s not helping. I want to cut myself but I’m scared of pain. I just can’t do this anymore. I WANNA BE A FUCKING BOY.
I SWEAR TO GOD WHOEVER SAID “you’re not ten years old bro get a life🤣” FUCKING BITCH I HATE YOU I CANT CONTROL ALL THESE FUCKING EMOTIONS AT ONCE. KIDS CAN ALSO HAVE BAD FUCKING METNAL HEALTH MATTER IN FACT IM FUCKING SHORTENING MY STUPID LIFE YOU FUCKING BITCH I CANT CONTROL THIS PLEASE I AM 10. IM JUST A FUCKING KID. YOU GET A FUCKING LIFE IF YOURE THE ONE WHOS HATING ON A STUPID KID LIKE ME.. sorry i didn’t mean to i have so much going on
kindness is free. please be kind. choose your words. be mindful of your words and actions. you will lose nothing by having compassion for other people, AND ANIMALS
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...didnt come to rant..no..instead..just to say I love yall. Your my peeps. I have my feets in the grass..
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF SO MUCH I WISH I WAS DEAD I HATE THIS I HATE EVERYONE BUT I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH UHSGSHGDHSHSHDHDGGGHHH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CAN'T I FUCKING DIE ALREADY IF I WASNT SUCH A PUSSY I WOULDVE BEEN DEAD ALREADY I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF WHY DO I KEEP BOTTLING SHIT UP IM SO FUCKING STUPID JESUS FUCKING CHRIST UGHHHH DEAR GOD I JUST WISH I WASNT SO FUCKING ANNOYING IM SUCH A BITCH IM SUCH A COWARD I SHOULD KILL MYSELF I HATE THIS I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE I CAN'T TAKE THIS I WANNA DIE PLEASE DEAR GOD JUST FUCKING KILL ME PLEASDEEEEEEE I BEG YOU PLE
react or note if you have ever experienced CSA, COCSA, grooming, SA, or any other kind of sexual abuse. feeling confused because ive never been raped but ive been treated so horribly as a child. i need to know im not alone. i only know that 1 of them is dead but not the others, i lost contact for good reason
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF. WHY AM I BEING BULLIED AGAIN I MADE A PROMISE TO MY YOUNGEr SELF THAT I'D CHANGE THAT ID BE A BETTER PERSON, A QUIETER PERSON, I PROMISED THAT EVERYONE WOULD LOVE ME. NOW IM STUCK HERE AGAIN. WHY AM I EVEN HERE?! I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF, WHY CAN'T I JUST BEHAVE?! WHY CANT I BE NORMAL?! ILL BE GOOD, I'LL BE NORMAL TMR EVERYONE AT SCHOOL WILL LOVE ME AND SEE THAT I'VE CHANGED AND BE HAPPY WITH ME. I'LL LOVE MYSELF THEN AND I'LL BE HAPPY THEN, ILL CHANGE I PROMISE I'LL LOVE MYSELF I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I'M SORRY IM LIKE THIS IM SORRY FOR INCONVIENIENCING ALL MY FRIENDS, IM SORRY FOR FAILING MATHS, IM SORRY THAT YOU'RE DISAPOINTED WITH ME, IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.
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I'm consindering killing myself soon, everything sucks. Life isn't the same and my parents are assholes to me, my mom hates everything i do, i just wanna leave her house, i'm only 14 and i don't know what to do, my friends are assholes too they don't care about me and i just don't fit in anywhere, i feel so ugly and weird, i know i am. I cry so much i'm even crying typing this, my bsf killed herself and i wanna join her, i'm no man i'm just a waste of air, thankfully my dad sends me money everybody to try and help me but my mom hates my dad and is restricing me from seeing him, i hate everyone and everything around me and i don't wanna live anymore. If i kill myself nobody would even care i don't care about highschool anymore, unless i can find a way to get out of my moms house and still live finacially well i'm just useless, i have no talent i just make music.
"im literally sobbing and there are so much tears running down my eyes and m yhands are trembling while typing this. I don't even know why I'm crying. I feel so fucked up I can't even sleep. I'm so tired. I'm so full. full of everything that's draining me. my dysphoria has increasingly gotten worse day by day and. it's even worse because I'm closeted. I feel like I just want to give up . everyday I always hope "I hope my eyelids stay shut this morning. I hope I don't feel my heart beating this morning. I hope I don't feel anything this morning. I hope I disappear this morning."I just want another life where I could be the version of who I hope and wish to be. I want to be a boy. I just want to vanish but it doesn't work. I can't find any possible way of disappearing without bloody tissues. I don't even know what to do anymore and i'm still crying. I can't talk to any trusted adult or anyone at all except this website because I'm not ready. this is my only hope.
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Cocsa. I don’t feel comfortable describing what happened. But after I told my therapist, then they told my family. They just brushed it off. Nothing else ever got mentioned about him. Nothing ever happened to him. It’s like it didn’t matter. He was 12. I was 6.
Does anyone also feel so unloved and desperate for love you want to be groomed? Just me? Okay sorry I'll shut up now.
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