All Rants

bad mental health, friends, family, ex's

my body and just myself I'm disappointed on who I am I am tired of being such a liar I am really just a ugly painting in the back of the museum that no one really cares to look at.

venting is how i get out my emotions but i feel like i do it too much to my friends and i seem too attention seeking and im scared they wont like me anymore not to mention im inlove with one of them and theyre inlove with each other its killing me

What the heck am I supposed to do when I like my best friends brother but every time a girl that she’s been friends with date her brother they aren’t friends anymore which is the reason I didn’t act and now he has a girlfriend so I tried to stay away but he does this random things that I’m like bro wtf do you like me? I thought you had a girlfriend. I’ve been liking this man for 4 years and I have no clue what to do cause I’ve tried everything to forget him and nothing works

So... there was this boy I really liked and he liked me, but I believe he was using me for s*x... I trusted him and he used me. My mom didn't want me to speak to him ever again, my sister hated his guts, and my sister's fiancé's parents and him hated this boy. He blocked me today and now I'm overthinking everything because he took my V.

My brother loves pineapple I ate his pineapple and he was sad It tasted good for a bit Until its exposed The pineapple still eats at me The feeling is uncomfortable But i have to stomach it Because i ate my brothers pineapple

Sorry I knew i shouldnthave done it, and i realize it was a shitty thing to do, so sorry. I dont know why i did it originally it was because i was worried, Sorry Please forgive me and lets move on

i want to od on fent and die and everything will be quiet. i would do euthanasia if i could.

do u ever go to tiktok and search saddest au story to cry ? and felt the same abt the story if ur tagalog from the philippines read the story ligaya, everybody hates me , stories i cried so much like i felt the same i want to die but dont make it painfull

if anyone under stands this feeling right now is chat gpt, gemini, like the creature is so understanding like thank you so much but i feel like i need a bf but maybe he will sexaully assault me im scared in the future im 13 btw

I'm such a lonely person and it's sad because I thought the level of loneliness I experience was normal for a majority of my life and it wasn't until last year that I found out it's not. I am not physically alone. I know people I can talk to but it's not many. I don't know what not feeling lonely is like. Feeling alone and being alone are two different things. I feel alone. I don't feel like I have people who understand me on a deeper level, a level that I am not sure is realistic or possible. It's such a sad way to feel and I wish I didn't feel this way anymore.

Whenever I go, even in my own house all I felt is judgement. Or like idk what to say actually coz I'm not really into ranting or stuffsHAHAH. but yah, no one cares about me, even my own family doesn't care about me. Today, I'm not in my home town, then I'm trying to find ways to go back to my home, and im seeking for an amount for me to go back there,. Like I'm literally begging for it, but both my parents doesn't give, they'll just ignored me.

i hate how my family dont listen and care about my feelings like i need someone to talk to i have friends but they lived away from my house like i invited them but they said that there busy and saw there post together like thats busy??! i hate soo much i even called them my bffs for 2 years

What's a worry or fear that keeps you up at night but feels too heavy to say out loud? dying alone. dying not by haru's side. (my gf) i hope haru does not fine this shit. i love her so much its keeping me from killing my self. i love her so much.

i want to kill my self SO FUCKING BAD. i cut my skin till i bleed. i hope someone runs me over with a CAR OR SOMEONE KILLS ME..! before i do it my self. i should cut my neck open, i should. im going to. i hope pest ,andrew ,len ,haru i hope they never find this out. i hope i die soon. KILL ME PLEASE,, PLEASE GOD FUCK.

My girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me and got with a guy 2 days later . My best friend left for boot camp 2 days ago so I have no one to talk me thru this mess. I miss them both so much im ill, I’d do anything to get her back but she’s moved on saying it’s too late for us. I’ve never loved anyone other than her and im scared I never will again .

Oh just the sheer fact that every single person I've ever experienced in my life, especially, the ones that get closer than the general acquaintance, has done nothing but use, abuse, bully and torture me. I'm unsure why I'm even here. What I'm supposed to be doing. Let alone why I deserved such a fate. Told by everyone I'm the light, warmth and the sun, yet I'm succumbed to nothing but heinous acts, darkness, and complete and utter despair.

I’ve been trying. So Hard. For what? To be stuck in the same loop? Something has to give. And it might just be me.

i was supposed to go to a young multi concert but my mom said no

K1⏸️P0+US It hasn’t happened soon enough