All Rants

I cut off my friend of 4 years because I felt she was toxic. Our friends did the same thing and supported my decision. But everyday I think about her. And all feel is regret. It feels like i have no one talk too and no one who shares the same interest as me. I miss having someone who could call whenever I wanted too. I miss having someone who could play videogames with me. I miss having someone who could cosplay with me. I miss having someone who could reply to every message I sent within a few minutes. I miss having someone I could show my art too and immediately be glazed instead of ignored. I miss her. But the actions she's done are so awful but the more I think about it the more I realize that she really has changed. Yes she still has terrible qualities, but maybe instead of ditching her I should of helped her. I whann be friends again, but I don't wanna get sucked back into the situation I was in. I don't think it was just her, I think I might've been toxic too.

maaan i hope I never have sex again it was overrated anyway

Been a failure, I could not find a role that suits my education which I dreamt of, not being able to support family, going through a medical emergency both financially and emotionally. Not able to look after my health. Losing friends, not brave enough to approach someone for help. I'm a mess. Only thought I'm having constantly is why was I born.

Ive been in a depressive episode for 3 months, I cant do this anymore. The only reason I'm still sane is because im trying to keep my family together. I have no one to talk to about how im feeling, and my family suspects nothing. They compare me to my sister who's becoming a problem saying they're glad im not like her. Truth is im trying to be a good child and make my parents happy, ive always hidden how I feel to cause less problems. Im jealous of people who can cut themselves, im itching to do it. But my mum has found out 3 times before and I dont want to stress her anymore. So I cut on the upper of my thigh but that doesnt suffice. I want to cut my arms freely and not just a small portion of my thighs. When I move out its probably the first thing im doing. I wish I had someone to comfort, amd hug me, and someone I could just tell everything.

I was a mistake. Sometimes I recall how my mother would tell me she wanted a daughter, but instead she had me. I wonder if my sister had come first if my parents would have even tried for a second child. I wish I hadn't been born. I know there are people out there who are starving or dying, people who would be able to do so much more with a life like mine. I wish I could have given my life to someone else, someone more deserving of it. I genuinely hate myself. I hate that I will never amount to anything. I hate that I wasn't the child my parents wanted. I hate that I'm even here typing out this cringe fucking vent post about my insecurities.

Trying to find a job these days is ridiculous and next to impossible. Employers seem want someone perfect, which nobody is, yet they act unprofessional and snotty toward the people they interview. I had an interviewer make me wait 23 minutes after the scheduled interview and then have the nerve to snottily come out and ask if she scheduled me for an interview that day! Hello? You were the one called me! It would seem like you would have wrote it down or something. And that's just one example of the unprofessional people in this craphole town. I want so much to get out of here but I'm afraid that the whole world is crap now and it will be the same way everywhere. I know I could do a good job (and maybe even be the boss, and do the job better than them) if someone would freaking give me a chance!!!!

My sister is making my family fall apart because of her mental health. She's reposted suicidal videos, made my dad move out temporarily because he feels she doesn't want him in the house, caused my mum sleep problems and stress at work, and made me irritated. She runs away when confronted and when people try to help her she refuses. I wish this will all pass soon I just want my family to be back to normal.

I low key hate my life and miserable litterally every single day ever since I looked for God 2 years ago my life feels just fking awful and nothing in life is going how I wanted the only good things that came out it that went right was I'm in far less pain then I used to be and I was in pain for many years and I also do sht ton of good things/ charity stuff I don't even do it for rewards, I gave up on trying to get the actual jesus to notice me about 2 years ago now I just do it bc I like it but I swear to you my life honestly feels worse and I disagree with the bible a lot not everything but a lot. I did more than my share of bible studies & I'm telling you it shouldn't be this fling hard and this fking awful every ounce of my soul screams this isn't the actual jesus that I'm under, I believe he exists but this is not him, and honestly I just truly do not believe the actual jesus christ can hear me when I pray I swear it reaches something that isn't him instead it sucks. Jesus suxs

my sister is ruining my life. i’ve basically no free time ever since she was born, and i can’t imagine how little time to myself i’ll have when school starts again. My mom expects me to always be in the mood to watch her, but I just can’t. it’s impossible. My physical and mental health have been rapidly deteriorating, I can’t tell anyone because I have no one, the only person i feel comfortable with is my younger brother—but he’s awfully immature so he’s not reliable. It doesn’t help i’m moving soon, so i’ve been more stressed ever since then…. idk, i just needed to let that off my chest.

why am i like this why do i feel like this. i hate life so much right now it sucks so bad i hate junior year i swear i feel like im going insane how is it day 2 and im already going through a depressive episode i feel so overwhelmed and classes haven’t even gotten hard yet we haven’t even started the first assignment i swear i feel like im undiagnosed or going insane i hate this i hate feeling like this so much please

