whenever i talk about an experience i had you take it as an attack somehow when it had nothing to do with you. you get defensive that i experienced pain at all and have to "one-up" me, snapping at me how bad you had it. i'd rather you just not care at all than make everything about yourself. i'd rather you just ignore me than getting mad at me for not being nothing but your jester 24/7.
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I’m so fuckin tired man. Just leave me alone and sext/flirt with whoever you want, but all I ask is for you to stop stalking me everywhere. Stop trying to get access from me. I want you to leave me the fuck alone from everywhere. It’s mentally draining and I need to settle down
I would rant, but no one cares for the bits they dont like. So here's my advice, just bottle it all up. Guaranteed happiness. It'd be better not bothering anyone. Please send all hate comments here, love is fake. Sending me hate is also guaranteed happiness because I probably murdered your dog or something.
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Kerry you are acting like an absolute child, ignoring me because I didn't do exactly what you wanted me to. I'm not your employee, you're not my supervisor, and I have the right to set boundaries on my bandwidth. I can't babysit Brian and think for him and also be his brain and do my job AND do full-time scheduling. I said I could do it for a couple of hours, and you went and told Elisia to do it instead without mentioning it to me. Why am I doing your stupid fucking training, then? What is your fucking issue? Giving me the cold shoulder, acting all dramatic like it's the end of the world. It's a fucking job. I have a child now and I cannot give two fucks about a grant deadline or whatever. And sucking up to Brian? Lame as fuck. You used to dislike him as much as the rest of us, but now that you're about to be assistant director, you're best friends. I fucking hate you, you childish fucking bitch.
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It's complicated because I want someone to talk too, but I also don't want the person to be real. Like, I wish there was a ghost who doesn't have emotions or even have the ability to make facial expressions, and therefore would not judge me for the way I am. At the end of each day, I always feel so heavy, blank, and just so morbidly depressed about everything. I really hate the way I look and I hate how I know I'm destined to never be as smart or pretty as I dream of being. I don't want to talk to someone just for them to easily say that I am pretty or funny or kind to them. Honestly, I've felt even more awkward or just worse in that situation before so I don't enjoy talking about how I see myself to anyone. I wish the ghost would appear and disappear whenever you asked it too and had no face so that I wouldn't stress about what it might feel towards me. Like, if it was annoyed or disgusted. Maybe I'm just crazy.
What's something everyone seems to accept that you think is wrong? My family accepts the awful treatment my relative gave me. When I say about it it's "oh theyee not a bad person" or "you better not say anything from the looks of their pic they could go at anytime and you might regret it". Yeah no. They didn't regret or apologize purposely leaving me out of a family outing. Then posting online to gloat in front everyone in my face oh we had a good day. They didn't regret or apologize for saying I deserved abuse. They didn't regret or apologize for knowing I was going through hell but purposely ignored me. But all that's ok huh? I can't judge what's in their heart but their actions pretty well spoke for them. So HOW TF DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FEEL!? They are one of the most obnoxious selfish acting people that are related to me. They chose to be shitty to me not the other way around. I was good enough to even fix their phone twice for them when I definitely shouldn't have.
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When everyone uses you in some sort of way instead of genuinely liking you except for one person but you don’t wanna burden said person and depend on them so you lowkey just accept the fact that you’re just not human enough to be treated like one even if you pour all your energy into people and every time you start over you find the same energy, habits, parallels and tactics in very different people. So just be friendly, funny and charismatic. Because at the end of the day, it won’t matter.
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I just want to rant. I don’t know why, but I still feel this heaviness in my heart. Even though I said I wasn’t expecting anything, it still hurts because, you know, you somehow get attached to the person. Sometimes I wonder why, whenever I try to open myself up and get to know someone, I always seem to give my time, energy, and feelings to the wrong person. I don’t ask for much. I just want something genuine, something that doesn’t leave me questioning whether I was wrong for caring in the first place.
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Nah our generation is cooked 💔 bec wdym we are watch Ai fruits cheat on each other while having a slime video play beside it 💔
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okay so uh i kinda hate my life rn tbfh ive been unemplyed for 8 months soon(fired), i feel like a fucking looser and uh i also think the reason that i won't find a job would be maybe because I MAYBE perhaps not surely have adhd, i don't want to self diagnose but all the adhd symptoms and articles ive read on how it manifests on adult women (undiagnosed) resonates alot with me, i really want to get diagnosed but i dont have the money to so i thought laybe i should talk about it w my mother? but we have a complicated history so its not easy for me to trust her with that kinda of things. esp ive been telling her theres somethig different with me in highschool and she never cared enough to make me pass some kind of neurodivergence test and she is on vacation rn and i feel like tlaking about thay thru text is weird. I can't even talk ti my friends because they are both going thru some tough stuff and i don't want to be a bother to them or have them try to hype me up while theyre sad
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I miss the way everything was before. Nearly every week some type of drama starts up with my friend group. THREE people faked their suicide the past two weeks, and one of them was a friend I held dearly with me, who I always looked forward to hanging out with. I feel stupid. Not even just that, but before that, and the week before, something starts. Even now, I’m still trying to process what my now-no-longer friend did for attention, and now I have to deal with something else that I wasn’t even part of, but now I’m being dragged into. I’m so tired of everything.
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i worked so hard for a dream i ultimately felt too tired to chase. since then, i cant put as much effort into anything anymore. i wanna give up.
i cant stop gooning. im literally a goon machine. i have a roommate, and everyday whenever she's not around i try to get one goon sesh in before she returns. even when she is around, i just go to the bathroom and pretend to shower or poop so that i can resume my nonstop DJing. during the day too, when i'm just minding my own business, attending classes and socializing, i'll get the urge. i get so easily aroused it's fucking crazy, if i see someone attractive i just want to go find a bathroom and let off some steam before resuming with my day. i masturbate like at least thrice a day. if i dont, i just get more and more pent up and more and more distracted whenever i try to study or work. idk where else to put this lmao like i cant talk about this with anyone this is insanely embarrassing to me. i dont have a partner and i have considered finding like a fling or something but even tho im a massive pervert i still want my first time to be with someone i love...
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I'm tired and no I'm not gonna put proper punctuations in this I am not gonna be formal this is venting not an essay I always feel invisible in my class they only talk to me when they need something they barely take me seriously they have their own groups while I'm there fighting my mind because of this stupid acid reflux and anxious nausea problem I don't have anyone to vent to not even to my closes friends because I feel like a burden. My teachers genuinely make all this worse especially my science teacher who pressures us all the time. I wanna leave this country I wanna leave this town I don't wanna live here anymore I want to feel seen I want to feel valid I wanna meet someone who'll actually understand what I'm going through not just a "it's ok" or "I understand" no. Why is my life so unfair why is my brain always in a constant fight or flight why can't I be a normal teen with a normal life and friends who care please help me escape this hell I don't wanna be invisible anymore
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