All Rants

I hate everything about gen z and modern teenagers. I hate internet and TikTok culture. I hate the cunts, the sluttiness, shamelessly laughing and flipping the bird in a police car with the latest kitsch fashion. Hello Kitty McDonald's recreational nuke and all these fad diets, all these fad fashions, like a grotesque carousel and weeping blind eye. Fuck the world. Give me a bomb. Send me back in time and let me bring everything back to the enlightenment.

No one cares about me. I don’t even care about myself anymore. Everyone can take advantage of me because I’ve been taught that I mustn’t defend myself, I mustn’t speak up, I must just do as I’m told. I have a very young child and I’m terrified that one day he’ll take advantage of me too

Every morning for years, my father’s first words were, “What the hell are you living for?” And if I didn’t always do what he said, the next line was “I’ll smash you just like I made you”. I was slapped, punched and kicked by him just for saying I felt ill, or for replying that I was fine when asked what was wrong, or for crossing the road to meet him when I didn’t even know he was coming to pick me up from school. They forgot about me so many times when I was a child: they left me at dance class for whole afternoons, they forgot me at school and then got angry if I came home on my own or accepted lifts from my classmates’ parents hours later. They always told me I was a problem for them. I’ve attempted suicide so many times, but why haven’t I ever succeeded? Now I find myself with a partner who doesn’t even notice I exist. Even in this relationship, I’m just a wall for him to vent his thoughts on. Why am I nothing to anyone?

I spent my childhood, teenage years and early adulthood constantly being compared to my brother. Our parents, relatives and friends did nothing but pit us against each other at every turn. Everyone always had to insist that he was better than me, but the funny thing is that, in reality, we were all – and still are – rooting for him. Even I have always known that he’s brilliant. But why was there a need to say at every opportunity that he was/is better than me?

hi. i dont have anyone to tell this about but i jjst feel so tired right now. i dont have anyone either way. my bf lost feelings for me, my bsf hates me, my family doesnt give a shit. ive been struggling since i was little. ive been bullied verbally, non verbally too. ive been sa'd by my father, my ex too. they makes vurgal jokes about me. rn im struggling with mdd. and yeah, i have to face my mom with bpd and i bave to take care of my sis with autism. because shes still a kid. my mom doesnt take care of her. so does my dad. i often get hits, and mocked. wish from them that i never born. i dont want anything rn, i genuinely feel so tires. i dont have any hopes left.

I don't care if you're getting up at 3 or 5 a.m. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WALK ON YOUR FLOOR LIKE YOU'RE CRACKING OPEN NUTS. that's one thing it sounds like. Actually they walk through their whole dang apt and make it creak everywhere they walk , but it's awful funny the other person don't make 25 percent the creaking they do. They do with the thumpimg however. I hate being woke up by their loud obnoxious noise. They could walk lighter if they tried. I'm super quiet my noise is kept at bare minimum. That's bullshit. They give off the i don't care, is what it is vibes, but complain when something affects them though. They just give off obnoxious pig/karen vibes. Well they actually are a karen in how theyve done us. Do I have to bounce a ball off the ceiling in the middle of the night to get the message across? Bitch. I hate people who have no respect for others.

Is anyone there? Does anyone care? The police stopped me from doing it yesterday, will I succeed today? Who knows.

Yesterday I took a train to the city over because it has a 4 story building and it's the only place I could think of that I could access and was high enough to kill me if I jumped. By some act of god, my mother ran into me getting off the train after id already texted her and my father goodbye. She grabbed me, hugged me and cried. I couldn't speak, so I ran. I ran towards the nearest set of tracks I could see to end it but she shouted to people standing at the platform to stop me. Three, four grown men pinned me to the wall and wouldnt let go of me, I couldn't move, I was pleading with them to please let me go. I just wanted it to be over. The police were called, detained me yada yada and I end up at the hospital where I speak to them about why I did what I did only for them to tell me there's nothing they can do for me. I feel the same way i did yesterday today. I was going to leave a note but nobody cares. Except maybe you, take care of yourself.

can anyone give me some relationship advice...

i am miserable. ever since my brother touched me when i was little, i've done nothing but spiral into sexual depravity and got worse and worse over the course of many years, if it wasnt for those nights, i wouldn't have became so touch starved and disgusting to the point i jerk off so much its just a pass time, and what i watch seems to just be weirder and weirder just to try to get a sliver more of enjoyment. i hate everything i have become, and i wear a mask around everyone else and pretend i hate the people who are just like me now. my brain is disgusting, wrong, and helpless, the world around me has become so unimportant to me, i do nothing to better my life outside of the internet, and one day i nay lose it all because of that, one day i may be homeless and its my fault for being the way i am. but no its actually just me being lazy. if i hear that one more time i will fucking kill somebody. youll never understand the pain im in

My wife has a history of cheating on me. We have been married for 20 years, no kids, I love her more than my own life. She is my whole world but I can’t take the lies and paranoia and questioning reality when she inevitably gets caught and expertly gas lights the fuck out of me. I got laid off and am between jobs and we rent a shitty apartment together because life sux already. I think about running away but I would be homeless if I did, at least for a while. No family, no real friends… any advice people? I also have been thinking about snaking on a semi-auto Glock but haven’t overcome the impetus for survival just yet lol.

My girlfriend lost 9,000 dollars paying a lawyer to keep her parents from being deported. Her mom has cancer. She makes around 700$ a month. I’m unable to work and I make 700 a month on disability. Because of American disability laws I’m unable to have more than 30,000 dollars in savings. I don’t know what to do. We will never be able to afford a house. The job market is fucked. It’s all fucked. I have no family or friends to ask for help. Our relationship is getting more and more strained. I want to kill myself. I hate this world. I fucking hate America, I hope this place gets nuked.