The grass cutter company was here again today they've been getting on my nerves a lot I find them to be disrespectful and weird. I had very clearly written a note on a chair that said do not touch anything in this area and explained why, then today a few hours ago the leaf blower guy aimed his leaf blowing thing both at one of my bird feeders and knocked one of things over i specifically said not to touch. Personally I believe they have no reason to be on my deck or in that area and I made it very clear I would sue on the note if anyone touched it. The 2nd to last time they were here one sat on deck on the bench and the previous time one smoked a cigarette on my deck during his shift. I find this company disrespectful low key rude and I often suspect the equipment they are using is ridiculous loud like there was many times even ear plugs are not enough. I hope to God someone reports them and at least sees if it's illegal equipment. This company is awful

Idk what to say, my ex recently became apart of my friend group, (ik its weird, dont mention it, hes gay now i think) its been normal, him hanging out with us, talking, gossiping, like he's just another girl in the group, its still summer break in my country, but in the last week of school, he's been acting kinda weird, (for context i have 4 close friends, him, my best friend and the twins we'll call L and E) he's been getting close to E recently, i didn't think much of it, untill L said to me he's been wierd around E, all i can remeber is that he was touching her thigh when comforting her, i shrugged it off at first, untill i though more about it recently, he HAS been acting kinda weird, im probs just being paranoid like always tho..

As a long time gears fan I feel very dissapointed in the beta rewards everything about what I have seen (from the picture) just screams lack of trying to impress fans lack of trying for even creativity it's as if they have never seen a beta reward from previous gears even the icon is like really that's it that's the best you have, the character reward alone is just pathetic. I swear to you it's like it was designed by someone who never saw the gears 5 beta never saw how hyped up people were and how excited they were. Gears has millions who play these games and many are hard-core players who spent a lot of money on these games and it's like this is the best you could come with for a game we've been waiting years to play. They use to get thousands of people excited to watch gears of War esports games online through mixer (before twitch was out) and you had to stay logged in and hit claim to get the rewards often for hours. Thousands would watch the gears esports games for rewards

I dont feel like myself, every time its quiet i need to cover up the silence with music cuz i'm forced to listen to my own thoughts (im listening to why did i say okie doki rn 👍) when my mum sends me upstairs with no tablet i'm forced to listen to myself and when im in trouble ALL i can think of is my insecurities and flaws

I hate my life rn, everything is just changing and it’s overwhelming, at school everyone is bullying me and being racist, people call me teachers pet too, like sitting at the front doesn’t mean you are one. Once this boy next to me was so annoying I cried. Only the teacher understood me when I talked to her.

I got back with my ex because I felt empty without a bf.I hate how empty I feel when I don’t have a bf but he’s kinda sh!tty.I don’t feel in love with him but I also don’t want to just dump him after we said we would try make it work.I try to talk to my friends but all they do is judge me and say I’m in the wrong.I genuinely feel so wrong.I hate love but love is all I want.

What blimmin twat thinks its a good idea to set off fucking fireworks during a heatwave and a drought like none I've seen before. There's already so many fires tonight going out of control because everything's bone dry. How humans even made it this far is beyond me

My 10 year old autistic little brother is SO DAMN ANNOYING, I do one tiny little thing and he scratches me, and he scratches me so hard I bleed, I still remember when I was VERY young, he used to scratch my face till it bled, I can even see the scars on my face right now. At school everyone sees the scars on my arm and asks what happened, but idk why, im too afraid to tell people I get abused by my LITTLE brother. Also, I haven’t mentioned, he pulls my hair when he’s mad at me, for example, I didn’t throw my dirty tissue away and I say “I’ll do it later” he gets mad and scratches me/ pulls my hair. This is the reason my hair is so fragile. Once he pulled so hard so much hair came out. I’ve tried talking to my parent about this but they say im the one who starts it, which I do admit is true but it is SO HARD to avoid making him angry. And when I pull his hair (for defence), he starts crying and my parents blame me.

My 10 year old autistic little brother is SO DAMN ANNOYING, I do one tiny little thing and he scratches me, and he scratches me so hard I bleed, I still remember when I was VERY young, he used to scratch my face till it bled, I can even see the scars on my face right now. At school everyone sees the scars on my arm and asks what happened, but idk why, im too afraid to tell people I get abused by my LITTLE brother. Also, I haven’t mentioned, he pulls my hair when he’s mad at me, for example, I didn’t throw my dirty tissue away and I say “I’ll do it later” he gets mad and scratches me/ pulls my hair. This is the reason my hair is so fragile. Once he pulled so hard so much hair came out. I’ve tried talking to my parent about this but they say im the one who starts it, which I do admit is true but it is SO HARD to avoid making him angry. And when I pull his hair (for defence), he starts crying and my parents blame me.

I WANT THIS PLANET, MYSELF INCLUDED, TO JUST EXPLODE AND BE DONE ALREADY....BRING ON THE END!!!!