The most relatable anonymous rants from the past 7 days, ranked by how many people felt the same thing.
Oct 9 - Oct 16
I hate having to force down my actual interests so my friends don't start being assholes about it. I brought up one of my interests a few times and they said 'ew that's slop' and 'genuinely that's a cornball fandom' so I just pretend to go along with it but now I feel like I genuinely can't be myself around them.
Heyy, wondering if anyone else feels insanely guilty/insecure after eating or while thinking about food, mainly in public. Like obviously I eat everyday but I just feel better after skipping a meal or two, but I still eat (otherwise ppl would notice) But yeah tc and stay safe all ~L
for a very long time, i have struggled with masturbation. it disgusts me yet my body still makes the choice to do it even when i know it’s wrong, and i hate that part of me. overall, im a good person who does good things for other people, and i get told im very kind. but i can’t live up to that name if this is what im doing constantly, without control of it. i hate it. i dont know how to stop, its gotten a lot better. it used to be every day, now its every 3+ days. but its still eating and killing me. i dont want this anymore
I just tried to kill myself due to the pressure to be perfect and it failed and now im stuck doing work again. I have no friends and im so worthless
I'm a transgender male and at home my mom I think she's catching on and she was screaming at me about the masculine clothes I wear she asked if I was insecure about something the she asked "ARE YOU TRANS? IF SO WE NEED TO HAVE A ENTIRELY DIFFERENT CONVERSATION!" I immediately said no and started crying and she hugged me. And ever sense the I I've been thinking about running away. So I'm just... Scared l.
I attempted suicide, it didn't work and my best friend threatened to dox me, I can't do anything, I wanna relapse everybody is telling me all their problems and not helping me through anything, I feel like just a tool for them to use and throw away when I get too emotional, I had to drop my friend of two years because they sided with the friend who threatened to dox me then Victimized themselves and got me in trouble with 3 detentions and a phone call home, nobody believes me, my parents said they'd get me mental help but they still haven't and it's been nearly 2 months. I can't do anything about it. I'm tired. I'm tired of everyone and everything.
I want to kill myself, and I think about death every single day. I'm not pretty, smart or overly pleasant to be around. I don't really connect with people my age, and have no motivation to continue going anymore. It's hard to explain to therapists or counsellors, so I'd rather drown in the sadness and decay slowly but surely but cutting the ribbon.
can someone just listen to me instead? why am i always the one thats left out huhu
I wish I could hug everyone on here going through such hard times :( people should stick together and help support one another, not be met with so much violent and unnecessary pain
I feel like whatever I "struggle" with isn't even a struggle. Many of my friends have worse home lives and have struggle with something so much worse. My dad has cancer right now and I moved to a different country last month. I feel so homesick even though it's not my home anymore. I wake up every morning just dreading everything. I started cutting myself but it doesn't feel real. Everytime I look down at the cuts and scabs, it just feels fake. I feel fake. No matter how much I cut and bleed and feel it sting, I still feel like what I consider a struggle, is fake. I've felt so shitty since I've moved but I feel like I'm just forcing it because I still feel happy sometimes. I just have such bad body dysmorphia and the only time I feel just a little pretty is when I haven't eaten the whole day. I just dont know what to do anymore.
I wish I could say I hate my parents for being homophobic. The things they have done to me, everything they took away. But I can't. My dad used to hit me. Not badly, but enough and angrily so I was scared of him. But he was just a kid once too, and I feel like I need to give him something tender he will never give me. My mother screamed at me when she found out I loved a girl, but she lost her mother young and I hate her when she spits those insults at me but I regret it so much because she is human too. I went to a yogurt place with a friend today and I saw a family with their young kid. I lost that a while ago. I know I'll have to leave home or stay in hell for the rest of my life, and it should be an obvious choice but they were good to me once. They were young once. They were raised to hate like I was. I want their love but I won't get it. My mother calls me selfish. So much. I am selfish. I give them the love I want from them, and I see the kids they were but I'll never be theirs
Does it get better at all I feel hopeless I can't see a better future for me I don't know anymore
I've been raped by my own dad. I finally told my mom, and he lied to her face, in my face, and said, "I did no such thing. I want to kill him. I want to kill myself.
