i feel so terrible all the time, i havent felt happy in so long. i dont get invited places. i drink. im having financial trouble. trouble at school. my brother has cancer. i have a gay sister in a homophobic household.
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Hi again. I never really wanted this life; I'm so tired, I promise. It feels like I have no choice in anything. I'm always strong, but I cry every single day.
hello :) Why am I so unlucky? My childhood wasn't good; I probably don't even remember a bit of it. My parents broke up, and my grandma stepped in as a mother and has been with me ever since. But my parents always work abroad. My older sister got pregnant and now has two kids. My dad had a stroke. I have hard feelings about him—I have my reasons—but I still hope he's okay. I've met a lot of friends whom I've considered family, but you can't bring everyone with you; some will leave and you'll be alone in the end, and that's reality. Okay, moving on, I know my dream and my passion: I want to be an architect or work in the arts field, like fine arts. but my mom wants me to take nursing, so i don't see myself in it, i always adjust, im fucking tired of everything, always on video calls, the noise in the house, my drunk uncle who's lazy and doesn't work properly. always encounter traffic even if i leave early. i'm tired, shit, like everything i do is just wrong. i want peace of mind.
This person i know is nearly avlways angry and annoyed. Lets say we have a task we got to do, and it can only be done one way. I will remind them of this, and then they will respond back rude and annoyed. it has been like this for many years. i really can not take it anymore.
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Right now i'm kind of angry (i wish i could choose multiple of the things to rant about,,, i like ranting about people too) but anyways i every other interaction with this one person worsens my opinion on them and its like what the fuck dude oh my goodddddd. tis time it was a minor thing where i was like "Orange cat isn't a species" and then they proceeded to call it a species again. ??? like what
How do I get them to love me the way I love them They’re so beautiful. Maybe not so much to society, but in my eyes they are amazingly hot. Not just hot in a sexy way, like hot as in looking at you makes me happy, just being around you does that actually. Oh to be attractive
I hate how everyone in my family is talking about my cousin . I mean its my dad, mom aunts, brothers everyone is talking about how strong she will be one day.. It makes me angry why does nobody see me like that.. All I ever wanted was to prove myself and I always get over shadowed by that bitch. She's younger yes I know how bad this sounds but I remember one day she told me my older brother liked her more and she beamed with pride and I wanted to bitch slap her but I didn't..I can't wait to one day be better than her.. This time I'II be the one overshadowing her. And like Naruto once said , "Believe it"
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I have a fragmented identity and no sense of self because I didn’t have the chance to form or develop right I feel like I have no soul i dont feel like a real person I struggle with self alienation everyday and I just want to be and feel normal
I skip out on P.E usually cause I’m scared people will judge me and I mostly skip out when teams play against other (big teams, and it’s people you don’t know) I’m just not confident enough and am trying to work on it, but I feel like I will skip out on it forever and then get horrible grades that lead to a horrible future.
) im tired of my parents judgement on me my mom is super helicopter mom I don’t feel any privacy in this house anyways since I was little I was raised the traditional way everything about me had to be perfect and anytime I stood infornt of my mom talking to her just standing there she starts bringing up my flaws which caused me to get body dysmorphia at 8 crazy right? I wish it stopped there she didn’t find any flaws about me academically (I haven’t got below 100 in 4 years with my lowest grade being 99.97) she still threatens me about that stuff while on the other hand my dad is around but isn’t present he’s either In a another country or at my uncles house I lived in fear for several years my mom accuses me of having no mercy but when I was 7 I would hear her saying(oh if I didn’t commit sucide this week I wouldn’t be me) while she was overwhelmed I would count down the daystill the week ends and stay by her what hurt me most was afterI sat at the kitchen table knife inhand abt tokms
I just realized that I'm not for the program that I chose, I dont wanna work in healthcare especially in this country, Im almost finish with my first year with this program and I know that its not that far yet to not change my mind but I think about my mother who worked really hard to pay my tuition how am I gonna tell her that I wanna start again? Im gonna change programs? everthing in this country is shitty, the education system and specially the health system, studying in my program made me realized how unfair it is for the citizens in this country who all paid taxes even if their salaries are already so small yet this country cant even provide proper healthcare and education. FUCK THIS COUNTRYS POLITICAL DYNASTIES, FUCK THE DUTERTES, FUCK THE MARCOSES FUCK THEM ALL. I HOPE SOMEONE JUST BOMBS THEIR ASSES RN. FUCK THEIR SHIT
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i need to know if im just delusional or if my best friend and i are into each other
I feel lonely. Aside from my family- my friends never seem to show up unless it’s continent for them or they need something. I’ve struggled with mental health issues for the longest time, and they never seem to support me. Some of these friends don’t even bother to look up from their computer during our lunch break- just about the only time I see them. My gifts just sit in their closet or drawer- never taken out or even used. I
I was trying to lay down and take a nap. I had just finished running errands. Then, out of nowhere, I got hit with these stupid memories that feel fake, but I know are real, of me being SA’d as a kid by my older brother. And it hit me, that this man has kids of his own now. I feel like I should tell someone, but I feel like it’s too late. And even if it’s not, would anybody even care? He was also a kid when he did that. And everyone thinks he’s a good person. My family already fell apart a long time ago, so I don’t know if it’d be appropriate to tell my mom or dad. But now I can’t stop thinking about it. My heart is racing. I can’t fall back asleep.
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Still ignoring the trolls putting up false information about others and putting up only people and countries names because the trolls pay them which is bribery. And if you are not stupid and don't pay you are visitors banned after one Rant or reply.
Quick Rant still ignoring the trolls putting up false information about others and putting up only people and countries names because the trolls pay you which is bribery. And if you are not stupid and don't pay you are visitors banned after one Rant or reply. Rant Ramage is similar, you don't pay your rants are not put up.2/
i feel like shit after snooping through my bf's phone even tho he gave me permission without me asking. i found a groupchat of him, his ex, and her closest friend about having a threesome. all the contents in that groupchat messages are about them talking what positions they want to do, what toys to use, when and whose house theyre gonna do it at. i left his home and felt nauseous on my way back.
You know, guys, I can't tell if my coworker is just weirdly friendly, or she's actually into me, and that's weird. She waddles around me every time I set a doorstop down, she gives me heart emojis, she fixed my collar in front of company, she followed me while I held a ladder, she always wants me to sit with her whenever possible, and she focuses more on my things than just hers.