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Name calling, abusive behavior, not facing the truth, you must only believe what they provide even those it is 💩, changing other people words to their own words etc etc etc etc is a typical troll at Quick Rant run by the head troll Admin Lux

just had a meltdown and felt completely alone. Lost some people who were the ones who originally helped me when i was suicidal. I just cried and i felt so lonely but then God came to mind. I started to speak to him outloud (bc it doesnt feel real if i speak in my head), begging him to talk to me back. I told him how sometimes im fifty/fifity on his existence. It feels almost evil of me to even ask for his help with my loneliness when im doubting if hes even real. I would randomly snap out of what i was saying and start to feel embarrassed bc it stopped feeling like i was talking to God and started to feel more like i was talking to myself like a crazy person. I started to rationalize everything and think about all the less fortunate people that also beg for God’s help yet nothing ever happens. Who the hell do i think i am to actually be able to recieve help from God when theres people dying out there and he doesnt save them. I know that seems harsh but my brain cant control it

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i’m trying so hard not to cry rn, my sister is moving tomorrow and recently she’s been the only one of my siblings that i feel comfortable being honest around, i’ve told her my songs and those are fucking SACRED to me, when i told her them she was calm and tried helping me to be able to release them instead of questioning all the lyrics. i’m not ready for her to leave and i know she’s in pain and i don’t know how to bring it up to her, i don’t want her to move and leave me in this shithole i have to call home with my evil parents and siblings who’ll 9 out of 10 times will choose anyone over me

i feel so ugly that i want to shed my skin and burn it with the along with the lies that people have told me to make me feel better. I am not remotely attractive at all and i never have been i want this skin off and i want to feel the cold air against my actual muscle it makes it so much quieter because all i can think about is how fuckimg cold i am i want to be cold forever i wouldn't do it myself though i need god out of my ear he is telling me repeatedly that i am the sacrificial lamb i was put here temporarily to suffer ill visit an eternal lake of green if i comply i start to cry when i think about the possibility of this being a lie what if my suffering is all for nothing can everyone lie because god can lie or can god lie because everyone lies? i am not everyone but i was god last week and i want to know that again but this joy is never forever i can't do this for the rest of my life i can do this in this skin im not supposed to be here i'm so sorry

I like her so much to the point sometimes I cant think of what to say to her but were just always going to be friends. she likes some other girl and doesn't know I'm trans to a male so there's just no way we could be with eachother and it hurts so much I cry all the time we are so close she will lay on my shoulder and I cant even breath and every day we get more and more close people would think we are dating if they didn't know better from how we act and I nearly just ghost her because I cant bear to see her all the time but I could never hurt her so I have to stay or I would hate myself but it just hurts so bad to the point I cant sleep I'm just thinking about her and crying all night long about it

Today was one of my better days. My stress levels decreased. I’m learning to live in the moment and not feel so defeated over situations I have no control over. One step at a time. I’m started my juice fast at 6pm, 14 days is the goal. I want to lose weight. I’ve been working out too because I want to be happy in my body. This time I’m doing it for me. I’ve always been a people pleaser but thankfully I’m different now

I thought It was just me but upon reading other people's complaints on another place evidently lots of other people have awful neighbors like I do. Like it's an epidemic. Is it really that hard to be mindful of your noise it you live on a top floor above someone? That's part of my issue. But it can go both ways so Ive saw. But these people jump me out of bed most mornings by their crackling the floor. I'd talk to them if they hadn't previously NOT talked to us and went over our head about their issue with us, mass reported us to the near point of eviction. AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT, they're a karen and hypocrites, don't care how loud they are. Surely this would make anyone angry. But the rest of my family won't budge from ignoring it all. The karen vapes yet reported us for smoking (which I dont) and got my family to blame for the other tenants smoking toi because at the time at least 3 other apts smoked n we were blamed for all of it. But it's ok that u vape? bitch

I have this severe hatred for myself and it's making me go insane

i hate everything and everyone today, 24 f i never imagined my life the way it is and i still scope out these moments of my own and thats it

Genuinely, I need to cut myself so bad but everything is locked and and I want to fucking die, I found out my friend sh'd really bad and the scars r super bad and I have a really bad addiction to scars and ik it's bad but I'm so jealous and she still doesn't have sharp objects locked up and I do and it's so unfair cuz my dad's always on top of me abt everything and I'm this close to taking the string from my hoodie and strangling myself I can't fucking live anymore. Kill me, please.

