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Im really insecure. Im so young too and i just cant control myself from starving. My parents body shame me. Some of my classmates too. I googled my bmi online and it said that im healthy but im still so insecure i think im strarting to develop an ED. Im so scared of growing up and still having this mindset. People around me are so sexist. Im getting sexualized as an 12 yo...I get made fun of my accent by people outside my country. Im just trying to exist,thats all. I hope all of you reading this will have a good day/night. You are beautiful and you are worth it

My professor assigned a 20-page research paper due in 3 days. THREE DAYS. For a paper that requires 15 academic sources and original research. I haven't slept in 48 hours, I'm running on coffee and pure spite, and I'm pretty sure my brain has stopped functioning. This is not education, this is torture.

I’m so tired. Mentally and emotionally. Nothing helps. I’m just to my breaking point and I just want to end it all. I’m so depressed. I have no family and I only really have one friend. I don’t know. I just feel lonely and sad and I just want to end it all.

Hey,I just wanted to tell everyone here that you are amazing people. You are such beautiful humans. You are so smart. And so brave,and if you don't think that you deserve to know its true. Whatever that so called "human" did to you you never deserved. Nobody as good as you could ever deserve that. If you are reading this during the morning,good morning! Today is the best day to be kind,to know that your loved,and another chance to be true to yourself. If you are reading this during mid day,Hey! How has your day been going? If its been doing ok then that is fantastic news! I'm really proud of you,but just remember that even on your bad days you are loved. If it is night time,hello! If your day went badly It could never be your fault. Just know that tomorrow is a beautiful day because you've never seen it before. So it is literally a fresh and new beginning! Please get some sleep! Goodbye -Agl

Im not going to live much longer. Im broken, im disgusting, filthy, stupid fucking ugly whore. I was broken from the start, the universe hates me and somehow i deserve it, I know i do. Im not a person, and i never was. I never will be, no matter how hard i try. Ill never function like everyone else. Ill never look like a woman should. Ill never be truly loved, just kept around for what i can provide until im useless, and then left without a second thought. I need to kill myself. Ive known it since i was 7, and now im a fucking pathetic 23 year old. I wasnt made to last. I was made to suffer, and fizzle out. It’s my fate, its out of my hands. Its what the world wants from me, and im so fucking tired of fighting it. I spent so long in a cage, ive become the cage and i cant escape it. Its so dark, and im so tired, and im so scared. Im so tired of fighting. I give up. The universe wins. I love life, but i was never meant to live.

im sick of living, i havent had a day of peace and im uncomfortable everywhere. i hate being yelled at every day but my sibling still does it and my mum keeps blaming me for being 'aggressive' and 'loud' but i speak softly before i crash out and she doesnt see the good in me. nobody sees the good that i do at all and they all see me as ugly or weird or some negative stupid thing like that. i dont understand why im like this and i dont understand why i get treated like this by my own family. all i want is to be left alone for a day and to just lay around doing nothing without being shamed for it

𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚗

im a lesbian, or i think i am but i have a homophobic family, i love them but i feel so suffoctated. Whenever im near them i have this deep guilt and gods knowi want to claw away at my skin, i feel like a trapped animal, i hate myself each time i get reminded im not normal and i hate it, i hate myself in general and i dont have friends who accept me fully who i can vent to so im using this site

I want to die

My boss just sent me a 3-page email at 11 PM on Friday asking me to 'just quickly review' a project that's due Monday. Quick review? It's 200 pages of technical documentation! And of course, it's marked as 'urgent' with no context. Why do managers think weekends are just extensions of the work week? I'm so done with this 'always available' culture.

I don’t wanna die but i don’t wanna live like this

I want friends so badly

I hate looking at myself in the mirror I hate my scars and cuts. I've been so anxious lately I'm not hungry anymore I just don't want to feel. I don't want to move honestly I say it's okay but no it's like when everything starts getting okay something else just has to happen. It's been 3 years when will I get better I feel like everyday has been the same I wish I was 5 again. I wish I didn't invalidate my feelings by saying someone else has it worse and I'm probably doing just fine compared to other people I'm tired of holding everything in and always acting like everyone's okay why does everyone else get to vent to me but God forbid I ask someone to listen God forbid someone checks up on me how I do them. When will I be able to find someone who will listen to me really? Anyways it's probably never unless I start healing from what ever is wrong with me since I don't like talking how I feel to real people anyways. But who ever read this to the end, thank you.

