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Tu kuch bhi karle laadle shaadi ke baad tere se affair nahi karungi

I wish I was someone's first choice. Tbh like I have a rlly big friend group but only like 3 ppl actually talk to me and one of them hates me half of the time. But like ik that given the choice there's someone else they would rather hang out with.

im so scared for the future. i know the Lord has a plan for me but its scary because i dont know what it is. i just want to know that it will all be okay

messi just retired im crying omg

I wish I could c_t deeper. I can never get myself to bleed a lot. I want to really bad, but I can’t force myself to push down more. I rlly rlly want to :(

I hate being Hypersexual. No not the “hahah I had sex 2 times today” like the disgusting kind. I’ve fantasized about being 🍇 by family and friends. It’s not fun. I feel disgusting but I need to get this out. I have dreams and daydream about it and I hate it. Please don’t comment anything like “Your disgusting”.

my mom has been mad all day and i feel like im the issue and she keeps yelling at me

Does anyone WANT to cut/attempt suicide but are too scared to? Like your terrified of blood and pain but that also seems like the only escape?

My mother seems like a narcissist and obviously doesn’t care how I feel. She doesn’t know how to understand me and gets offended or defensive whenever I try to tell her she’s making me upset, she will try to guilt trip me by saying how she buys me things and how my dad puts money into my account. I genuinely do care about others, I just can’t show my feelings at all. I’ve been thinking of suicide lately but it hurts me to even leave my boyfriend and friends behind. I don’t know whats to do. I’m just fourteen years old; a teenager who doesn’t deserve this. I know I spent a lot everyday on my account and that’s all on my fault, but she didn’t need to go that far. She hits me on the arm sometimes yet she keeps claiming she never hurts me or dares to lay a finger on me. I’m so stressed out.

Hey this isn't a rant I'm not trying to take up space on this app but for anyone who needs to hear this You matter. No no no I don't want that corny shit as "but I'm not good enough." Shut the fuck up you matter don't do it. It's not worth it and the second you feel your last breath leave your body your not thinking "I'm free" your thinking "I wanna go back" don't do it please you matter

Everyone is asking why I changes and saying I’m fat like idk if in even spouses to be alive rn I just wanna cry but I can’t so I sit here venting wanting to be comforted

Someone said I was creepily obsessed with Trump because I said life would be better if he was dead .. obviously they’re a trump supporter ew. I feel like everyone’s life’s would be better if trump died Which was crazy bc they said it on here of all places

I want my mom back. I barely knew her she died when I was 11. come back I barely knew you. The last thing she said to me was my name, (Cori), while she was having a stroke in the bedroom I’m sitting in right now. I still think about her everyday, like she’s still here. Everyone else got her but me. She liked my twin more than me. Everyone did.

Yes dad anyone can be depressed at any age.

No one likes me. No family, no friends, no one. I know my family worries about my mental health and just me in general. But I can’t help but think they think I’m doing it for attention or I’m just faking.

I want to make manga but can't draw, I'm passionate about it. Wish i was Japanese. JJK gojo six eyes technique. Demon slayer, katana slice, all demi gods must bleed. I wish i was a sperm cell in a Japanese woman pussy, and a Japanese man was my father. Japanese white genes are superior. I wish i was Japanese.

I feel so awkward when someone asks about my families religion/traditions. My family isn’t religious or do we have many traditions so it’s always awkward. Even when we do school projects I have to explain how it’s difficult.

im so fucking sick & tired of everything. Im 15, turn 16 this month but Ive need taking honors and AP classes and pushing myself to do good w/ a GPA Higher than 4.0 but im so burnt out rn, anyways ive been dating this guy for the 2nd time & my mom hates him right? Well i told her we're dating again & obvi she disapproves but also added a lil fun fact, shes not gonna buy me a car for my birthday bc im dating him, and tbh its not even about the car its the fact im 15 hes not going to be my forever person, I work so hard to be who they want me to be & make them (her) happy, i try so hard to please them but nothings ever enough no matter what & i just im so tired of being the person who they want me to be that I don't even know what I want for me.

i am so jealous of normal families. i've been getting into screaming and borderline physical fights with my dad at least twice a day now. through the worst shit of my life ive never had suicidal thoughts but ive never been in a state this bad i just want to end it and my brother starts screaming at me too telling me i should just get out and runaway and leave the house and my dad is manipulating everybody and everybody is against me i didnt do shit wrong i just calmly try to tell him how something he did bothered me and he starts yelling and losing it and bringing up a bunch of different things and he changes the story around and he believes things that didnt happen just so he can gaslight himself into thinking he's right. and im struggling in school i'm already failing half my classes and my teachers are telling my parents im not taking classes seriously im so burnt out i just cry every fucking night

I have never felt so beyond stupid in my life. I feel so unworthy and so incapable. I failed my first year of college last year. The ENTIRE DAMN THING. Literally every class. And I still found it in me to keep going. To try again. But now I'm putting in what I can and I just realize just how incompetent I am. What kind of stupid fuckass idiot works for three hours to only complete a third of a lab? It's not even anything crazy either. It's exel. MICROSOFT EXEL. It's only the second week of class. No, MONDAY of the second week of class. I feel like I don't deserve to be here. I feel like such an idiot. And I feel like an even bigger idiot for crying about it like a little bitch. I just want to go home and see my family. And maybe stop feeling like I can't do anything. I won't be able to survive this modern world without this degree. Im already giving up my time and hobbies and everything for this. Im committed. I put in the work. I just don't know why I still can't get anything right.