All Rants

Has anyone who was queer been accused of not queer because of your physical appearance? Really as a person from a quite conservative family I have been under the radar for some time and I was thinking that if I don't show that I am queer then am I still queer? Do I have to act 'queer' in order to be queer? I am a genderfluid enby who is omniromantic and graysexual, though at school I always represented myself as a more feminine individual in the community, though people have told me that they never connected me as a queer person even though I have told them my identity, the misunderstanding has become to a point where they think I am not a real queer person simply because I don't dress and act like one. I have been quite stressed and confused about this..................

i swear ive been having like the most SHITTY day possible, i woke up, wasn't motivated enough to brush my teeth or wash my face and i felt like a fucking fatass while eating breakfast and left the house late. While i was at school, during lunch my friend congragulated himself for not misgendering me when THAT SHOULD BE THE STANDARD YOUVE KNOWN ME SINCE SEPTEMBER AND STILL CALL ME A FUCKING GIRL. Then at recess two of my friends were literally screaming the whole time and i got a really bad headache and one of them screamed right in my face so i yelled at them both to "shut the fuck up for literally five seconds" because i was so overstimulated and my head hurt so much. Then one of them started laughing because there was a special ed kid who heard me curse and went "i heard that yknow," which wouldv'e been funny in ANY OTHER FUCKING SITUATION. And then after i blew up at them they proceeded to ignore me then started again with the screaming. theres more stuff but im out of charactersTvT

Sometimes stupid people can be the ones that makes the general day go bad, and especially PL who I sincerely tell you all that she could be the utmost annoying ones you could meet in life. Having the audacity to tell you what to do and not what to do in specific areas where she thinks she has a better understanding than you do even if the relationship between you and her are classmates, pestering you and pulling you around like a dog on the leash. She would questions the things you do and the way you are, having an identity so foreign for the whiteness she has she decides to say that you are a poser who is trying to be 'special'. Friends as you hear this, PL is not someone that is nice and be aware of those who are overly welcoming towards you because that might be a serpent underneath that petite flower.

Really fucking annoying to some that just don't leave you alone at school and constantly spreads negative things about you. Yes you PL, seriously what is wrong with you? From the moment I came into this school you seem really persistent in welcoming me, though rude at times when you cut in conversations frequently when I am the one talking and really talks about racial things that typically points at me - that unease me that is why I became quite distanced from you. WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE???? AND CREATE LITTLE SOCIAL CIRCLES JUST TO HARASS AND ISOLATE ME??? SERIOUSLY???? THAT IS HOW YOU HANDLE A GRUDGE IS BY BEING PERSONAL IN MY PERSONAL LIFE? SERIOUSLY WITH ALL THE POLITENESS AND BASICS FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPID YOU ARE SUCH A ANNOYING PERSON IN MY LIFE AND ALSO NH TOO NEVER HAVING A CLEAR CONVERSATION WHEN IT COMES TO CONFRONTATION LIKE WHAT YOU MEAN YOU SAID I KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING AND WANTED ME TO FIGURE IT OUT MYSELF????? THAT IS NOT HELPING AT ALL...............

got a mechanical keyboard and i really enjoy the sound it makes when I type. i just wanted a change of scenery while doing assignments, so i went to the living room table. someone i live with walks by and says "you know your keyboard is loud right?" in my mind: yeah, and i like the sound it makes when I type. I wish I could tell them, "you know your podcasts you play on your speaker everyday is loud right?" i can hear it throughout the house even in room. ughhh

I feel frustated and sad because my results at work keep being bad or just fine. I know im not just a "fine" person, I know I can give more but I keep trying my best and the best I can but I just keep having avareage results. I want to do my best but I don´t know how

my wife pisses me off to no end, she's been layed off since January, I know it's not her fault, I care, I really do, but the lack of acting like she doesn't need to help out around the house was bad when she had a job, now she doesn't and it's even worse, today was her birthday, I get it, but I wouldn't invite a friend over to stay the night without making sure the house is clean, I get home from work in a good mood happy for her birthday, but her friend is here with her ready to hang out and spend the night, only no one has cleaned the house or cleaned the spare bedroom which was full of junk, she said she'd clean it, but they were about to watch a movie, I said I would do it despite I'm tired from work and wanting to spend time with my wife and child, now her friend is here, spending the night, the room is a mess, oh and with all that she hasn't had sex with me in 2 months since she lost her job, I'm beyond frustrated. I try to be kind, loving, and all that, im just frustrated

I dont feel fine

i keep losing loved ones. grandparent got cancer, and my parent passed away. i feel so alone and just tired of losing literally everyone

family problems and losing people from my family

i feel so terrible all the time, i havent felt happy in so long. i dont get invited places. i drink. im having financial trouble. trouble at school. my brother has cancer. i have a gay sister in a homophobic household.

Hi again. I never really wanted this life; I'm so tired, I promise. It feels like I have no choice in anything. I'm always strong, but I cry every single day.

hello :) Why am I so unlucky? My childhood wasn't good; I probably don't even remember a bit of it. My parents broke up, and my grandma stepped in as a mother and has been with me ever since. But my parents always work abroad. My older sister got pregnant and now has two kids. My dad had a stroke. I have hard feelings about him—I have my reasons—but I still hope he's okay. I've met a lot of friends whom I've considered family, but you can't bring everyone with you; some will leave and you'll be alone in the end, and that's reality. Okay, moving on, I know my dream and my passion: I want to be an architect or work in the arts field, like fine arts. but my mom wants me to take nursing, so i don't see myself in it, i always adjust, im fucking tired of everything, always on video calls, the noise in the house, my drunk uncle who's lazy and doesn't work properly. always encounter traffic even if i leave early. i'm tired, shit, like everything i do is just wrong. i want peace of mind.

This person i know is nearly avlways angry and annoyed. Lets say we have a task we got to do, and it can only be done one way. I will remind them of this, and then they will respond back rude and annoyed. it has been like this for many years. i really can not take it anymore.

Right now i'm kind of angry (i wish i could choose multiple of the things to rant about,,, i like ranting about people too) but anyways i every other interaction with this one person worsens my opinion on them and its like what the fuck dude oh my goodddddd. tis time it was a minor thing where i was like "Orange cat isn't a species" and then they proceeded to call it a species again. ??? like what

How do I get them to love me the way I love them They’re so beautiful. Maybe not so much to society, but in my eyes they are amazingly hot. Not just hot in a sexy way, like hot as in looking at you makes me happy, just being around you does that actually. Oh to be attractive

Feel bad about whats happening

I hate how everyone in my family is talking about my cousin . I mean its my dad, mom aunts, brothers everyone is talking about how strong she will be one day.. It makes me angry why does nobody see me like that.. All I ever wanted was to prove myself and I always get over shadowed by that bitch. She's younger yes I know how bad this sounds but I remember one day she told me my older brother liked her more and she beamed with pride and I wanted to bitch slap her but I didn't..I can't wait to one day be better than her.. This time I'II be the one overshadowing her. And like Naruto once said , "Believe it"

I have a fragmented identity and no sense of self because I didn’t have the chance to form or develop right I feel like I have no soul i dont feel like a real person I struggle with self alienation everyday and I just want to be and feel normal

I skip out on P.E usually cause I’m scared people will judge me and I mostly skip out when teams play against other (big teams, and it’s people you don’t know) I’m just not confident enough and am trying to work on it, but I feel like I will skip out on it forever and then get horrible grades that lead to a horrible future.