Some horrible person who doesn't deserve too be called human and doesn't deserve life responded to every innocent comment in a harmless post and made their own comment calling people horrible allegations pedo sl(I don't wanna say it) with gifs or smth of CAT GORE SO NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT IN MY BRAIN AND ITS HORRIBLE and of COURSE ITS A UTTP ALSO DID I FORGET SWAT THREATS? LIKE SAYING 50 MEMETIC IR SMTH OFFICERS TO YOUR HOUSE HORRIBLE PEOPLE I,WANT THEM TO JUST JAIL ANIMAL ABUSE IS A CRIME AND THOSE CATS WERENT DEAD YET they deserve NOTHING but the darkest pits of hell I hope sending gore is a crime so they go to jail and nether get out
I find myself using ai no matter how hard I try not to. I need it to write me porn or to vent to. I try to come here instead when I need to vent, but I just wanna hear something back and I don't here. I can find real porn and I can talk to real people, but whether that or ai I still just feel more alone.
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im so exhausted and i started scratching myself a lot it's smt ive done b4 but it was always really minimal but now its every day and i wanna make myself bleed but i hate pain and i also feel like a poser bc when im happy yeah i think about it still but i dont get the super strong urges and i feel so fucking fake for it ive also been struggling with food and my gf bc shes also struggling with stuff and i cant open up to anybody bc im so emotionally closed off and i have a good life, good school, good friends, good family, i have nothing to be sad about. yet eevery fucking day theres just a sadness that lingers so much. and i think about how sometimes it would be better if i just mever exsisted bc life is hard bruh i dont wanna kms but i hate this so much and i feel like my friends dont llike me as muvh as they used to and im so physically and mentally numb i cant even cry h8 this lmao
to whoever is reading this please tell me your favorite movie i need a reason to live
random shit turns me on throughout the day and I'm tired of it. stupid stuff, same stuff since I was 6 years old or even younger. not a time I can remember where I didnt feel like a pervert for daring to leave the house. All the confusion and stress of being a young child with sexual feelings and I couldnt tell anybody. and now all the confusion of being a young adult with sexual fixations, cant talk to people without my interests, they'll think I'm gross, cant talk to people with my interests online because I'm under 18, they'll just block me or prey on me. Tired of the confusion and the isolation.
I got a late night buzz at my door saying "I've got a package for ____*my fiancé*" (my fiance currently lives in another state for work) I have a few things I know we ordered and are due to come in so I answer. He immediately starts asking me who I am and what my relationship is to my fiancé with a stack of documents in his hands. I accidentally let my first name slip but did not give away any more information other than he doesnt live here and I dont know when he would be back. I'm terrified. Shaking, crying, sick to my stomach with anxiety. I know he was being served but I have no idea what for or if I am somehow tangled in this mess. It is just one thing after another, I've bled myself dry and I CAN NOT keep doing this. Should I be anticipating law enforcement at my door? I have never dealt with anything like this before and I'm so lost and so scared. Thank you for any kind words or input 😢
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I’m very tired of living right now and I feel like I’ve devolved so badly at a person. Everything scares me, and even stuff that should be “fun” makes me feel kind of ill. I don’t like leaving the house, and I especially don’t like driving, but I have to do both tomorrow and in places where I haven’t really been. It’s because a friend is in town and we haven’t seen each other in a long time, but it might not just be us (so a stranger will be part of things bc she asked if they could come along) and then part of the time is now going to be dedicated to her personal business instead of us just hanging out… and I know I just sound like I’m whining and like a bad friend, but I just can’t help it. I guess I need to reframe the whole situation so it’s less distressing to me but ah. Man I don’t know. Maybe I just suck. I should be better at a lot of things, but I’m not.
my sister hates me. my dad barely knows me. one of my best friends pretends I don't exist when shes around other friends. i'm feel getting worse at my sport. I'm scared of messing up. I'm scared i'm never going to be good enough. there's so much more I don't know how to write. there's so many people who are dealing with 100% worse things than I am, but it feels good to get it off my chest.
