All Rants

Bro these people are so fucking stupid. The amount of people that come in last minute of their meds before going on a trip and there’s always something wrong with their meds and they start getting pissy. Who tf comes in last minute for their meds if they’re so fucking important??? Or wherever y’all going get it done there???? It’s not my fault if your shit isn’t done and we are not gonna call you cause how are we supposed to know you’re leaving. Where is the common sense??? How have you survived this long without it?? Honestly just die already lmfao

5 more years till I graduate then I can get the fuck away from here

ON, thank you. I saw your reply. I now feel like I will survive one more week.

I HATE EVERYONE IN MY FUCKING LIFEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAADFCAAAAAAAAAAADDAAAAAAAAAAAFAADXAAAAAAAA WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE IT WHY EVERYONE IS ALWAYS TREAT ME LIKE THEIR EMOTION PUNCH BAG GO VENT TO YOURSELF ALONE WTF IT ALWAYS MEEEEEEEE. I'VE ENOUGH OF THAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAÀAAAAAAAA

i’ve been thinking about relapsing a lot lately and i’m 10 days away from 4 years. i keep getting this feeling that i have to

Im feeling so numb that i can't even cry anymore

guys I promise im trying but im sorry if im not here one day

My sh scars r healling real fast vru Might get some more later

i rlly want to die but also don't. All of my family members abused me both mentally and physically. Grades falling,health falling,everything of me is falling down,I have no purpose,no goals for the future,I just want to disappear and forgotten. The only lifeline I've always cling to is my actual real best friend,i miss her sm omfl

I cant do this anymore I really just want to die

Hello everyone! I just want to tell yall that I believe in you and your needed in this world :) I think you are an amazing person and shouldn't listen to those bad people. Never think bad about yourself, love and take care of yourself. Drink water and make sure to eat! I want you to be ok even though I don't know you. If you are lonely and don't have friends, well I am here for you :D You can get through this. I'm proud of how far you have came in this world. Now this may be the last rant for today, but I may or may not come back today. Godspeed wonderful strangers :) -ON

to Depressed Pan: oh. my. god. please dont do that. i will be your online friend if you need it, or we can just reply to each others rants. stay alive please. despite not knowing you, I do care about you and I dont know what id do if one day you just stopped ranting. please please please please talk to me okay? ~W31RD_K1D.5038

I'm 17 and don't feel that there is a point to living anymore every day is like fucking torture for the last 13 years I've been beaten, had matches dragged up and down my skin, and had chunks of my arm dug out with a knife it just feels like there's no point to endure it anymore.

So hello , I’m Lana. I’m going onto college in like a year or so and I just don’t know what to do with what I want to do anymore, originally I wanted filmmaking because I love film so so much or even something in music like sound engineering, but to my parents that’s not a real career and they want me to pick something I can make money off , but what makes me really upset is that my mom sees filmmaking as a male thing….and it’s a common thing for my parents to be misogynistic especially my mom…. And I hate it I really do and I wish I can just live away from them but I have no power and I think my only choice is to choose a safe major and go with it until I can get out of this hell…. And that’s all I wanted to vent. Thank u Note: sorry if my writing is bad

I'm just so fucking depressed. Is there even any reason to exist?

in my friend group, we're 4, they were friends since elementary and i was an add on in high school, now we're in college, freshmen. My classes won't start until august and theirs already started, they're going to the same school since elem, i'm going to a bigger school. I can already feel the since even tho i haven't left our town. I get ignored, they have plans on their own, this ain't the only time they did that. :)) We're planning to get our hs diploma together, they said the date and everything yet they didn't book the sched for the release of the diploma, i'll be leaving in august and they know. I already booked my schedule and i'm going. I tell them let's do this, let's do that, they say yes and then they don't even do it with me:)))). I try to plan to hangout and they say they're to lazy to, don't have money, yet they go out with their other circle in which i am not in and they're all in it together

I will never be good enough to be someons best friend the way I love and cherish them as mine. I'm always the one friend thats being talked to because they're the only one's around. I hope I find genuine friendship in college because I have low hopes for high school

>finally go to sleep for an hour after feeling more relieved than i have in weeks >wake up to a firework >check phone >google notification says we just struck Iran again 2 hrs ago.

Why does the whole world have fuckin explode? I was ok going about my normal routine of things . It's hot out. Stuff pops up that I have to do I was in line to do it. Then all it takes is knock knock knock at our door to send fam into a effed up spiral. We needed to undo something, fam goes in the sourest tone "WHY YOU DOING THAT FOR!?" OMG. meds also alter their tones and attitudes like seemingly already. They don't get how it's all about tone and attitude how you speak to someone. You don't just casually talk shitty to someone because they're family. Or explode like a grenade because you can't handle the slightest thinh or amount of stress. These people don't get the anxiety I go through in a day. And of course they'll gaslight you and deny wrong doing to invalidate you. Why is there drama EVERY EFFING DAY?! OMG give me a break. Fam is sour salty miserable crappy toned. I had crap to do on top of going through this stuff I didn't need the stress. It's bullshit because of stuff here.

I feel so shit. Everything is so overwhelming. It's just too much. Everything seems ok yet i don't feel ok. Idek why. And I feel even more stupid because I can't freaking regulate my emotions. This is so intense, It makes me wanna hurt myself just so my mind hurts less than my body. Idk why im like this. I don't wanna be like this. I wish I was normal