All Rants

uhm, right, well, im not too sure what to say, its been hard ig, ive been feeling like crap, ive been feeling like crap for most of my life... I think it started in primary school, my sister was always THE person, you know? Like everyone knew her or knew about her, and ig it started getting to me, it felt like I was constantly in her shadow... She is awesome tho, she always stood up for me so its not her fault at all. She is smart, got good grades and studies something really cool. And I... well I barely passed school and studied at an art college... So its fair to say that im a disappointmen. Im also a believer of Christ and try to live for Jesus everyday, but I constantly fail, I fall back into sin often, and that keeps on taking me back to when I was a failur, maby I still am? Im just sick of feeling like I shouldn't be here anymore, even my younger brother is smarter, better looking, bigger and cooler than me.... yeah idk, I''m just tired ig, tired of living like... me I guess.....

Sometimes I feel like the annoying, dumb, designated ugly fat friend, when compared to my friends who are thin, pretty/handsome, smart. In addition I did try telling them both that, but i don't think they care much, but it could be just me over thinking. The worst part was whenever one had a sort of phase where she kept saying she looked fat while eating or just infront of me, I tried talking to them both about it but as I said before it felt like they couldn't care less, which in hindsight took a great toll on my mental health, so currently I just feel like a pig with lipstick everytime I try to make myself look prettier or something like that. However, all of this could just be me over thinking.

I just started a break with my bf because within the last 6 months I’ve been feeling uninterested in the relationship and putting it basically no effort. We’ve been together for 4 years so if I feel like I’m throwing away a huge part of my life, but I don’t want to be unhappy. I’m worried that going as far as breaking up is a mistake because he’s truly a good bf and I don’t want to give that up. To be more detailed, I literally find myself feeling like it’s a chore to even text him back, and when I get a text a small part of me hopes it’s not him. I don’t even know how long this break is gonna be for but I just want someone’s opinion on my situation.

I feel so alone, I feel like no one will understand or even try to check up on me. I try to comfort everyone and try to make sure everyone is okay but no one seems to ask ME if I’m ok. I feel like I’m never enough for people. I feel like I’m nothing without my school achievements. I feel like no one would even care if I tried to kill my self tonight. They would try for a week then forget about me. I miss when I didn’t feel like I have to impress and care and worry for everyone else because it feels like I’m alone and have no one. I have friends but I’m too afraid to ask for help. No matter how try I want to open up I just can’t. I have a fear someone will use my struggles against me still. I feel alone. I feel like I have no one. I feel like no one ACTUALLY likes me. I feel like they like the attention I give them. Why do I feel like this every day.

Why do you act like you're a staple of the community when you're some of shittiest neighbors in town? sooner or later the way you act and are towards us will come back on you. I don't understand why it doesn't bother the rest of my family. Because they're shit on us nearly getting us evicted. Pushed snow against our vehicle on top of blowing up confetti on our walk. Does that sound like an "ideal" neighbor to you? All fam will say is "we need a place to live" instead of doing anything about their shit behavior. Yeah we need a place to live, but that doesn't mean we have to lay down and take their bullshit karen treatment either. They really piss me off. I've never done anything to these people is what gets me as well. But they all act on social media " im so sorry prayers for you" etc etc. What about the people you tried to get kicked out offline?! Oh no of course wouldn't do anything to tarnish that halo you got to show off all over social media to others. I hope you get what udeserve

I want to kms because of my sister's condition and how it affects my family. Ever since a young age I had to live with constant fights arguments screams blood and tension because of my sisters bipolar disorder and depression bipolar and I always had to set aside my childhood for her needs and comfort. I experienced her trying to attempt many times since I was a toddler, some that my brain has blocked out and some that are vividly in the back of my mind eating away at what's left my reason to live. This year alone it's been 3 times that she has sh or attempted. twice c*t and once tried to jump off 2 story house. Those times that it happened are still there to me and I still get nervous when she's cooking or near the balcony. Thankfully much of her stress has left like school and projects and deadlines but her anger and irritation hasnt left in years. Every happy moment turns sour because I start to think about that day and how it could've been me and nobody would've batted an eye. done

I was SA'ed by my uncle....i really wanna myself....

I want to be fucked in all my orifices

so bascially this guy I knew in real life would text me like 24/7 for weeks on end and then he claimed he was being 'love bombed' cause apparently one ' I miss you reel' was the line whereas he was sending md reels like 'imagine if I did something dumb and you get to say I'm your boyfriend' liks honestly if anything I was the one being love bombed. He even said he was going to make a promise ring for me by hand and stuff and then two days after sending me that reel mentioned above he says we would be better off as friends and that he meant most of what he said at the time. What could I have possibly done in two days that gave him the ick. He even changed my nickname to sweetie idk I just feel really manipulated.

Terrorism included within the same market as patriotism, just another mask that the one before claims to be against. It works at a variety of different Eastern and Western ends just as between vanilla and strawberry ice cream of different tastes in a torture parlour.

Every time I talk, someone becomes bored or annoyed. I'm bothering others just by breathing and taking up their space. I'm never liked, nor represented as having a clear sense of self outside of parodies and stereotypes. I live just to be made fun of as a glue, as a theatre outing you might take your friends to visit- that kind of a social disaster. I don't want to kill myself for other people, but I can't stop living for them. I know that makes me weak, and the spiral continues of trying to reach some perspective that no one around me has reached before, while I'm actually dumb enough to be radicalized by other parts of the status quo oppressing people like me (yay, capitalism).