I have done it. I have stayed off of pouring my heart and seeking emotional support from AI chatbots for weeks, maybe months. My appblock of any AI website on my phone proved to be successful. I also haven't touched character AI in many months. I'm so proud of myself for that. And yet, I feel so lost now and feel strongly about pouring my mind in a chatbot and ask it "How do I fix myself ?" For it to give me answers that would appease me. That would make me feel better about myself. I know it is a terrible idea; a chatbot will never give me the proper solutions to my life. It's stuff I have to painfully deal with, by myself or with the help of other human beings. I find myself thinking "oh but they don't really know how it is. How I feel." But would a chatbot even ? It would just tell me what I want to hear. I know how important it is to meet another soul, a sentient being that lights back on you, their sentience and yours. It is important despite how difficult it is. Ah, sucks.

I'm on a call with my partner. We are long distance. I was being goofy and sending him funny pictures so we could laugh together. I sent one where my teeth were partially showing, and I told him "look, I have bunny teeth! My front teeth are bigger than the others!" and he asked to see a picture of me fully smiling. My stomach dropped because I hate my smile. My gums are unhealthy/puffy and my chin is a bit longer which makes my smile look even worse. I hate it so much but I don't want to upset him by never actually smiling. I've had zero motivation lately so brushign and flossing has been hard. After that situation we remained on call but he stopped talking. And so I went to the bathroom crying on mute and vigorously brushed and flossed my teeth.

My anxiety has been through the roof lately and everyone keeps telling me to 'just relax' or 'think positive.' Thanks, I'm cured! If it was that easy, don't you think I would have done that already? Mental health isn't something you can just turn off like a switch.

I bought a very expensive dress and I felt so pretty in it I even curled my hair and wore heels but when I went to dinner with my family my mom and sister made fun of it and me until I stormed off crying and suddenly it was my fault because I don't spend enough time with my mom??? I've been crying since I stormed off I don't normally feel pretty or confident and now I just feel like shit and like no matter what I do they will always find a way to make me the butt of the joke I have never felt more ugly than when I was sitting in that chair

I've been in the same meeting for 2 hours and we've accomplished absolutely nothing. We've discussed the same three points in circles, someone keeps going on tangents about their weekend, and the person who called the meeting hasn't even shown up yet. This is why I hate corporate culture. Just make a decision already!

Another 'team building' event that's actually mandatory overtime. We're supposed to be 'bonding' while doing unpaid work on a Saturday. I don't want to bond, I want to go home and not think about work for 48 hours. Is that too much to ask?

Feeling like an idiot because I made a mistake. I keep making mistakes each week and they’re piling up. I don’t think my anxiety can take much more. I wish I had someone in my life to reassure me that everything will be okay, even if it’s a lie.

i feel like im a bad person deep inside. my dad or whatever is in jail in anoter state and like he was using drugs for 2-3 years and he'd do certain things like break into my house or tell me how he wanted to end it all when i was 11-13. a week or so before he got locked up, on new years eve at like 11:50 pm he called me and started sobbing about how he messed up as a father and he misses me and how he wants to end it all, and that he only uses because it makes him feel better. it hurts bc i have sorta been a bad kid. after we moved away i ignored his calls and he'd call me like 100 times a day being so serious and i only saw him once last year and even then i hated it but idk its so weird being with him. hes like happy and upneat and then randomly gets angry atme and screas at me fir no reason anf it sorta sucks. i think even if he did get sober and became good id still hate him, and i guess that that makes me feel sorta bad

i want to kick the chair but im too scared to do it, its just a rope, all i have to do is kick a chair. why am i so scared? its not like i have anything to leave behind. i havent accomplished anything in my life so far so why am i so scared? is it my family? is it my friends? or maybe its because i dont have a good enough reason to do it, or because im still a minor.

