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I'm a white guy and I want to see my girlfriend guy banged by some bbc, is that normal or ok?

Words of wisdom from someone that can look back on their life and think. If ur w/ someone that is constantly talking about themselves leave them. If u think they give a fuck about anyone else but themselves ur sadly mistaken. Someone that makes empty promises that intentionally avoids meeting them is a waste of space that u shouldnt waste ur spit on. Anyone that wants to be famous will gladly sell anything u have, ur organs, ur fucken life just for the lime light. Some ppl are not worth a second glance or even more so to associate w/. If they only care about what u think/want when they want something they have no place around u. If a motherfucker doesnt give a FUCK about their kids THA FUCK DO THEY EVEN CARE ABOUT OTHER THAN THEIR OWN STALE ASS STANK ASS SELF FUCK YOU ROBERT ROSS MCPHAIL ROT IN HELL!!!!

I feel so fucken mad. It makes me happy thinking how much ur in pain. How many hernias u have bursting through ur fucken guts, I fucken hate ur guts. So much time and effort. So much time and effort still pursuing what I have wanted for a long time. Nothing to show for it though, no family, no kids, no partner, no house, no vehicle. Just still hating. I live to think of getting revenge. It makes me so fucken mad to think that u get to be so happy when u carelessly and selfishly ruined mine. I hope there will be a day I get to have that. Someone I once loved I fill with so much hate now.

I’m drowning in my own thoughts and insecurities I’m struggling so much in life I’m socially isolated because I just can’t get up most days I don’t go to school and I have no one to lean on all my energy goes to mentally l preparing myself and even then I want to crawl up into a ball and cry I get so anxious I have anxiety and panic attacks multiple times a day I have acid reflux that’s constantly triggered and I’m on so many medications to help but nothing helps and sometimes I wonder if I just died if I would feel better I hate living it’s painful and I can’t live with the pressure and hospital trip and the constant fear and anxiety it’s making my depression worse and I can’t

This is y’all’s daily reminder: I LOVE YOUUU. No matter what, I can’t wait to see your dreams come true, I can’t wait to see ur beautiful smile youve been shutting out this whole time. I want to be at the end of the race, cheering u on because ur awesome and u deserve it. I couldnt hope to know what youre going through, but I know you’ll get through it all! I want you to move forward from this moment, imagine my voice calling to you. Even if no one is cheering you on now, remember I am EVERY. SINGLE. MOMENT. You are precious, you are unique, and I pray you’ll find comfort, love, and peace.

I’m just so tired and I can’t even talk to my friends because they are asleep and I’m scared to ask for help because my whole life I have been told to suck it up and I’m just so exhausted and scared of holding it in

I feel like I’m suffocating every breath and word I say feels like a hand around my neck that gets tighter I was scream and cry but I can’t I don’t want to be here anymore but I’ve seen what happened after my dad killed himself and I saw how my mum was but it’s getting harder with each day I struggle to get out of bed or move a lot I pretend it’s all okay and I have tried so much I try to get a therapist and every time I’m put on a wait list because I seem fine and no one believes me when I talk no one listens to me and I can’t I miss life when it was fun and uncomplicated ever since I’ve started high school I’ve shrunk into myself scared that I’ll be rejected and ostracised for being myself I’m struggling to hold on and I want to end it I don’t know how to cope anymore I don’t know how to breath without being constantly aware of every breath and thought I can’t be myself without wondering if I’m being judged I just want it to stop

I relapsed today after two years. I cut myself pretty bad. I don't feel good about it. Especially cause I did because I got my heartbroken pretty bad. I made so much progress these last couple of years. I have made amazing friends, my health is better, I quit my shitty job, I'm medicated well, my grades are awesome, I'm starting grad school this Fall. But on rejection from someone I've been in love with for nearly 10 years and it feels like nothing has changed at all. Suddenly I'm back in the hole and feel like nothing matters anymore. I know these feelings aren't forever but it's how I feel right now. Crazy to think that just 2 weeks ago I was in floating in the clouds and I felt like my life was finally going right. It's not just the rejection that hurts. It's the fact that the rejection stems from his own hurt and misery that he just can't seem to get help for. I want to help and be there for him but he won't let anyone in.