Hi I am really going through a heartbreak silently And I can't handle it I want to scream and cry and wish someone knew how much it hurts And my birthday is soon and I can't seem to let it go I can't sit a second without thinking or crying Help me

Gosh i hate being left out. First at my old school we basically had a group hierachy, ofc i was right at the bottom, it sucked when the leader decided she didn't like me one day and everyone kinda just agreed with her. it wasnt anything new ive been left out my entire life but still really sucked. A new girl came soon and pretty much replaced me. after that i vented to my friend about it, the week after somehow it had turned into a twisted rummour and i ended up having no friends. i got sick of it and moved schools. The girls were all so nice to me. it felt unreal to have someone be this nice, like i swear ive never loved a person more that this one girl. who was my first friend there. after a while i realised i still felt really out of place bc she has a best friend already, who i feel like secretly hates me. those two talk all the time and dont acknowldge that the other half of the friend group exist. anyway long storyshort, i feel like dying half the time i have no one to vent to.

I wish my absensce haunted someone. I wish that when I'm not around, that people will miss me, feel a hole in their chest. I wish that people would think about me when I'm not around, think "oh I wonder what she's doing" "I wonder what she's feeling". But i feel like no one thinks of me like that at all. Don't get me wrong my friends are nice, I love them individually but not together as a group. Like today i was sitting there while two of them were talking all alone. I kept randomly dissapearing to the bathroom and didn't say goodbye when it was classtime, and they didn't say a word. Did they even fucking notice? I feel so damn alone even when i am surrounded by people. I feel like my mind went out of my head, and i could really use a good friend to help me find it. I always wonder about others. I wonder about them and about what they are wondering about, if they are thinking about what i'm thinking about and so on. But instead i sit alone in my room wondering if my life is worth it.

this friend of mine, i have an issue with her. she kind of uses me i feel but if i say anything about it i’m being stingy. one of the first time it happened was when i was driving her around with another friend and she was asking me to stop by here and there for her. I felt like a driver and the worse thing is she never offered to pay for any of my food drink or anything out of courtesy. i think it’s because i have an electric car and i said how it was cheaper than gas money so she just treated it all like free stuff. this was the same day when she was stuck with no ride to a dentist appointment and i offered to help drop her off. never told me that i could leave and do my own thing so i was stuck waiting for her at the dentist then had to take her home as well. today really frustrated me. i’m on ebt and when we stopped by a grocery store just for looking around she wanted something and ask if my ebt would cover it. Excuse me that’s mine is she implying i should get it for her?

cheated on my ex. twice. it was a while ago but i still haven't moved past it because it's probably my biggest mistake ever lol. i'm a huuuge attention seeker and have been for most of my life (emotionally absent dad, you know how it is.) so i've always wanted more and more from any of my partners. at some point it just wasn't enough for me, went to seek out more attention by cheating. somehow i got a second chance after the first time. buuuut once a cheater, always a cheater. of course i did it again. so we've been apart for about 8 months now and i've gotten into a new relationship. i think i've learned my lesson after all the consequences i faced, but i'm still afraid i'll do it again. i don't want to be a cheater, it doesn't bring me joy. but i'm afraid that what my partner has to offer won't be enough for me at some point. maybe i'm better off single. yes, i've had extensive therapy. i don't want to hurt the person i love.

More idiots driving illegally dangerously and stupidity in Cardross St Yeerongpilly in which police continue to ignore especially the 13 number. 6.15pm 25th of May 2026 Driver of white sedan stopped in the lane blocking other traffic, reversed into driveway and then drove into Cardross St blocking the traffic lane again and then drove into driveway which they should have done in the first place. Driver of dark coloured 4 wheel drive crew cab ute, couldn't wait a few seconds so turned right out of driveway nearly running into another 4 wheel drive crew cab on the traffic lane forcing it to break suddenly.

It' been exactly one year ago today my best friend ghosted me after an argument. Long story short, we were a group of 3 and we essentially were mean girls. I got in therapy and wanted to change, they didn't, when arguing about this they ghosted me. I don't miss how messy and mean we could be and I have felt better about myself since then but still miss them occasionally. Tonight I've hit a pretty low point mentally (I'm diagnosed bipolar and have been fighting to get back on meds for a while) and tried and failed to get my fiance to wake up and help me calm down so I didn't spiral and do something stupid. Well I was looking through his phone, found out he's recently been messaging girls on instagram trying to get them to send him nudes, I woke him up again to confront him and his logic was he didn't think it was that big a deal which is so stupid!!! We've been together for YEARS and he knows how I feel about lying and he went behind my back and messaged girls on insta.

I'm so tired of being left out and waiting for someone to include me in. My "friends" say I matter but their actions say otherwise. They all hang out and do everything I want to do with friends yet they bece include me. And that I'm the one that brought them all together. The only one who cares is my boyfriend but I hate it.. He says he'll wait behind then have me be left alone but I don't want him to wait for me because of my stupid issues. I just want to be heard without having to drag someone else down with me..

I'm so annoyed. I feel like I am being too protective of my girlfriend about wearing a bikini to a swimming party witb her friends. I am so jealous and worried. I appreciate her updates but I feel like she doesn't like how I am being protective. She also is not returning "I love you"s. A simple heart or reply that she also feels the same. But no. None. It even feels like she is ignoring my ILYs. Fucking annoying me that I feel like I am the one wrong and guilty for being worried about her and being jealous. It's like I feel guilty for being jealous and hurt she isn't responding to my ILYs. I'm annoyed and hurt. I don't know what is the right thing to do. I feel like I am being too much...