I’m anxious about my future. I feel like I’m so behind my peers. I’m frustrated that I’m studying so hard but I never see my efforts come to fruition. I don’t know what to do. I just keep wishing I could go back in time and redo everything. I’m embarrassed of myself, I want to restart.

i cant even eat normally anymore. nausea, nausea, nausea. i just want to be able to eat SOMETHING without feeling like im gonna puke. im so fuckin hungry all the time but nooooo i cant eat because. of all this stupid shit. im getting so skinny its making me worried. which is a cause for concern because i do not ever care about that stuff at all. its stress. its always stress. im fine with stress, i can handle stress. but not for 10 years straight. its getting so bad im thinking about seeing a doctor. maybe its not JUST stress and theres a cure!!!1!1!! yeah thatd be wunderbar. unfortunately the doctor would probably try killing me before even helping. all the doctors in this city are just greedy pigs. they dont care about your problems. they exploit them, they make it worse, because woaahhh money is everything. who cares about the sick and poor dying guy, am i right? whatever. my options are nonexistent. i either starve to death or i dont. and if i dont that leaves more room to suffer.

i feel like I have no friends like I hate myself bc I feel like I just can’t find myself liking them. I miss my old friends but we barely talk or text anymore and I just can’t move on from them. They were my reason to live at some point now they’re just gone. I miss calling them. I miss texting them for hours. Now, it’s been months since our last call. It’s been almost a year since we last hung out together. I can’t find myself trusting anyone else but them because I just love them so much. I’d give anything to be with them again. Deep down, I hate the people I hang out with now. They make me laugh and smile, but I find them annoying at times. When they tell me about their worries, I feel out of place bc I wouldn’t ever tell them anything more surface level stuff. I don’t trust anyone else but my old friends but they don’t trust me because I’m not their best friend anymore bc we just drifted apart.

I sometimes talk to AI to help me with writing, I never use the responses they give me but I use it like an advanced form of rubber ducking, where it simulates talking to a person where trying to word something in a way that will be understood helps me string my thoughts together. I can't get into this mindset with an inanimate object, but talking to a person is too embarrassing/vulnerable, so AI is a happy medium that I find really helpful. I spent like an hour on my prompt and liked what I had and figured I would copy and paste my prompt afterwards to keep it. But this bitch ATE MY PROMPT after I ended up clicking the option to swap between generations. To add insult to injury I was able to recover the response it gave me after I refreshed the page just by giving it new prompts and switching between its old responses, but the platform apparently didn't have any way to do so with its own responses. So I'm stuck with the crappy AI generation while my work is gone. FUCK MINIAPPS

ok so I had this crush for like… the whole year. I’ve been trying to get over him bc I know he doesn’t like me. He likes white girls. I am Asian. And I just can’t help but feel jealous because I’m not even what people think of first when they think Asian. I have tanned skin and most Asians people think about are pale. He’s been ignoring me for weeks. It’s been a month now. We used to talk and people would ship us together bc we had the same interests and I just miss talking to him. He was really nice to me especially. Anyways I really just miss him. I miss what we could’ve had and I recognize him everywhere. I’ve been trying to move on but I just can’t. His absence haunts me. He’s the only genuine crush I’ve ever had and I don’t know how to deal with this.

I want to fucking die. I still have memories of my sexual abuse that no one knows about and i can't fucking keep going but i have to do it bcuz i cant leave my gf alone im such a bad person

My cousin who is also my best friend recently blocked me (I THINK) and nobody speaks to me anymore i dont know if im a good friend anymore i feel as if im not worthy of being anyones friend its like im invisible i literally used to be everyones friend then this stupid fucked up fight happens and everyone hates me after it im only occasionally spoken to if someone needs something eg if they want to vent or if they are simply bored and their friends wont answer god i just want a FRIEND this is so annoying, last year i was holding on by a THREAD and everyone kept distancing themselves, i literally went so far to commit suicide to try get people to stay but now im all alone and whats worst then all that i lost two pets in all that time span, and my online ‘friends’ only stay for a day because they literally just want nudes off of me.

Im gonna attempt again im just scared ill be hospitalized and scare everyone

So at a field day recently, we were playing capture the flag with those weird belt things. And a green member was dying to steal his flag so I tried to grab his belt but then I'm not sure what happened but his head ended up hitting my mouth. It was really painful and I was crying from the pain, like both my lips were bloody, I was bleeding inside my mouth, and my teeth were messed up while I was bleeding all over the place and just wanting my dad or my friends to comfort me. And all he said was, "my bad." Like, are you serious?! You just injured someone and can't even make a proper apology. You could have at least said sorry and nothing else, even that would be better. I saw sorry for almost hurting or getting hurt from other people even when it was none of our faults. This is just pissing me off so bad because wdym my bad while somebody is in agony because of you. So yeah. Thanks.