Honestly just a mix of School and Health I have a condition called hypothyroidism where your thyroid doesn't produce enough hormones, which slows your metabolism. It causes really bad stress and mood changes, etc. My problem is, anytime I do something remotely stressful and I can't figure it out, I go into a full blown panic mode and as a procrastinator, I have this graduation mandatory presentation called Defense of Learning. Basically an all about me pres that explains what you've learned and have been a part of in school. So I'm doing the presentation two days before it's due and I'm on the first slide, have been for the last two hours, and all I have is a background because I want it to look pretty. I go on Pinterest, try to download some transparent pictures, none of them are transparent, I upload them on a website to MAKE them transparent, and the file isn't supported. I'm stressed out already and I'm freaking out because I feel like I'm not gonna get this done. Idk what to do.

Im so done. SO SO SO SO SO SO SO DONE!! I want to throw a fit. I want to scream and yell and kick. I want to cry and sob and punch. I want to throw and stomp and grab. I want to fall to my knees in the rain in an empty street and just scream and sob. That's what I would say. but really? I just want to go to my boyfriend and sob. and tell him Im sorry. and tell him how horrendous everything but him feels. Call me crazy or obsessed. but that's all I really want. I want him to hold me and let me sob, but I want him to be able to come and vent to me. But I also want to see him happy. I love him. but I'm done with everything else. I still want to cry, but I cant stand crying alone. I don't want attention. I just want to be held.....

I can’t criticize my sibling can’t ask them anything and can’t remember I want to Recover but it feels like my sibling yells I hate them so so much

I cant do anything right without anyone complaining or correcting me. I hate this.

To the 2nd grade relationship rant. Made my morning to read that. Gotta say yesterday when I read ur rant it got me feeling some type of way. It was a whole domino effect yesterday, not in a catastrophic way but definitely in a stoic way.. didnt mean to go all rant mode yesterday with the two posts, was more so projecting my own experiences on urs, context is so important lol. Definitely don't regret what I said tho. U seem to have lots of passion for the things u want so I think u will do just find. That girl on the other hand...well hopefully she doesnt end up pregnant with a kid living in a trailer with a very sweaty fat dude whos only focus in life is to play video games and schizo post online..lol

I just don't know what to do anymore…

i think about death

So I really want to be able to express myself to my parents but I can't cuz all they do it judge me. They tell me I can always talk to them, but when I do they try to change me and don't listen to me, telling me that I am the problem and can't do anything right. They also give me a million rules and don't let me be alone for one minute, making me feel like I'm suffocating. For instance, I want to be a professional kpop dancer, but when I told them I was considering becoming a dancer, my mom immediately shot me down saying I don't have and experience and couldn't do it. I just want my parents to support me, but they won't let me be me.

I wanna talk about my likings while we talk about my ED

Same person ranting about the 2nd grade relationship that ended. I wish I was ur ex so that I wouldnt of broken up w/ u b/c if anyone knows anything about love they would know how fucking difficult it is to find a guy that will actually try for US. So many useless pos that give no fucken damn about their wife, kids, family, life ANYTHING but their fucken goddamn selves. So many wastes of space that I would rather chew my own fucken toe nail off then associate w/ or even breath the same air as. But then there is so many blind sided bitches that figure I will fucken find a man that will try HARDER for me well bitch GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. I FUCKEN HATE so many useless, unhelpful, narcissistic pos that never fucken gave a damn that I tried but then they try so hard for some other bitch. You know what I think thats worse is breaking up with a useless clown then they do the MOST for someone else u FUCK

To the person that made a rant yesterday, April 10, about breaking up w/ ur gf who u were together w/ since 2nd grade. If you get to read this, idk if your on here frequently, but your not the one that should be sad about the situation. That ex of urs is the one that will regret it. Idk if she will ever find someone that tried as hard as u to see a future w/ her. U should thank ur blessings that shes out of the picture she never had the energy to paint w/ u anyway. Sounded like u really cared I would much rather find someone that matches ur energy that is willing to put in the effort than having someone around that doesnt appreciate the work u put into ur relationship.

I have been hiding from my mother that I am Tran ftm and she is very homophobic and when I came out to her when I was a child she screamed and screamed at me soon I have to move in with her in a very conservative town and I don’t know if I will be able to make it.. I have been trying to hide my feelings but it’s so so so so so hard sometimes I have been suicidal for about 3 years now and I have almost committed about 6 times. The only thing that is keeping me alive right now is the thoughts of I will be able to change and be who ever I want when I’m older. I just can’t wait till that day comes.