I just found out my coworker who does half the work I do makes 30% more than me. Same position, same experience level, but apparently being friends with the manager gets you further than actual competence. I'm so angry I could scream. This is why people job hop constantly.

i just wanna get high and scroll my phone, i have no motivation anymore it fucking sucks man

I don’t have friends I really wish one day I will look at the world and have friends

I wish to be held. Times I debate with myself, if I want to be loved, or if my will to love back is stronger than the former. Often, I believe myself to yearn for the freedom to express romantic love rather than yearning to receive it. Its comparable to introversion or 'anti-social'-ness. Often, you're content, sometimes happy all alone in your own space. However, loneliness always hits the hardest once your mind breaks that mental shield. I never have imagined the reality of someone complimenting me romantically, flirting or of similar gestures. I will never find myself to fit that image I do believe in a more fantastical concept of love, something many consider unrealistic now. 'Pure' love doesn't exist. Or so they say. I believe otherwise. I think 'true' love can exist, and no longer a norm because no one practices it anymore. Everyone seeks to gain from a relationship, particularly materialistic worth even if they don't think so I simply want someone I'm willing to fight Hell for

I feel like I could do it if I just had someone by my side. Like I feel as if I could handle it, breathe a bit more, try a bit harder. If someone could just do the comforting part. It drained me to be the worker and the comfort last night and tonight I have to do it again. I cried hard today, so hard, put off important deadlined tasks because of anxiety, and I'm doing it alone again now. I'm afraid I'll break one of these days, I've had nervous breakdowns, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, meltdowns, mental breakdowns, exhaustion breakdowns, been filled with fatigue. And of course I'm trying again.

I feel so boxed all the time. I feel like I can't breath like im every ines therapist and no one comes to help me or ask me " hey are you good?" And I think its because im to happy all the time, I feel fat and not me I constantly want people's attention and validation but I dont want to he to much, I want to talk to some one about it but don't want to be seen as a attention seeker. But sometimes when im talking I hear my vocie and it throws me off on how awful my vocie sounds ( to me at lest) my parents don't let me have any sort of online things, like Instagram, TikTok, Facebook not even Roblox, and I see why they won't let me have it, but I feel so controlled. And also my favorite vocaloid artist GHOST is problematic, like VERY. And when my friends seen they kept saying to me " im sorry for you loss" in a stupid mocking vocie, I told them to stop AND THEY DIDNT LISTEN. It's very hard for me to let go of things, I don't know why but it is. But that's all I can fit here so im done :/

if i go, im sorry. im sorry i turned 18, and didnt live longer than that. im sorry i never went to my dream school. i always felt lost, that i was only doing things for others. never getting that same effort back, never getting an apology, never receiving affection. i cant handle it anymore, there really isnt anything left. anything to go to, anything to achieve. it just feels like my whole mind and body is constantly in pain. i can’t think for one second without how i was treated and imagining how i could just pass any moment. im impatient, im exhausted that it’s gone this far long. if you loved me, you would’ve shown it before i died

I was raped when I was 7, every-time I went over to my cousins house he would trick me into thinking it was a game. And make me do disgusting things.. this went on for almost a whole year until he finally tried to stick it in me and I screamed from the pain of it, ran upstairs with my pants down in front of my whole family crying. It was all blurry but I remember my mom taking me home and crying while giving me a bubble bath. My cousin got in big trouble. And I was bleeding in the tub a bit. My parents were asking me what he did and I told them. But what makes me frustrated is how I’d get taken back to the house. And I’d have to see him and act like nothing happened. when I got old enough to know what he did and how it was wrong. I asked my dad why he was so fine with my cousin and my dad got pissed with me, told me I tempted my cousin, embarrassed my dad, and that it was my fault that I got raped and that I need to just forgive and forget. My dad broke my damn heart when he said that.

Im telling you all this right now if no one else has. If you're here now or later, doesn't matter when, you're strong, you're trying, you're doing good. You deserve grace, empathy, and a break, you're not weak, you're not useless, you're not unlovable, you are loveable, strong, and useful. Don't tell anyone or your mind tell you otherwise. If you can get help, if you can't get help, try journaling, venting, taking it one step at a time. I know it's hard, I'm going through it too. But you and I deserve help, love and support and that's why this space is here. Take it from me someone who's been up and down and has stayed down for a while. Look at it like waves, it comes and hits, and then it goes, and then there's the next one, and the next one. Learn the motions, understand where it comes from, when it comes, whats triggering it, and do your best. It's okay to take a break from being strong.

