All Rants

I miss the way everything was before. Nearly every week some type of drama starts up with my friend group. THREE people faked their suicide the past two weeks, and one of them was a friend I held dearly with me, who I always looked forward to hanging out with. I feel stupid. Not even just that, but before that, and the week before, something starts. Even now, I’m still trying to process what my now-no-longer friend did for attention, and now I have to deal with something else that I wasn’t even part of, but now I’m being dragged into. I’m so tired of everything.

im their son... why am i such a failure to them...

welp i know why people drink now

i worked so hard for a dream i ultimately felt too tired to chase. since then, i cant put as much effort into anything anymore. i wanna give up.

i cant stop gooning. im literally a goon machine. i have a roommate, and everyday whenever she's not around i try to get one goon sesh in before she returns. even when she is around, i just go to the bathroom and pretend to shower or poop so that i can resume my nonstop DJing. during the day too, when i'm just minding my own business, attending classes and socializing, i'll get the urge. i get so easily aroused it's fucking crazy, if i see someone attractive i just want to go find a bathroom and let off some steam before resuming with my day. i masturbate like at least thrice a day. if i dont, i just get more and more pent up and more and more distracted whenever i try to study or work. idk where else to put this lmao like i cant talk about this with anyone this is insanely embarrassing to me. i dont have a partner and i have considered finding like a fling or something but even tho im a massive pervert i still want my first time to be with someone i love...

I'm tired of hurting myself, I need a friend to confide in

I'm tired and no I'm not gonna put proper punctuations in this I am not gonna be formal this is venting not an essay I always feel invisible in my class they only talk to me when they need something they barely take me seriously they have their own groups while I'm there fighting my mind because of this stupid acid reflux and anxious nausea problem I don't have anyone to vent to not even to my closes friends because I feel like a burden. My teachers genuinely make all this worse especially my science teacher who pressures us all the time. I wanna leave this country I wanna leave this town I don't wanna live here anymore I want to feel seen I want to feel valid I wanna meet someone who'll actually understand what I'm going through not just a "it's ok" or "I understand" no. Why is my life so unfair why is my brain always in a constant fight or flight why can't I be a normal teen with a normal life and friends who care please help me escape this hell I don't wanna be invisible anymore

Why tf are u stalking veens oml Ts creepy wtf

Oh no, no, no, fck! I need to maintain a clean character 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Have fun with soapy tiddies lmaooo

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH…..i found another tumor!….haha! It’s- it’s fine! 😕…i swear it’s fine. I’m not crying. 😕.

i wanna end it SO bad I hate my family I hate the fake bitches around me I hate myself I hate everything fuck it all I have no reason to live fuck this fuck this fuck this

Keep having fun with her and sext her idgaf I’ll be married soon ^^

Ah yes, vanilla content yummm hhahah

Yes, chocolate cake is mid and tiramisu is better now fuck off

"Breaking out of these chains All what’s ventured, I will gain I'm my own master now Can’t ignore all my scars But there’s place underneath the stars And I will survive somehow" r.s

Yes, her tears are more valid. Her feeelings are more valid You’d push me abruptly when it’s about her. Don’t come back next time

How tf can I literally tell this manwhore is literally wanking off to her lmfao

I have bigger boobs than her but whatever you want to make her feel better so I can’t help it

Dirty fucking manwhore ew ew ew