my names Emma, i am 15 years ld turning 16 soon. And When I look back on my life, it’s not a positive thought I’ve gone through a lot of stuff as a kid, but the stuff leading up to who I am today is not something I am proud of my dad would treat me horribly. My siblings would hate me. they wouldn’t support me through anything I would do unless it was something they wanted me to do. My mom has always been there for me but lately she’s been too attached to work or my baby sister and I just feel like I’m a burden to everyone I don’t know if anyone else feels like this, but it’s not a great feeling and I crave peoples attention because I don’t get it a lot. I just want someone there for me. even if it’s someone Random I just want someone to be there for me and listen to how I feel because there’s no one in my life right now that does that or can do that for me. I have arguments pretty much every day. I’m at my father’s house and when I’m at my mom’s house, im alone and no one is there.
Recent Rants
Ughhhh brooo I just want to be loved… I just want someone to hold me and understand me and love me and care for me and hear me. Like bro.
grieving a parent that was abusive towards you feels really weird. like obviously I do miss my dad, but I wont miss when he would try to strangle me.
To the person who needs this. I’d hold you for hours..let you talk about anything. I’d wrap your c^ts and kiss the bandages. Get you anything from the store, wrap you in the softest blanket and treat you like glass. I’d take you to a house in the woods where you can escape from everything. Let you cry on my shoulder at 3am..stay up watching anything you’d like. Take you on a hot air-balloon ride.. show you the most gorgeous sunset.
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*finding a scary movie be like…* *50 percent sex* *40 percent stupidity* *11 percent “WHAT WAS THAT NOISE 😨😨😨😨😨😱😱😱😱”* *1 percent actually scary*
I used to be suicidal, I even tried to take my own life at 12 yo, now im 16 and im horrified of death, I cant imagine being gone, never seeing the world or my loved ones again, I dont want to die
I hate how much I relate to a character from a sitcom. Malcolm from Malcolm in the middle he's smart but makes bad decisions he always feels guilty after, he wants people to like him Hes treasured for being smart and nothing more. He loves his older brother, but always fights with the others, he doesn't know who he loves or who he is or meant to be. The golden boy isn't golden but only bronze, never gold.
okay I’m bout to tweak out. I only got $100 for school shopping and I’m panicking
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I miss my friends. I miss that cute boy who liked me back. I miss everyone. I miss them so bad. I’m alone. I miss my best friend j, she was so sweet. She looks happier now..she has the best class. Best friends..I hate to say it but I’m so jealous..is that wrong?? I don’t really get jealous of her, but I just feel jealous. Not like, I wish she would die DEFINITELY not that but like a different kind. Like i should have been there..and my crush a? Idk anymore. I just feel nothing? I used to feel everything but idk..I don’t really notice him anymore. I miss my old teachers..they were so kind. At least I did get good grades on my report card..but I still miss them sm. But on a positive note, ig I have a few kind people in my class..but there’s one racist guy. I hate it. It’s so frustrating I HATE IT. I hate that I can’t talk about it. I wanna cry so badly, no, rant about it so badly. For someone to say something. To understand.
I'm retaking a year of my education bc depression and anxiety fucked me up this year. I'm so angry at myself for letting it get to this point. I think the stress of the academic year flared up my anxiety or smth, every fucking lesson in class is just another panic attack and then I have to count down the minutes till I can get out of that fuckass classroom and finally breathe. While everyone around me is just glad the boring lesson's over. And eventually all of this just led to depression coz I feel absolutely worthless, I've deadass forgotten how to be a functioning human being within a silent setting. Worst of all, I have not told my siblings nor my friends about any of this so I just look like a failure in their eyes, who flunked the year for no reason. If this medication doesn't work for me it's over I swear.
i fight every day with my dad its driving me insane and i think i might do something i'll regret every time he argues with my mom or my brothers i always help them and defend them but the second he actually fights me everybodys just watching in silence and not saying a word they only tell me that i was right after he leaves the room. nothing irritates me more than people like that
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I hate myself so much i wanna cry just when i look at myself why cant i be pretty and skinny like the other girls i just wanna be skinny being skinny would be amazing i wanna be underweight so bad im gonna die if i dont lose weight im geniuely gonna hang myself
Why does fam have to bite my head off for the slightest thing? They really are difficult people.
ever have that feeling where life just seems kinda grey? like you’re going through the days, but not feeling happy or sad? Like numbness. ok yep, thats the word, thankfully. Well, one of my parents is verbally abusive and i had a nightmare last night about a potential scenario that (probably wouldn’t have) happened if the abuse went beyond verbal and into physical. I hate that I have to worry about my safety within a place that’s supposed to be safe. Just waiting for a few more years, and then I’ll finally have a taste of freedom.
*me at the store* “Ooo cute cups-…..” *the cups in question* ‘her boo.’ ‘His witch.’ ‘our pumpkin’ I see..there’s a man.
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if i see one more fucking lobotomite call obsession “the best horror movie ever” like they haven’t watched a single other horror movie in their fucking life i might actually brutally rip out someone’s larynx
My dad called 911 over a scratched car in NJ. Is this okay? This is just a question and uhh I hope this is similar to Reddit
I cried to my best friend about my worry that my parents wouldn’t support my next career choice and that they want me out of the house. He comforted me and told me that I don’t really exactly know if my parents are thinking that way and yeah he’s right, I shouldn’t assume. I spent weeks excited about my new path, researching it, looking for schools, finishing my application. I’m just waiting to go on a tour of the school I chose. I kept my plan hush hush. Until today, My dad was bugging me about some tech program I didn’t want to go into. Frustrated, I told them my dream to go into culinary. Turns out my worries were right. They don’t support it. Told me it’s difficult and I won’t make it. There wasn’t even an ounce of positivity. All I got was judgement and other options to choose from. I don’t know what to do.. I hate it here at home but I can’t leave.