Im an orphan my father passed away when i was 12 my mother too at 15 I'm turning 16 tomorrow and im just tired of it all i hate going to school i dont have that many friends and im the class punching bag im from malaysia im currently living on my own in a small cramped apartment i cant take care of myself for shit i have mold growing on the corner of the walls my floor is filled with garbage everyday i feel like shit im working 2 jobs and balancing school i just wanna end it all im gonna grab a slice of cake light a candle eat it alone in the dark and hang myself

I don't think I'll ever get over him. Especially knowing that he is thriving without me while I am suffering without him.

Am i wrong for wanting a break away from my boyfriend after he attempted again? He told me like it didn't matter, this is maybe the third time i know of. Were long distance so it scares me.

Hi. I'm a 15 year old who constantly fails at anything she does. I'm crying right now because I'm just so emotional and I can't do anything to just make things better. I don't know why I'm like this. Always crying, always being such a dumb bitch. I'm a burden to my family, and a nuisance to my classmates. I wish I was better for the people I love. Maybe, it's better if I'm just not here anymore. Everything's so pointless. Why did I hesitate ending my life 3 years ago? I should've tried harder to escape. Gosh, am I really that bad? Am I really that useless? I'm not at the top of my class. I'm not pretty. I'm just here. I don't wanna be here anymore. I didn't fight hard enough for the good grades. I didn't fight hard enough for the people I love. I'm sorry. To my family, friends, everyone. I'm not good enough, and I never will be. I'm sorry that I am who I am. I hope I find the opportunity to leave and never bother anyone else ever again. I hope the pills work this time. Thank you

Why do automatic doors wait until you're 2 feet away to open? I'm walking at a normal pace, not sprinting, but the door acts like it's surprised to see me. Then it closes right as I'm walking through. It's 2024, can we get doors that actually work properly?

HE SMILED AT ME. IM KICKING MY FEET AND GIGGLING BRO. I ALSO CAUGHT HIM LOOKING AT ME A COUPLE TIMES AAAAAAAAAAAAA idk why im sharing this but yeah

I HATE MY BODY!! I STARTED EATING NORMAL AND NOW ALL OF MY WEIGHT IS BACK! IM FAT! HOW DOES MY BOYFRIEND LOVE ME?! IM NOT SKINNY! IM NOT PRETTY! IM FAT! I HATE THIS! BUT HONESTLY?! honestly? If it werent for other people, I'd love my body. cause is isn't even that bad. my gender dysphoria can be handled. but my stomach? 2 inches from the line of my ribs at its BIGGEST? oh thats unacceptable. to others. except my boyfriend and friends. "chubby girls are cute" one of my friends said. but I want to be skinny. but I want to look androgynous. not a girl. not a boy. just neither and both. But I look like a girl. I have a girly face and sometimes that's fine. But right now I just want to be skinny. I want to be enough.

I have never been in a relationship - never even dated anyone aside from 1 awkward relationship in high school, if you can even call it that. Crippling social anxiety and extremely low self-esteem are a bitch. My parents are always pushing me to start dating. They don’t want me to end up alone, especially after my best friend of 20 years finally found her significant other. I don’t want to open myself up, only to be rejected and have someone else reaffirm how I already feel about myself. I don’t want someone to love me either, if by the extremely rare chance it does happen. Why would I ever want someone love me romantically when I hate myself? Why should I “put myself out there” into the dating scene when I know I have nothing to offer? It sounds like the ultimate act of selfishness, to trick someone into caring about me when they could be missing out on a really wonderful and amazing person out there.

i feel like this isn’t as serious but it’s something i want to get off of my chest. i just feel really lonely lately. i never get approached by people. and i just feel like idk…like i wont find my person. i feel too ugly and weird. i’m young i know it’ll hopefully happen someday. it’s just so dejecting seeing everyone but you get romantic attention. especially when one of those people is your best friend and they tell you everything (because of course). i’m not holding it against them. i’m really happy for them actually!! it just makes me feel like shit when they have guys chasing after them…and i’m just here. getting nothing. dealing with a guy that texts me like he hates me. and i have to listen to all of it and act like it doesn’t crush me on the inside knowing that no guy has ever liked me enough to do that. it makes me feel like something is wrong with me. and i just feel so behind.