You know what I really hate? Is when immature people think that they're all that, making fun of other people's problems. It pisses me off so much that id wish their life was much more worse than the person suffering. For me I don't really care about people making fun of my problems because they got that life where theyre still living under someone's roof lying down on their bed like a fat obese fuck. Xoxo to the people who are struggling, dont let these idiots bring you down. Wish the worst upon them This goes to the person who said "hahaha loserr" in my vent.
Bruh my mom is fucking mad at me cus I wanted to an 8 dollar hoodie from Ross and I was gonna use my money but she called me ungrateful and told me she spent it all. $250 given to ME and when I wanna spend it it’s gone and she even got my brother to call me a little bitch. oh okay💔💔💔
I just want the guy I love to come back. Please just come back. I feel like I need him so much. Please.!
FUCK YALL i freaking hate my friend grp, they are so toxic EWW. for some reason they think the world revolves around them. THESE PEOPLE LITERALLY BACK BITCH ABOUT EACHOTHER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. andd they are also sooo insensitive and when i confront the about it ther say "i am not looking forward to be social policed" BITCH FUCK YOU, BEING RUDE DOES NOT MAKE U COOL, and omggg these people gaslight sooo much I FUCKING HATE THEM. i have this friend who likes this guy and gosh i feel bad for him, she literally makes fake rumours about them and then gets mad when someone confronts her about it, YEA THATS HOW TOXIC THESE BITCHES ARE EWW BRO WTFFF. they are fucking pick mes, cuzz they flirt with boys WHO ARE ALREADY DATING SOMEONE. I REALLLYYYYY WANT SOMEONE TO HUMBLE THEM SOO BAD UGHHHHHH
I’m 28 years old and I’ve never been kissed, never been on a date, never had sex, never been approached by a man, and it’s constantly weighing on me. I feel so undesirable and unlovable. I just want someone to want me, even if it’s just for my body. I just want to have sex, I want to touch someone and someone to touch me. I get so hung up on men I see in my daily life, imagining what it would be like if they wanted me. But I know it’s never going to happen. And I hate that I pity myself for something so stupid as this. I’m too scared to put myself out there. I don’t think I want a relationship but I can’t imagine having sex with someone I don’t know. I’m so insecure about my body and the idea of someone seeing it naked terrifies me. I’m scared that if they can even get past what they see with my clothes on, they’ll be disgusted once the clothes come off. I hate feeling this way all the time and I wish it would stop.
Im so tired of life. Im so tired of life. Im so tired of life. Im so tired of life. Im so tired of life.
im really worried abt my ex. im worried she's developing an ed, and there's nothing i can do. she shuts down small talk and her friends hate me, so i can't ask them how she's doing. she broke up with me a while back now, but i do still care. i don't know what to do, or how to help without being completely invasive.
I’m going through a lot right now. I’ve been really depressed and have had a lot of really bad anxiety episodes for 6 years now. Recently I told my mom that she was the reason I’m like this. She’s abusive both physically and mentally. I told her I didn’t care how other people felt if I killed myself and that I have attempted before. She sent me to a mental facility for a week and some change. I get back and cps seems to be taking my moms side of the story over mine. She’s so good at playing the perfect mother stereo type in front of people who matter. I doubt it will ever change.
Sometimes I wanna kill myself, but for what? I refuse to throw away everything I worked so hard for. Two years ago. Just two. I was depressed and in school, there was one day I planned on committing suicide, but I asked a counselor for help first because I always hoped someone would come save me. So now I'm here, in high school, with the same thoughts as I once had. But really, that's the only thing holding me back, otherwise I would've been dead yesterday. I wish I had real friends. REAL friends. I have like 3 friends, but goodness, 2 of them I'm not their best friend, and the other one replaced me with their boyfriend. And I try talking to them, I try getting them into my interests or playing with me. They just... don't care enough. I've never been someone's 1st choice. But I have so many 1st choices. I doubt life gets any better from here, I'll always just be a background character. I wish I could just sleep forever, but not die, just sleep until the world ends.
his stomach extends like a churning balloon, swishing within his insides like sperm inside of a womb he wish he never had, wiping his running nose with the back of his hand like a child inside of a child, eating so much until he’s become sick because he’d done the same as he’d starved—he can’t bear the thought of death but wishes for it once he can’t see a better fate that rests inside the future other than being a being with extra weight, the number on the scale being higher than he’d started with. So afraid he’d die from rising insulin that he cried for his mothers arms, cradling into her stomach that was once just as bloated with him as he stuffs himself to be when he forgets he was ever inside her, a bully in his mind, an enemy to his mother’s love. He hates the way he is, yet relies in the very thing that causes him to be so. An idiot. An idiot. An idiot. An idiot. An idiot. An idiot. A baffling fool that can’t help himself to say no. What once was flat is now plump. An idiot.
