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Idk what to say, my ex recently became apart of my friend group, (ik its weird, dont mention it, hes gay now i think) its been normal, him hanging out with us, talking, gossiping, like he's just another girl in the group, its still summer break in my country, but in the last week of school, he's been acting kinda weird, (for context i have 4 close friends, him, my best friend and the twins we'll call L and E) he's been getting close to E recently, i didn't think much of it, untill L said to me he's been wierd around E, all i can remeber is that he was touching her thigh when comforting her, i shrugged it off at first, untill i though more about it recently, he HAS been acting kinda weird, im probs just being paranoid like always tho..

As a long time gears fan I feel very dissapointed in the beta rewards everything about what I have seen (from the picture) just screams lack of trying to impress fans lack of trying for even creativity it's as if they have never seen a beta reward from previous gears even the icon is like really that's it that's the best you have, the character reward alone is just pathetic. I swear to you it's like it was designed by someone who never saw the gears 5 beta never saw how hyped up people were and how excited they were. Gears has millions who play these games and many are hard-core players who spent a lot of money on these games and it's like this is the best you could come with for a game we've been waiting years to play. They use to get thousands of people excited to watch gears of War esports games online through mixer (before twitch was out) and you had to stay logged in and hit claim to get the rewards often for hours. Thousands would watch the gears esports games for rewards

I dont feel like myself, every time its quiet i need to cover up the silence with music cuz i'm forced to listen to my own thoughts (im listening to why did i say okie doki rn 👍) when my mum sends me upstairs with no tablet i'm forced to listen to myself and when im in trouble ALL i can think of is my insecurities and flaws

I hate my life rn, everything is just changing and it’s overwhelming, at school everyone is bullying me and being racist, people call me teachers pet too, like sitting at the front doesn’t mean you are one. Once this boy next to me was so annoying I cried. Only the teacher understood me when I talked to her.

I got back with my ex because I felt empty without a bf.I hate how empty I feel when I don’t have a bf but he’s kinda sh!tty.I don’t feel in love with him but I also don’t want to just dump him after we said we would try make it work.I try to talk to my friends but all they do is judge me and say I’m in the wrong.I genuinely feel so wrong.I hate love but love is all I want.

What blimmin twat thinks its a good idea to set off fucking fireworks during a heatwave and a drought like none I've seen before. There's already so many fires tonight going out of control because everything's bone dry. How humans even made it this far is beyond me

My 10 year old autistic little brother is SO DAMN ANNOYING, I do one tiny little thing and he scratches me, and he scratches me so hard I bleed, I still remember when I was VERY young, he used to scratch my face till it bled, I can even see the scars on my face right now. At school everyone sees the scars on my arm and asks what happened, but idk why, im too afraid to tell people I get abused by my LITTLE brother. Also, I haven’t mentioned, he pulls my hair when he’s mad at me, for example, I didn’t throw my dirty tissue away and I say “I’ll do it later” he gets mad and scratches me/ pulls my hair. This is the reason my hair is so fragile. Once he pulled so hard so much hair came out. I’ve tried talking to my parent about this but they say im the one who starts it, which I do admit is true but it is SO HARD to avoid making him angry. And when I pull his hair (for defence), he starts crying and my parents blame me.

My 10 year old autistic little brother is SO DAMN ANNOYING, I do one tiny little thing and he scratches me, and he scratches me so hard I bleed, I still remember when I was VERY young, he used to scratch my face till it bled, I can even see the scars on my face right now. At school everyone sees the scars on my arm and asks what happened, but idk why, im too afraid to tell people I get abused by my LITTLE brother. Also, I haven’t mentioned, he pulls my hair when he’s mad at me, for example, I didn’t throw my dirty tissue away and I say “I’ll do it later” he gets mad and scratches me/ pulls my hair. This is the reason my hair is so fragile. Once he pulled so hard so much hair came out. I’ve tried talking to my parent about this but they say im the one who starts it, which I do admit is true but it is SO HARD to avoid making him angry. And when I pull his hair (for defence), he starts crying and my parents blame me.