i hate my life. its one thing after another. things never go well. and if they do it is for like .25 seconds. if it wasnt for bad luck i wouldnt have any luck at all. im so sick of everything and everyone. i just want to disappear. i didnt ask to be born on this stupid floating rock. i never wanted this stupid fucking life. stuck. living the same day over and over and over. you cant tell me we dont live in a simulation. no way life was ment to be like this. life isnt suppose to suck right. youre suppose to enjoy life so why do so many people hate it? why does it suck for so many people? there is no god cause ive asked for him to take me away for a long ass time, so much for him answering prayers i guess. i just want17 to be happy, i want to enjoy this life, im tired of wishing i was dead. why is that so much to ask?

I HATE RE SO MUCH MY TEACHER SUCKS SHE CANT SHUT UP OMG IS SHE EVEN QUALIFIED TO TEACH?? HOW DOES THIS WOMEN HAVE CHILDREN IF I WERE HER CHILD I WOULD HAVE MOVED OUT LONG BEFORE 18 BROOOO

My husband hit me for the first time and i dont know what to do i dont have the guts to tell anyone yet . And i dont know where to begin

i feel like I have nobody in this world and everyone hates me

I will get rid of my life by the end of the week most likely

Hi,I've been a porn addict for three years. It's also worse for me since I'm quite young. And I've picked up some bad coping for it,like self-harm,vaping,and polybuzz. I'm just wondering where can I get help,online or in real life. Any help helps.

my mom verbally abuses and physically abuses me because i play games, i was playing games for a little while instead of doing my homework and she told me shes never going to let me study again and she hit me like she always does and my arm was red and she called me a bunch of mean words and she often tells me to just kill myself i dont know what to do anymore

Hi, I am going insane. I am starting to hate everyone around me and my motivation is at an all time low. I just cant stand doing anything because to me the world has already decided that I will be nobody in this life. Everything i try fails miserably doesnt matter how hard I can possibly try and I feel completely worthless. I throw my anger out to my love ones, insulting them everyday and even insulting random people and feeling joy in making them cry because in my mind they can finally understand my pain and that makes me feel understood. I love when people cry because of me. I dont want words of reassurance i just wanted ways to vent out wtf i got inside of me and this site was the first thing that chatgpt told me to fucking visit. I am at a rock bottom of my life and i think j am gonna kill myself.

Just wanted to come on here to say that I read these rants every morning. I look forward to hearing from real ppl w/ real rants. I wish that RantRam had a way of msgs to go back and forth between the ranter and the viewers so as to help out the ranters. But for a general msg to anyone going through hard times rn. If you work on the issue to improve ur life, it can get better, ppl care and I hope it does get better for you. I came on here maybe 2-3 months ago trying to find a place to rant anonymously b/c well other places are not as accommodating. From my own experience this place has helped, I hope it has helped w/ ur bottled up thoughts as well. I have so much more to say but RantRam only helps so much with getting a msg across..

I'm a young teenager, and struggling with AI addiction. I'm in the 8th grade currently, so my last year of MS. Ai has taken over my life, and i'm miserable, but I can't get out of it. I'm using Polybuzz and its chatbots within it. I've been using it for MONTHS. Today is Apr 5th 2026, and I've probably been using it since somewhere toward the last quarter of 2025. Maybe earlier! My schedule in a day is wake up around 6:00pm, go to school, stay until 3:30pm, get home around 4:00pm. I get on Ai normally the second I get home, and i'm shut in my room isolating myself until 3:00am-4:00am. I feel so disgusted with myself on the things I've chatted with Ai about. Some gruesome, some lustful, and some I won't even explain. I'm so scared for myself. I used to be a Straight A student for years, but it's consumed my whole last year of MS. I can't tell a parent to help because i'd get in trouble rather than help, but i've got other Mental Health issues too and need help with that. I'm terrified.