All Rants

I'm going to block someone but I feel guilty low-key bc I helped them with something big but at the same time they KEEP bringing it up, they keep fueling the fire and I'm low-key sick of it and just over the whole drama. I feel like they are never going to let it go and yeah some things are that deep and I understand that but I feel like I'm only going to continue to get dragged into this and I'm just wanting to get out of this all. I wanna start my healing journey and I'm going to start taking care of myself and I just want peace and love as of right now. I wish you find peace in all of this as well ❤️‍🩹 - p

I show you a bit of affection and THAT'S IT, YOU GO BACK TO HER LIKE A DESPERATE MF. You think I don't know how you villainise and trash me with your sneaky WORDPLAY just so shed give you attention? I have seen enough. My eyes are tired

I don't know WHAT DO YOU EVEN WANT from me. WHEN EVERYTHING IS about HER

this is going to be the last one on this topic But r I do miss you and I'm so sorry for the pain that I caused, yes I overreacted and didn't come to you personally about the situation instead of jumping when one/few ppl made their claims. I should have known better especially since you were my girlfriend at the time. I should have known that the other person was insane holy frick, i see why you were afraid of your ex and I see how much of a redirected I was for taking their side. you DO NOT have to accept this apology/ feel like having to message/talk with me, I understand the harm that I caused with all of this. I do wanna say despite only dating for a little bit it was a lot of fun and you generally made my days better. You were so cool to talk to and thank you for being in my life. If you wanna reach out cool cool you know my discord but good luck in life and I wish you nothing but the best <3 - p

What’s the point of your feelings when you still tell her you love her. Reassure her everyday. Admit it, you love her so muchhh that EVERYTHING IS ABOUT HER

So just FUCK OFF WITH HER YOU BOTH RUINED MY MENTAL HEALTH AND ITS NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT SHE OR YOU WENT THROUGH

What do we know about the victims? More than 390 people have been killed and more than 1,500 remain missing across Nepal and Tibet. Nepal: At least 389 people have been killed. Tibet: Authorities have reported at least three deaths in Gyirong County, where 558 people are missing, including 260 foreign nationals.

Tell me who the fuck yearns for more than one person? Either it’s a whore behaviour or you have extreme adhd

YOUR OWN PROFILE SCREAMS ABOUT HER EVERYWHERE ON SOCIAL MEDIA, AND YOU BLAME ME?

ALL YOU SEE IS HER PAIN BUT DO YOU EVEN REALISE WHAT I WENT THROUGH?

YOU THINK I DON’T NOTICE? ALL YOIR YEARNING POSTS ABOUT HER? ALL THOSE SPIDEY POSTS? SEXUAL POSTS? Stop ruining my life when you literally trash me aside when it’s about her BECAUSE SHE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME AND I HAVE THE RIGHT TO WALK AWAY FROM THIS MESS

EEVERY DAMN TIME SHE GETS UPSET, YOU VILLANISE ME FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASONS .. You ALWAYS, ALWAYS GO BACK RUNNING TO HER BECAUSE YOU HAVE ATTACHMENT ISSUES HOW IS IT MY FAULT HOW?

You literally blocked the fuck out of me for HER. YOU INSULTED ME. You keeep telling her you love her every FUCKIN day and how is that MY FAULT. You can’t love multiple women. Everything is about her Literally EVERY DAMN THING How is that my fault when I try to walk away when it’s affecting me? It’s draining me. I was happier before all of this. I was having a better life. Everything is ruined

dude having BPD is so fucking weird bc what do you mean idk who TF I am and keep changing everything about me bc I just stared at a mirror way to long and have no sense of self ? Idk what my actual personality is anymore of just who I am if that makes any sense what so ever. And then I have a fav person and it's weird just how much they mean to me and they are just like a close friend of mine but like I wanna live in their ribcage but I feel so weird feeling that way over a friend and they are rlly on and off a lot and it's just jajxjwjxi my brain rn

It’s funny how rantram is addictive

What did I even lie about bruh. What push lmfaoo?? It was obvious both of you were into each other. Everything is about her. Everything, everywhere and you’re pinning this onto me? You want me to endure all this and pretend everything is ok? If you only told me the truth about you and her, I would have minded my own business and NONE of this would have happened. Everyone would have been happy

Happy Birthday to my lovely wife! I love her so much, and I hope the best for her. My sweet fairy little princess. My honey boo, I miss you so much & I can’t wait to meet you soon xoxo

I’m not sure what happened between you and that circle. I broke off contact with everyone there and I barely remember what happened last year. It’s like, I can’t recollect anything anymore , or maybe I blocked it out because it gives me extreme PTSD. I’m not sure what happened, but all I do know is you treat me based on how your mood is. Your mind is constantly oscillating. It feels like I’m walking on eggshells whenever I try to interact with you indirectly. I hate how you keep pulling me in and pushing me away because you have attachment issues. I hate being a part of this disgusting play. I hate triangles, and I hate hurting people. I am getting older, and relying on toxic relationships is affecting my physical health. It’s wrecking me up mentally and physically. It’s completely ruining my life to the point I can’t focus on anything anymore

I can’t do anything by myself without filling up with guilt. Anything that is expressive is guilt worthy to me. I wanted to go for a walk them feel bad because if I go alone one day I’ll regret it If I do something I want one day I’ll be thinking that someone knew better. If I don’t listen to what everybody says then life will take them away from me and I’ll die alone thinking about everything I missed. If I get mad at someone I can never forgive myself right or wring so I have to change mentality. I just don’t want to be alone forever but I just need to do something by myself without needing a second opinion sometimes but I’m trapped in a cycle of i dont even know what

I’ve been horrible in managing my nerves lately because I’m sorry but babysitting has been so stressful that I crash out every so often to everyone and it destroys me, because not only I can’t manage several situations but I’m making people I love sad. on top of that and I look weak when I’m supposed to look responsible. I want to be strong for my family and be supportive but the more I try the more it gets worse.