All Rants

i hate myself but i dont wanna die. Im always cheerful but i really dont like how i am, how i act. I just wanna cvt all the time but i dont wanna die

I hate myself so much I’m such a weirdo and I deserve to die, I always play weird ass games even tho I’m under age I’m not an adult and I play “corn” games I can’t help it and I tell myself to stop but I can’t I just wanna die

I’m sitting in a good job for my age but it’s not what I want to be doing with my life. I’ve been debating college and pursuing what I actually want to do but I don’t want to lose the opportunity that’s been given to me at my current job and I’m scared that if I do go to college and things don’t work out there I’m not going to be able to come back to my job. I’ve always feared that I’m not smart enough or good enough to go to college so I never cared to apply myself in high school. I’ve talked to some old teachers and whatnot and they’ve told me conflicting things but I’m just at the point of just saying fuck it and go to college.

This was my last resort. You are a SICK SICK SICKKK MAN GO FUCK OFF WITH YOUR BITCH HIME

guys pls tell me im not alone🫩 so if ur like me and go to school in September, yk August is like stressful asf. I still haven’t gone back to school shopping and this happens like every year and I always get the leftovers. Like dude in 7th grade I went school shopping the day before school started. Got a cheap ahh ugly ahh backpack and there was barely any school supplies left. I’m trying my best to not pressure my mom or let her know I’m upset bc I know she’s trying her best to get the money and go on time but she’s not the one making me mad necessarily, it’s just the timing and money situation like I can never get any good clothes or supplies for school and I go mad late and get stressed out.

I dont think Im doing ok mentally after witnessing my childhood dog's death. All my life, Ive been surrounded by death. First my grandma, then my father, then my aunt, now him. Been pondering on thoughts of suicide for over a year now. Nothing seems worth it anymore. I just want to sleep peacefully and not wake up.

FUCK OFFFFFF FUCK OFFFF FUCKKKING K!LLL YOURSELF NEVER CONTACT ME AGAIN YOU RUINED MY FUCKING MENTAL HEALTH I SPAMMED YOU WITH MY BOOBS AND YOU STILL WANNA SEXUALISE HER??? FUCK OFFFF FUCKKK OFFFF

I HAVE BIGGER BOOBS BIGGGGGGGGGERTTT BOOOBS FUCKER FUCKING ASSSHOLE KY$ and that bitch

SHAMELESS FUCKER I SHARED SO MANY PICTURES OF MY BOOBS AND YOU WANNA SECUALISE HERS??? WHYY CUZ YOU DONT WANNA HIRT YOUR FUCKIN PINK WAIFU??

I HAVE BIGGER BOOBS I HAVE BIGGGERR ONES WHY THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU SEXUALISING HERR FUCK OFFFF NACHOS FUCK OFFFFF

I HAVE BIGGER BOOBS THAN HER YOU RTRDRD ASS WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CONSTANTLY SEXUALISING HER YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT I HAVE BIGGGER BIGGERRRRRRRRRRRRR I SPAMMED MULTIPLE PICTURES AND YET YOU WANNA SEXUALISE HER BOOBS?? Fuck offf

Go CHOKE ON HER BOOBS YOU PIECE OF SHIT

my parents keep on looking through my private stuff like my messages and when i told them to stop they kept on screaming at me on how im ungrateful and useless. I dont know how much longer i can survive like this.

IM SO FUCKING TIRED MY ROOM IS TOO FUCKING HOT AND HUMID IM SWEATY AND IM TRYING TO SLEEP BUT NOO MY FAN APPARENTLY DOESN'T WANNA FREAKING WORK. I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TODAY BUT I CANT FUCKING SLEEP BECAUSE ITS TOO FUCKING HOT IN THIS STUPID FUCKING HOUSE IM SO FUCKING TIRED

All my exes threatened to off themselves?? I should probably enter the arrange marriage market. They’re the only sensible people in my opinion

My ex girlfriend was so crazy I once called the cops because I thought she was gonna off herself or sum Why do I attract mentally ill women?

deadass I need to go to anger management and therapy I CANNOT DO THEI SHIT AKYMROE UGHHH

i sas this comment on a video, saying make comments that will start a war. eveyone went into politics or genders. but i saw this comment and ot was “i will automatically assume your a bad person id you are white, a christian, or a man.” And it genuinely wants to rip my eyeballs out. what the fuck, you are disgusting human being. i know im proving the video right, (hottakes that will start a war.) but wtf yo ?

i fucking hate everythijg yesterday my parents yelled at me so fucking badly like they didn’t even allow wme to have alone time in the bathroom locked they were like, “unlock it unclopck i”’ idj diejenigen sumskjh susi s isiiw Hwyu 2kpd i do i felel this way i hate this so much im a monster too my friends mom hates me and i bullied multiple pppl

this is genuinely the worst year of my life its everytime i feel like its getting better it just takes me and drags me back to the abyss below and i cant even tell anyone anything without feeling shame or anger with myself because it just feels like maybe all of my problems could've been avoided if i had more self control and wasn't so insecure about my own feelings. Can't even talk to my family about it in these moods since we're tightly knit and I know they want me to be honest but with the pace on how I end up spiraling and panicking everyday it simply isn't worth their time and stress so I just listen to something or do something that's louder than what's going on in this head of mine. I can't even handle socializing in any server or friend group without panicking and thinking i did something wrong because they talk or act slightly differently and I've had people talk crap behind my back and I hate this cycle I want to be normal I want to be happy I want to be free.