Im 18. I started getting grey hairs at 14. Solid white. I looked like the bitch from frozen. I dont remember the last time I wasnt in pain. I have a migraine right now, I had one 5 hours ago, I had one 5 years ago, and I'm probably gonna wake up with one tomorrow. My health is at an all time low. I cant sleep because when I close my eyes it feels like im in a rocking chair, but I haven't slept in a day or two. I cant keep food down, at all. It doesn't matter what I eat, I puke it up. Then my stomach hurts cuz I havent eaten, then my body tries to puke up bile, it hurts more than anything when it starts coming out of my nose. The walls are moving, the world feels like it's too big but too small and like everything's closing in but I also need less open space. If I stare at my walls I get dizzy if I stare at my hands my fingers get longer. Nothing's okay but every doctor says I'm fine. I don't wanna die but no one deserves to live like this. I just want it to stop. I don't wanna be sick.
It makes me want to kill myself knowing how horribly people in history have been treated. Especially thinking that if I lived in those time periods I'd be treated just as bad. Because in my own time period I'm treated as if I'm worthless. Idk how to cope with the fact that people get abused and forgotten but the abusers always get away with it and live good lives.
"don't tell me to get therapy, i have twice" on a vent channel bio is so sad to see. do people really give up and think theyre unhelpable and deserve to wallow in their misery and hurt everyone after just 2 failed therapists? it took me 8 years and 7 therapists to finally find a good one that helps me
everytime I hear the simplest word "milk" I always have inappropriate thoughts, damn.
every night i go to sleep praying i won't wake up in the morning. i wish i didn't have to wake up every day. it feels too much, but im too cowardly to kill myself. ~ ☘
It just feels like everything I do makes my dad angry and he always tells me to shut up.
Before i let some of the posts bother me here. In response to the reply to im a loser where i should be myself. I know im a degenerate who im convinced im on some peoples shit list, being myself has only got me trouble and i dont see this changing.
my mother calls me a bitch on all of my birthdays, she's like, "happy birthday, bitch." I'm getting very sick and tired of it.
why? I tryed to attempt again my 15th one..YAYYYYY I might lose 2 or 3 people (my friends ) to suicide tonight ....I hate my fucking life.. -signed sTaR
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Pick me up, walk me home, and it feels like god threw me a bone sticky sweet tangerine would you sit and keep me company in the dark I’m not scared I just reach and you’re right there shooting stars racing cars everything I own just feels like ours and it’s too hard to describe this in a way that feels honest but even when I’m quiet I love you baby I promise and I hope I never see what your face looks like going a face I swear that I could spend my whole life knowing here’s to hoping
Heyy guys, I’m honestly just so so tired, exam anxiety is getting worse (aahh) but I guess on the plus side I’m like alive? So yay?but also eh. Alsoo I’m reading like 500000 rlly good books so Yayy! Have a good night everyone and stay safe ❤️~L
i'm so tired, all the time. i feel like my life is just the same day over and over. sorry to be blunt but ive been traumatized ever since my sister raped and molested me for 6 months when i was 11, then my boyfriend molested and tried to rape me again when i was 15, im 16 now, and my best friend is this really sweet guy. like hes so sweet and shy and i have a huge crush on him, but i dont know if im going to be able to love normally again, and thats even if he likes me back.
im genuinely never going to be in a relationship im over weight ugly ass shit and my thighs are full of scars like I wish I could be in a relationship with someone but how the fuck would I explain to someone that I have problems that im trying to fix but just cant if. I dont want to get into a relationship where we eventually break up and then they just know all this stuff about me and then they could tell other people and what if i date someone and they use the fact that I cut myself in an argument or something
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