Its like im dying. My whole life, my parents. Why do i feel like this? I dont want to feel like this im still young. My whole life my parents are busy working, trying to give me the perfect life. I just miss my parents. Theyre still here, i just grieve the person they used to be. Everyday, i try to search for a version they used to be. Is it too much to ask for? To ask to be loved? I hate this vulnerable feeling. I used to be so much, or atleast thats how i felt. Will there ever come light to whatever im feeling? I dont want to grow up. I want to be heard. I am so sick of letting my emotions eat me up alive

i wish to even connect with someone at the bare minimum. i try to be the best person i can with good grades and respectful manners but nobody cares. All my "friends" have thier own people and I'm the afterthought. Even with my own dad i always have to compensate my time and effort. Sitting alone an hour after school and listening to his long vents about his useless girlfriend. I'm so empty and so desperate that I get mad at myself. Every peak of salvation I tumble down again. I hate my old self for absolutely humiliating me and ruining my social life. My only best friend is suicidal i have no idea what to do i feel useless. All my friendships i treasure feel like they're slipping like sand off my fingertips. And I used to be such a creep. Obsessing over guys that could never love be back at all. I hate being the gay skinny white boy with no accolades. Or no one cares to notice. I am doing my best, getting the highest grades and I'm left to wait for the award of my future.

I hate therapy. Everyone acts like I need it, and then I show up and it goes the exact same way it always does. Same questions, same answers, they tell me I'm probably right or that its perfectly reasonable to feel how I do, no progress is made. I know I'm not nice enough to myself, but I hate all that compassion shit even if it comes from somebody else. It feels so phony and delusional to me. I think its fine directed at other people, I've got plenty of care for people, but compassion directed at me makes me wanna puke. Emotional comfort disgusts me like porn disgusts me. it feels like such an unrealistic delusion people get sucked into. I hate words and concepts and all that when I'm in crisis, is where it comes from. I just want people to sit next to me and be there, genuinely. When you say it'll be okay and tell me stuff I already know it makes me so much more miserable. idk this got off topic but I just wish therapy worked for me.

i miss that girl. my sweet girl. we were friends, im in love with her, she doesnt love me back. she used to flirt with me even though she doesnt like me and it made me think that she might feel the same, so i opened up to her and she said that she doesnt like me back. so we kinda stopped talking for some months and then we decided to be friends again. bad idea. i cant stop thinking about how amazing she is...shes so pretty and talented and her voice is so soft shes sweet and everything...i dont know what to do, i feel so depressed...we talk less now.

I can't forget the silver chain I found in the end of 2023. I made the awful mistake of lending it to my boyfriend at the time(now ex), because he never gave it back, saying that he would "give something in return". He never did. After we broke up(end of December 2023), he pestered me trying to be friends. He was the one who broke up with me, after starting the whole relationship. I didn't want to be friends, I just wanted the chain back. During 2024, I deleted his number and blocked him in all socials. He had contact with my siblings, so if he wanted to give it back or give something else, he could give it to them, and it would get to me. Because I deleted his number and not blocked he messaged me out of the blue, trying a friendship again, I tried giving it a chance but I was fed up with him. Only in 2025, he said that it was stolen back in February of 2024. So he lied about giving it back, or giving something else in exchange. It's 2026 and I don't know if anything he said was true

im 19. i've been with my boyfriend since i was 14 and we plan to break up because we talked about how im trans and he doesn't like that. we don't know when we're breaking up we just act like everything is fine. i smoke every day to numb my mind and im addicted and have been for years now. i have very bad memory loss. that started because of the depression, not the smoking, but it definitely made it worse. i left all my friends and i don't remember what it was like to be with them. i don't remember my childhood, time at school, happiest memories, first times, nothing really unless i have a picture of it. i got kicked out of school and before that i stayed back. i used to be the smartest kid in my grade, then i started to fail the easiest classes. i only went to make friends and smoke. i don't have a job and never had one. im not reliable at all. i steal my family's money for weed. my mom is disabled, grandma is narcissistic, and my father left and went to prison.

I get that I’m just getting a taste of my own medicine but holy fuck it’s just worse knowing it’s coming from a man 40 years older than me. I’m over childish games and just doing exactly the other ways to avoid any sort of conflict. I’m growing and changing and I’m over dealing with someone who’s stuck that way. I hate that I care about him. But I feel like I’m watching him repeat the same pattern that was used on me to someone else and I just feel disgusted. I focused on the good feelings for so long I didn’t realize how much it all actually hurt. I want to scream and cry and hurt myself and hope he realizes the damage he’s done to me.

I fricking hate having divorced parents. I mean it's nice because they get along and all that but the back and forth visits are pissing me off. I mean recently for like almost a year my mom has been in a shelter and my dad has like housing or whatever it is and my step mom Is texting me like "oh I don't want to start anything but I know your dad misses you and would like to see you more since he'll be home". Look it's not my fault he decided to pick a job that he needs to go to school for and the school is like two hours away. And before he even got this he was working in a hospital in town and I saw him every day except for the weekend when I was able to be with my mom. And like idk but I did the math he would see me for 20 days a month and she would only see me 8 days a month. Like wtf are you people on about. In four months I'll be seeing him everyday again but still only seeing my mom for like two days a week and I wish they understood that. But they don't and I just want to cry.