I just feel like a waste of space. I screw up everything. I feel like I’ll never be on track.
i thought my eating disorder was getting better. I still cry about calories. I cant eat normally. It doesnt help that my family keeps making comments about what i eat.. my mom made dinner and mixed it with a sugary sauce and im trying to limit added sugars. I wish i could skip but I know this is why I cant gain weight. I dont want the sugar. I could be eating a fucking whole ass slice of chocolate cake for the same added sugar that's in this sauce. what the fuck. its such a waste of calories, and she drenches everything in fucking oil. i cant wait till I can plan my own meals and dont have to deal with this bullshit, she would get mad if i even try to remove any sauce. i hate sauce. i think sauce is a fear food for me now 🥀
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I am in 9-14 age group. When I was around 5, I met this girl.. lets call her Tina. Tina is my neighbor’s niece; and we were the same age. Had the same interests. She would often visit her aunt Ms. A, and I would go across the street and play together with Tina. We became best friends. She quite literally knows everything about me. In third grade, i was lonely and had no friends. I would cry all the time but i would still get to see Tina every month or so, which made me genuinely happy. In fourth grade i was emotionally numb for a while due to a situation that had happened at school in mid October. Then Tina introduced me to her new friend, we’ll call her Mina. From then on, she chose Mina over me every. Single. Time. Tina made me feel like the third wheel. Then one day she said right to my face that she likes Mina more than me. 4+ years of friendship i thought was genuine in the garbage.. anyways running out of space so I’ll continue in another one
I feel somberness for my sister. Not in the way a human would pity another human being, she is an extremely independent and assertive individual with strong opinions. She practically raised me, and that's the thing I feel most upset about; she had to sacrifice a lot of her youth raising me and our other siblings. I'm the second to oldest, so I'm not much younger than her, but she's influenced me in a way that makes me confident and strong. She's a very beloved and beautiful person, yet she doesn't see herself in that light, and that's something that makes me cry myself to sleep whenever I stop to think about it. The more I ponder on these feelings, the more I realize how much she deserves the world. She deserved to be a kid, she deserved loving parents, she deserved to live under a warm roof with food available whenever. None of my siblings had that luxury, especially her, and it was just because she had a voice and she was using it when she needed help, but nobody wanted to listen.
I'm about to turn 21 and I feel like a failure. I'm currently 20 and I turn 21 in a couple weeks. This summer I finally decided to start getting my driver's license but I failed the behind the wheel test today and I feel so ashamed of myself for it. It makes me feel like I can't do anything right. I graduate college this year and I can't drive, I'm unemployed, I have zero research or internship experience, and I'm depressed with clinical anxiety. I feel so useless sometimes. I get scared easily and even doing small tasks like looking for therapy feels stressful and overwhelming at times. I feel like I've achieved so little with my life. I'm a total crybaby and I feel like I'm not strong enough to make my life better. I don't really know what to do. It's hard for me to see the way forward. I just don't want to feel alone anymore.
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Something that happened months ago is still on my mind, and I think I shouldn’t be worried because nothing with the people around me has changed but I can’t get myself to stop worrying.
i promise that things will get better, one way or another. im not here to tell you what to do but make sure to get enough sleep everyday and eat and dont starve yourself okay ? dont hurt yourself in anyway, please. I will always be here for you, even when you are sad or angry. I will always be here. i love you alot.
I cannot do this anymore. I hate the way i look. i fucking hate it. im a 14yo who literally weights 68kgs at 5'6, i feel so big. I refuse to wear tight clothes. i keep comparing myself to girls tiktoks- girls from my school. genuinely hate myself, i wanna restart nd lose weight
I want to kill myself so bad I’ve tried overdosing so much times but I only got nauseous and extremely painful stomachaches. Today I’ll try my hardest to successfully kill myself finally