All Rants

I am surprised people find violating and SAing people arousing. Regardless of who y'all are, it is disgusting to find violating and forcing yourself on someone arousing in some way. I see these people on the Internet and I hope to God that these pathetic people to burn in Hell indefinity. If you want a sure-fire way to see any pedos btw go on Urban Dictionary and search up "pedophile". I will guarantee you that an ACTUAL pedo will defend themselves by defining it as an "illness" that they "suffer from" Like ... shut your bitchass up. Like NO it's NOT AN ILLNESS IT'S A FETISH YOU DUMBASS

I have a task paralysis problem, and everyday school feels like a nightmare, and maybe its not just school im scared of, its the reality of having to work to eat, i have to go through hell to figure out my limitations, and it cost me a lot of myself, the only time i feel free is at night, the night feels freeing, yet so dreadful knowing whats going to come tomorrow, im still in highschool (ph school system) and im an senior, and its my last year, and it feels like every coming day will get worse and worse, till i have the courage to kms, i really believed in that part so much that its hard to imagine my future anymore, i still have a lot of shit to figure out that i didnt have time in my younger years, i just want to feel free.

I hate Islam. There’s just a problem with it, but people defend it to the bitter end. I grew up in a Muslim family, but compared to my cousins, our parents never forced us to participate in it. We weren’t forced to pray, we weren’t forced to wear a hijab, and we were allowed to wear revealing clothes, experiment with our appearance, and so on. I’ve known since childhood that I don’t believe in God, and I never went through any phase of denial or anything like that. But my deep hatred stems not even from personal experience, but from seeing how my sister (again, my cousin) suffers. She really wants to take off her headscarf, wear pants and short skirts, and be more open, but her father won’t let her. She cried—I’ll never forget it. Just to be clear, I am strongly opposed to genocide and the oppression of people based on their religion, and I am strongly opposed to what is happening in Palestine. But I can’t stop hating Islam. And many believers make me hate it even more. Sorry if this sounds harsh—I was writing this in the heat of the moment :(

tu uske e-balloon phod aur mera irl me phodega

Ive been lonely my whole life, Im too weird too be normal, yet too normal to be weird, Im stuck in this weird limbo state where I maintain 2 or 3 close friends a year and I feel as if Im stuck in life. I cant even hold a normal convwrsation with people irl, and even online it feels so intimidating. Does anyone else feel like this sometimes.

I want to quick, sooooo nakakapagod

My entire family told me I have a sick heart (in my native language, that means a hard heart and a heartless person). This brought back the guilt and selfblame I thought I had overcome:)

I will not fucking lose. I will not cry. I will not cry goddamn it I will win, I will not fucking lose to that fucking dipshit and cry. I'll do everything to stop myself no matter how much it hurts but I will not cry goddamn it

Im in a situation with a guy M 19 I'm F 20 And we had talked and made plans to live together as he in going to the Marines soon less then a week and over our situationship well even before anything happened I didn't know that he had liked me and had feelings and when I did he was already in a relationship and after things went bad he went to me said I was his and he was mine just without a label so after they broke up we started talking more then I came to find out after I slept with him that he was messing and dating this guy ya he couldn't commit to me but could with a guy he just met in two weeks when we have known each other for 9 months he still comes to me for affection yet I feel like I was always just a means to his end nothing serious but I felt like I was we had connections but I feel like that to him ment nothing so do I tell him I'm done or to I wait it out

hello, im currently in the process of trying to study abroad. im super duper scared of my english proficiency exam (which is in 18 days) as it is an expensive and important part of the process. im also scared if my visa would be rejected. my parents decided to put me on a gap year to be able to focus on my exam and to lessen expenses, but being on gap year sucks so hard. all my friends are having their classes and meeting new people, i have nothing. ive been lying to my friends faces that i enrolled in a different college since my mom told me to. i wish i had enrolled but practically speaking its not ideal. my parents are strict so im not able to go out, im legitimately stuck at home doing nothing!!

