All Rants

wtf is wrong with me bruh i wish i was better

My parent's fighting has gotten even worse lately. With my dad trying to quit smoking he's more agitated than usual and my mom is balancing literally everything to the point no one else can help her without even further stressing her out. My health issues are making their rounds again, my medications are getting upped and downed and fucked around with like crazy, so that's only making it worse. For the past three hours Ive just sat and listened to them argue. I had to stop my little brother from going downstairs to avoid it because I don't want him experiencing even more of it than he already has, and my older brother is a pain in the ass who can't fathom anyone else being unable to help him at anytime whatsoever. So I had to be the one to ask him to get a ride from his boss or his gf instead of asking my mom or dad because they're fighting and it only continues to make it worse. I'm so tired. I don't want to bother my friends with this, lord knows they all have their own problems. fml

I have never been in a relationship. I am in my early 20s. I feel as though everyone my age has experienced love. I am starting to come to terms with the fact that I might always be alone. There is some comfort in that I won't ever fear losing someone else apart from my mother. I have never been heartbroken, so that is a plus. I am not actively seeking out anyone. I understand that not all of us get the chance to experience being loved by someone apart from our parents. The only thing that makes me sad is not having someone by my side in my future who supports me and cares about me. I know that when my mom inevitably passes away, I will be alone since I have no other family members. And that makes me so depressed, since in the present I get very low when I have no one to talk to. When I think about the fact that I will never have a family it brings me down. I know I could adopt but I won' be able to give them another parent or afford it on one income.

My heart doesn't hurt anymore, but it feels like there's a big hole in it that air is just passing through it. The sad part is- I started praying again, but my prayers consists of begging to not let my heart hurt, and that to not let me see him again in this life. It's the kind of desperate begging that I never want anyone to experience. It feels like it should hurt somewhere, cause I cry from time to time. But nothing. Maybe my body is protecting me from the pain of being betrayed by someone you deeply loved. there are times that I wish it didn't happen, or WE didn't happen.

I am a disappointment. I have nothing going on in my life. I feel so much uncertainty about my present and future goals. I am such a failure, and I give up easily. I honestly can say I am the person I hate the most. I have never hated anyone, honestly. Just myself. I believe others have reasons to be the way they are. But I am just a loser with no talents. I have no job. I graduated from university, but I have yet to find employment. I have no savings. I can't take care of my mother. Instead, I feel like a burden. She is in her 60s, and she still has to care for me. I am 22. I should be getting started in my career, but no matter how much I network, submit job applications, and send follow-ups, I can't get a job. There has to be something wrong with me. I have a near-perfect GPA and completed internships, but I can't land anything. To make it worse, my mom barely makes any money. She makes about 20k-30k yearly. My father died and I have no siblings. So, I was her only hope...

My experience working at Little Caesars: Poor management, unfair treatment, and serious concerns I have had an incredibly frustrating experience working at Little Caesars. The pay is already low, but what makes it worse is how employees are treated. My coworker and I regularly get criticized by management even when we feel we haven’t done anything wrong. One incident that pushed me toward quitting involved being asked to leave after working since 9 AM, despite originally being scheduled until 2 PM. I was asked to leave and return at 5 PM because another employee couldn’t come in. I explained that I wasn’t available to work that evening, but after completing my tasks, I was told to leave because the owner apparently didn’t want me there after I declined. I also heard that the owner was upset and had been making negative comments about my coworker and me.

I'm really close to committing suicide, ive thought about if for months but I'm scared, I hate my life and myself. I've started starving myself again, and I'm being mean to people without thinking, like I want everyone to hate me before I die so nobody will really care if I die and when I die

Im being forced to bottle up my emotions daily I feel sick the only way I can relieve myself is cutting. My Spanish teacher fucking hates me and I want to kill myself. I can’t open up to anyone I don’t trust anyone and I have no friends. All I have is my partner but he’s long distance. I don’t know what is worth it anymore.

what is the feeling to be choosen by someone with kind heart

gikapoy nako plss need na nako ug rest help me recover myself

Feeling so stuck. I feel like I’ve been trying for so long and keep hitting the same wall over and over again. Waiting for this new opportunity to be set in motion, and not sure what else can possibly be done.

I wish i know how it feels like to be chosen

もう何もかも嫌 しんどい つらい 投げ出したい 人間関係つらすぎ 疲れた

rar rar di ko na alam gagawin ko, rarararararararararararara

why everything i need to prioritize i can't finish but want to finish the other things but not prio for this time

I want to quit my job. I hate people there. People force other people to smile. What the hell.

I am too upset and I can’t sleep. My coworker tells me to smile when I am upset because someone else messed up my work. Am I still supposed to smile? Why? Why do I need to smile? I hate people when they say “smile” at me when I don’t want to.

My mum yells at me ALL the time😭 I could swear she's used every variation of every slur towards me💔

I am so sore and half horny and all alone I sometimes struggle with masterbation let alone real sex due to old age at 30. Sex fantasy used to gave a place now it's a dart board to pull black heads out of someone's ass

I am happy in my own lane, stop trying to prove otherwise and make yourself look like you’re the reason the girls cry themselves to their sleep. Stop giving attention to this mid ass guy, D. All it does is build up his huge ego where he pulls people into his schizophrenic delusions. I can tell this guy watched way too many Harem animes for him to come up with such absurd delusions. You know, the type where pretty girls fall for the ugly male mc? Yeah, that kind of fantasies he keeps having