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I'm just so fucking depressed. Is there even any reason to exist?

in my friend group, we're 4, they were friends since elementary and i was an add on in high school, now we're in college, freshmen. My classes won't start until august and theirs already started, they're going to the same school since elem, i'm going to a bigger school. I can already feel the since even tho i haven't left our town. I get ignored, they have plans on their own, this ain't the only time they did that. :)) We're planning to get our hs diploma together, they said the date and everything yet they didn't book the sched for the release of the diploma, i'll be leaving in august and they know. I already booked my schedule and i'm going. I tell them let's do this, let's do that, they say yes and then they don't even do it with me:)))). I try to plan to hangout and they say they're to lazy to, don't have money, yet they go out with their other circle in which i am not in and they're all in it together

I will never be good enough to be someons best friend the way I love and cherish them as mine. I'm always the one friend thats being talked to because they're the only one's around. I hope I find genuine friendship in college because I have low hopes for high school

>finally go to sleep for an hour after feeling more relieved than i have in weeks >wake up to a firework >check phone >google notification says we just struck Iran again 2 hrs ago.

Why does the whole world have fuckin explode? I was ok going about my normal routine of things . It's hot out. Stuff pops up that I have to do I was in line to do it. Then all it takes is knock knock knock at our door to send fam into a effed up spiral. We needed to undo something, fam goes in the sourest tone "WHY YOU DOING THAT FOR!?" OMG. meds also alter their tones and attitudes like seemingly already. They don't get how it's all about tone and attitude how you speak to someone. You don't just casually talk shitty to someone because they're family. Or explode like a grenade because you can't handle the slightest thinh or amount of stress. These people don't get the anxiety I go through in a day. And of course they'll gaslight you and deny wrong doing to invalidate you. Why is there drama EVERY EFFING DAY?! OMG give me a break. Fam is sour salty miserable crappy toned. I had crap to do on top of going through this stuff I didn't need the stress. It's bullshit because of stuff here.

I feel so shit. Everything is so overwhelming. It's just too much. Everything seems ok yet i don't feel ok. Idek why. And I feel even more stupid because I can't freaking regulate my emotions. This is so intense, It makes me wanna hurt myself just so my mind hurts less than my body. Idk why im like this. I don't wanna be like this. I wish I was normal

I just want to go back to how life was before.

man i fucking hate my dad he makes me do all his work every day i never get a break too? but really the only break i have is to just go outside but damn bro like for these past 2 days i havent gotten to talk to my friends, i cant use my phone, hes forcing me to do all this work on him getting a job cuz his bum ass was drinking and got a dui while i was in the passenger seat. Btw he almost crashed with me in the car too i was scared for my life. Anyways now im just trying to find somewhere to vent and i guess this is the place but holy bro i dont want to do all your work fucking stupid ethiopian bitch cant even speak english even tho u been in this country for 17 years you cant even do your own work to get a job and instead forcing a 13 year old to do it for you. This is just sad and im losing all my social life because my dad wont stop hitting me, and i just tried to help him apply to target but my mom said to not do a cashier even though i was basically done and she made me change it.

I feel max burdened right now i feel really bad i'm throwing stuff. lot of anger pain \frustration i need a break i need my boyfriend,. i need you please ocme back i'm not fine without you. my parents & sibling is driving me crazy idk how to think anymore i feel drained

I understand that my parents had me because they were pressured to do so but they are seriously such bad parents. They were never ready to have kids and still aren't. Immature pieces of shits I hate them so much. My father keep acting like the most important figure im my life but he seriously didn't do shit. I feel like he was never present. Sure he is here now but all he Talks about is his stupid religion and he genuinely doesn't talk about anything else with me. All ive been saying to them is "hello, goodmorning and goodbye" thats fucking it.

I have no other choices than to take my own life in august before school starts. I can't go back there and i can't get my work done. I can skip school but then the cps are going to come to my home and they're no help, i have had them before in my life and they ruined me more than anything. I can't balance my school, mental health, 2 houses and everything im fucking tired

This office building we moved to is a pile of crap. Elevators are always breaking, pretty sure they're violating ADA rules since the parking garage elevator has been down for months. Understaffing and a shitty building and they wonder why morale is low.

Im beginning to hate my phone & the internet. It's getting to be a big pain in the ass to get information. Half of it's a scam anyway. Why has it all changed?

I hate my life oh my why do i have to be alive

Feelings feelings feelings, feelings i can't contain, i feel like I'm going to explode

nothing serious but im cooked bruh i got like 3 assignments due tomorrow and i dont even feel like doing them Damn

Sleep. I really, really want to sleep. I don't know what to do right now. I don't know where to find the strength to do anything at all.

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I hate religion. It's ruining everything for me and I wish I could just end everything. Why is my own father threatening to disown and kill me for wearing a shirt that is covering everything but is tight? Why does he want his child gone just because of his clothes? He always says I mean the world to him but it's all just lies. I hate my father and my life.

Can someone tell me an embarrassing story please, I need to forget what happened this day, thank you 😭