All Rants

I found ts guy online, flirted with him for fun nd initially, he ws just surprised nd flustered but soon he started flirting back. Then we started chatting in another app, got close, sent each other pics, voice messages nd called. It's been 4 months nd we're madly in love. So after reading this, u must be thinking. Alr, what's wrong with this? Looks like a healthy cute relationship right? I'm 15. He's 19 nd he doesn't know that I'm 15. I lied to him and said that I was 18. Initially, I thought like "Oh this wouldn't go anywhere" nd I flirted for fun. But now, it's actually serious. I should leave. But there's this part of me which is holding me back. I love him a lot. Ion have the heart to leave even though most of me feels guilty and knows that I should leave. Sure maybe if he was toxic or a bad bf to me, then I would have a reason to leave but that's the thing. HES THE PERFECT BF TO ME. Ion wnna break his heart. I hate myself. I wish i could go to bck to the past. Im sorry. 😢

I want to die but my friends make it so hard to do so. I miss everything, events, birthdays, say sorry, just so they'll get sick of me. But they don't. They never get sick, instead they forgive me. But I don't want forgiveness anymore, I want to die.

what the hell is this website, not allowing me to post

I miss him so much and he already moved on after not even 1 week :(

I'm a kid dealing with such bad life problems, such as mental/physical abuse, I'm starting to think of killing myself but I remembered the most important people in my life, I just want to stop being negative. I just want to be happy again

i feel like such a terrible person. i have a boyfriend but theres two guys that like me and ive told them i just wanna be friends and stuff but id feel bad if i blocked them and just stopped talking to them becuase they are good friends

WHY just why. like i suddenly think i like someone but NOOO i juts have to accept the fact that it'll never ever be me like ever just not ever. OFC HE'S FLIRTING W SOMEONE ELSE.. ofc i'm just A FREAKIN FRIEND idk why i even thought i could try to be more. anyways shit, im js sad now and who's fault is it? MINE. all MINE cuz i just cannot stfu and accept the fact that is i am never gonna be someone that people fall in love with at all. im just not the one and i never will be and i just need to leave.

I have a date tomorrow we made plans but I haven’t been able to get in contact with her to finalize things since Tuesday she wasn’t mad at me when we last chatted so she’s not deliberately ignoring me I feel like I’m going to get ghosted should I just not bother with any of it

I was wrongly accused of something and terminated for it… I wasn’t even at work when it happened

I hate the curly haired pieces of shit, the complete and utter waste of oxygen headed towards a trash cul de sac of frozen bodies, stood outside like pigeons glaring and mocking me. I hate the whole chav culture and how everyone tries to be fucking tough and obstinate. I hate the education system that failed them, that never introduced anyone to Treasure Island and Robinson Crusoe, or the works of Hermann Melville. I hate the privatization, all behind a camera. Surveillance capitalism, the world and the undead that inhabit beneath it. The city of immortals just isn't there, but I feel its loneliness.

I hate everything about gen z and modern teenagers. I hate internet and TikTok culture. I hate the cunts, the sluttiness, shamelessly laughing and flipping the bird in a police car with the latest kitsch fashion. Hello Kitty McDonald's recreational nuke and all these fad diets, all these fad fashions, like a grotesque carousel and weeping blind eye. Fuck the world. Give me a bomb. Send me back in time and let me bring everything back to the enlightenment.

No one cares about me. I don’t even care about myself anymore. Everyone can take advantage of me because I’ve been taught that I mustn’t defend myself, I mustn’t speak up, I must just do as I’m told. I have a very young child and I’m terrified that one day he’ll take advantage of me too

Every morning for years, my father’s first words were, “What the hell are you living for?” And if I didn’t always do what he said, the next line was “I’ll smash you just like I made you”. I was slapped, punched and kicked by him just for saying I felt ill, or for replying that I was fine when asked what was wrong, or for crossing the road to meet him when I didn’t even know he was coming to pick me up from school. They forgot about me so many times when I was a child: they left me at dance class for whole afternoons, they forgot me at school and then got angry if I came home on my own or accepted lifts from my classmates’ parents hours later. They always told me I was a problem for them. I’ve attempted suicide so many times, but why haven’t I ever succeeded? Now I find myself with a partner who doesn’t even notice I exist. Even in this relationship, I’m just a wall for him to vent his thoughts on. Why am I nothing to anyone?

I spent my childhood, teenage years and early adulthood constantly being compared to my brother. Our parents, relatives and friends did nothing but pit us against each other at every turn. Everyone always had to insist that he was better than me, but the funny thing is that, in reality, we were all – and still are – rooting for him. Even I have always known that he’s brilliant. But why was there a need to say at every opportunity that he was/is better than me?

hi. i dont have anyone to tell this about but i jjst feel so tired right now. i dont have anyone either way. my bf lost feelings for me, my bsf hates me, my family doesnt give a shit. ive been struggling since i was little. ive been bullied verbally, non verbally too. ive been sa'd by my father, my ex too. they makes vurgal jokes about me. rn im struggling with mdd. and yeah, i have to face my mom with bpd and i bave to take care of my sis with autism. because shes still a kid. my mom doesnt take care of her. so does my dad. i often get hits, and mocked. wish from them that i never born. i dont want anything rn, i genuinely feel so tires. i dont have any hopes left.

I don't care if you're getting up at 3 or 5 a.m. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WALK ON YOUR FLOOR LIKE YOU'RE CRACKING OPEN NUTS. that's one thing it sounds like. Actually they walk through their whole dang apt and make it creak everywhere they walk , but it's awful funny the other person don't make 25 percent the creaking they do. They do with the thumpimg however. I hate being woke up by their loud obnoxious noise. They could walk lighter if they tried. I'm super quiet my noise is kept at bare minimum. That's bullshit. They give off the i don't care, is what it is vibes, but complain when something affects them though. They just give off obnoxious pig/karen vibes. Well they actually are a karen in how theyve done us. Do I have to bounce a ball off the ceiling in the middle of the night to get the message across? Bitch. I hate people who have no respect for others.

Is anyone there? Does anyone care? The police stopped me from doing it yesterday, will I succeed today? Who knows.

Yesterday I took a train to the city over because it has a 4 story building and it's the only place I could think of that I could access and was high enough to kill me if I jumped. By some act of god, my mother ran into me getting off the train after id already texted her and my father goodbye. She grabbed me, hugged me and cried. I couldn't speak, so I ran. I ran towards the nearest set of tracks I could see to end it but she shouted to people standing at the platform to stop me. Three, four grown men pinned me to the wall and wouldnt let go of me, I couldn't move, I was pleading with them to please let me go. I just wanted it to be over. The police were called, detained me yada yada and I end up at the hospital where I speak to them about why I did what I did only for them to tell me there's nothing they can do for me. I feel the same way i did yesterday today. I was going to leave a note but nobody cares. Except maybe you, take care of yourself.

can anyone give me some relationship advice...

i am miserable. ever since my brother touched me when i was little, i've done nothing but spiral into sexual depravity and got worse and worse over the course of many years, if it wasnt for those nights, i wouldn't have became so touch starved and disgusting to the point i jerk off so much its just a pass time, and what i watch seems to just be weirder and weirder just to try to get a sliver more of enjoyment. i hate everything i have become, and i wear a mask around everyone else and pretend i hate the people who are just like me now. my brain is disgusting, wrong, and helpless, the world around me has become so unimportant to me, i do nothing to better my life outside of the internet, and one day i nay lose it all because of that, one day i may be homeless and its my fault for being the way i am. but no its actually just me being lazy. if i hear that one more time i will fucking kill somebody. youll never understand the pain im in