I WANT THIS PLANET, MYSELF INCLUDED, TO JUST EXPLODE AND BE DONE ALREADY....BRING ON THE END!!!!

i keep having the thought of all roads leading to suicide, i dont know how much longer im going to make it, im not emotionally available but i want to be heard so bad.

I want to die. Alone, isolated, no family no friends and not by choice. I tried ligature with my belt last year before Thanksgiving...not another unholiday(s) as I feel celebrating them just emphasizes I'm alone. Failed obviously. Passed out and as I did I can honestly say I was feeling at peace. Violently awoken, couldn't control my body, grand mal seizure due to lack of oxygen/blood flow later was found out. Lost bladder and bowel control. Neighbor in the building had called police because she thought someone was being beaten up. My eyes were so bloodshot they looked like cherries and my face was purple, belt mark around my neck...in short the first responders knew immediately. Carted off to a psyche ward for 3 weeks, refused medication...i worked in healthcare for 26 years...know the side effects. Played along, talked to the shrink and got the fuck outta there. I'm right back where i was. Don't need comments need a hug.

I’m leaving my job, but finishing out my 2 weeks in an environment where it feels like I don’t belong when I once did is heartbreaking. I really just want to be done now. It’s affecting my mental health and I have nobody to talk to without burdening them. It’s ruining my relationship in the process because I’m burdening him with my feelings and it’s not fair to him. I let my walls down for too long, and I can’t rebuild them again.

Im insecure about my looks, I have acne, but it had been getting better now, and my hair is so fragile, probably because my autistic little brother keeps pulling on it when he’s mad at me, I’ve told a parent about his but they favour him. Im also insecure about my teeth, they look yellow, even though I brush them daily. Also when I get out the shower I have all these red itchy spots on my chest, they do go away but they are so annoying.

Yeah, I miss my groomer too and he is a total bum and I have a great stable life living with my best friend and soulmate.

My friends are mean, they bully me, after telling them about my sen they just made fun of my more but I can’t find new friend bc making friends is hard for me and I don’t like being alone

I miss my groomer. I've never felt so special before, I felt like a priority. He would make time for me. I didn't have to be the person to text first all the time. Now I'm all alone, I have two friends and none of them make me feel as special as he did. They never check up on me. They can see I'm struggling. even when I'm cutting myself they don't care. I make time for them constantly but they couldn't give two shits about me, they never ever talk to me first. They probably just find me annoying and want me gone. I would give anything to feel that special again.

I don't know what's wrong with me Im perfectly healthy in a stable relationship in a stable household But I still feel empty? I cry myself to sleep every single night I think my past still looms over me but im really trying to heal I don't want to stay like this forever

I want someone to love, to share my romance and confidence as it drives me to better myself. I wish to cuddle to the chest and bask in the heartbeat of a beloved, and whisper sweet nothings to each other in our embrace. I want to feel alive and wish to have someone that makes me happy to be loved, to be chosen, to have a reason to why I deserve to be alive.

Nothing of this world, let alone a single country, have ever been worth living for due to the escalating evils and depression events we all have to suffer from. Our religion is a joke that displays those who wish to do good are powerless and buried, while those who worship evil flourish and suffer no consequences, all in the name of God. Our admission has lied, cheat, and corrupt any chance to promote good and fair lifestyles that instead, are force to adapt a stream of anti social, apathic and self centered emotions that if you were to cry outrages, you will be buried than listened too. Labor and businesses have became stagnated in their goals and thus no matter how much they need "Help Wanted", they will work skeleton crews as layoffs, merges, and cost cutting practices remove people's hopes and dreams to the abyss, all because the boss wants to hold on to the fat coin purse. Many more issues as well, but at the core, what is the point of caring for a world when it doesn't?

Coworker getting married. Never shuts up about it.