So my grandpa isn't technically my grandpa, he's just an old guy that teaches me how to better my art, and we sit in his house and talk about that, but I call him my grandpa because we've grown so close. Anyway, his grandson and his grandson's fiance live with him, which is fine, but she is kind of a piece of shit to me. She makes fun of me for getting upset at things that serious to me, she calls me names, and even though I shower everyday, put on REALLY expensive deodorant (Carpe) and use cologne, she insists that I stink, which makes no sense because literally no one else tells me that, even when I ask them. She makes me feel insecure and dirty and she's blatantly homophobic and transphobic, which hurts me as a gay trans man.

I feel like I have to get out of this world, everywhere I go I am in the middle of problems or I just am one. I'm 14 years old and everyone says that my problems are a phase, nobody knows that I want to kill myself.

I have a yeast infection and my cookie is burning sooo bad

i shouldn’t be venting about anything, everyone i’ve met has it way worse than me, atp im just complaining about minor inconveniences… my life isn’t even that bad, why am i so fucked up? why do i want to blast my brains out? i’ve had friends who’ve been abused, got into accidents, assaulted, and i’m over here crying because i failed one class, complaining about my really religious family and how even though i don’t believe in god i still have this lingering fear that i’ll go to hell, i still think of all the things my parents told me as a kid about hell and heaven and praying, i’m not traumatized, i don’t deserve to be able to vent, i don’t fucking deserve it because like i said, atp im just complaining about minor inconveniences…

This saga of my life is fuckin horrible

To “dear” who decided to side w/ a Jezebel demon infested narcissistic pathological liar. “We’re family” my ass.“dear”, It’s by choice U turned a blind eye. I revealed the truth, yet U still believed the fabricated story of that demon infested narcissistic pathological liar because of a piece of cursed land and demon infested house gave U and UR king ahab as a reward for casting me out of the clan. If I had “disobeyed” “UR god” as U insist I did, it was because I tolerated everyone’s BS a remained silent. I thought U’D be the CHRISTIAN ROLE MODEL who TALKS AND WALKS IN TRUTH AND IN LOVE. UR JUST ANOTHER PHARISEE. Wrath be upon u, ur king ahab and that demon infested narcissistic pathological liar for UR GREEDINESS, foolishness arrogance and disobedience. Justice will be served & I will soon live in peace and blessed - away from this cursed placed and U all. I will hold on to that promise.

I don't like this generation I'm part of (Gen Z)... We act like we care about all the problems but in reality, we are lying every single fucking day. I lie that "I care about global warming!" in reality, I'm pretty sure no one can give a flying fuck about it. We act like we care and that we will act upon that but realistically? We're just gonna rant about the shit on TikTok or smth. We are the definition of the Bystander effect. I'm NOT saying every Gen Z is like this, but majority of us are so lazy our biggest problem is our PR. The worst part is that we offload the guilt and blame to the corporations as if their gonna do shit either. We act like at least "we're a little bit better" but COME ON! I probably won't be going to a protest or start a petition or bike anytime soon... in short, we just lie about our worries (again, not everyone but prob majority) for others to view us as good.

why are people so fucking mean… i know this sounds corny… but when someone types “off yourself” in the comments of someone’s video or under someone’s photo, don’t they know there’s a person behind the screen? a real, living, breathing person with a life, a family, friends. they don’t know what that person behind the screen is going through… they could be going through something horrible and them being told to off themself might affect them… they might go through with it…

i dont wanna live like this seriously i have no friends no social life im just waiting to die at this point, really.

I grow up in average family. But middle school wrecked me up in every way possible. I have niche interest at the time and it was considered boyish, it was Ultraman. I liked it due to its plot and the message it delivered: "be kind to each other" and showing the good side of humanity. But I was hated for it and was bullied because of it. They shared rumours that I was unstable and a poser just because I like things that considered boyish. The entire school bullied me so bad they wrecked me up to the point I just wanted to kill everyone using cyanide. I never do it since I didn't get the poison. I never get to see any therapist since mental health was seen as taboo or something in my country. I never get the chance to be diagnosed or see what's wrong with me. I try to continue to live, but the impact was still there. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me and I'm tired. I felt empty, I want to die. Everyone just invalidated me tbh