All Rants

Someone in my life agitates me to no end b/c they're so focused on being miserable that it stresses me out. They claim society has it against them while blatantly ignoring the privileges and blessings they do have while also using me as a traumaudience. I'm over them, but still keep checking up on them which frustrates me b/c I care about them, but can't keep stressing myself out to help them improve if they're not willing to do it for themselves. Even if I could solve their self-imposed dilemmas, they wouldn't recognize me for it.

Oh my god, that one teacher who thinks she’s the head of the school… where do I even start? She walks into class like she owns the place, like the whole school revolves around her and her ruler of doom. We can’t talk. We can’t move. We can’t breathe wrong, or suddenly we’re getting a 10-minute lecture on “respect” like we’re guilty of committing crimes against humanity. Homework? She assigns enough work to make NASA jealous and then acts shocked when half the class can’t do it. Quizzes? Surprise quizzes every week, because apparently, terrorizing teenagers is part of her lesson plan. And heaven forbid you ask a question. She’ll give you that look—half disgust, half horror—as if you personally offended the education system. Honestly, she’s not a teacher, she’s a full-blown anxiety generator with a chalk stick. If she actually became the head of the school, I’d probably just move to another planet.

My mom crashed out on me and my sister abt us being lazy. She LITERALLY threw ALL our clothes on the ground??? That we just cleaned??? The cleanest the room has ever been???? Our room is not your fucking rage room or some shit. It's OUR room. ANDDD she had the absolute NERVE to say "what did I do to deserve this🤧🤧🤧" SHUT UP YOUR THE ONE DOING THIS TO OUR ROOM SHE DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY. OR "SORRY I HAD TO MESS UP THE THING YOU WERE JUST CLEANING WILL YOU FORIVE ME 🥺🥺" SHE ACTS LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED THAT FUCKING BITCH

i lost my job last year in november and it has been so hard and i loved that job so much and i got accused of doing things i never done and they still work there and havent been there that long i worked there for almost 8 years and now im at home with my baby i am just so angry at the company and the world i put my hard work into the job that i loved and it just got taken from me and it has been so hard to find a new job i keep applying but dont hear nothing from no one i miss my clients from my job i was let go from they never even looked into other staff and thats the other thing that pisses me off so much too i just want to scream at the world and alot of this has led me into a depression and it sucks i hide sometimes

I think someone is jealous of my social life and is actively trying to ruin it but I won't give them the chance. If these hidden souls want to play police but can't charge me with anything then I'm not the suspect. Nobody is forcing you to stalk me and watch my life, if you wanna get out then just go.

How can people just talk to others about how they feel. It’s so hard to actually talk to someone, because why would I just make them feel the same way I do by dumping my emotions on them? Why would I want to make someone feel the same way I do? No one deserves this. I’m young, but that doesn’t mean I’m blind to other’s suffering. I’d rather have to remember everyone’s losses rather than tell anyone how I feel. I’d rather listen to someone else for a day rather than talk to someone. What if I’m just being dramatic? What if this is just a phase? What if this is me wanting to feel horrible? It’s not something I’m even sure is real in my head. Both my parents have anxiety, one of them have depression, and I’m not sure what else. They had to’ve gave me SOMETHING, right? This can’t just be me making up how I feel. This has to be real.

i still am attracted to other people

now why. just why. why cant he want me and not my body.

I WANNA KILL MYSELF IF CONTNUE TO BE ALONE,MY LIFE DOESNT MATTER ONE FUCKING BIT,WHAT IS SO LOVEABLE ABOUT ME THAT NO PARTNER SEEMS INSTERESTED IN I WNNA DIE SO BADLY IF I DONT GET CLAIMED OR SEEN BY A GUY ROMANTICALLY OR NOT

why cant get a boyfriend,and my friends can?,am i doing something wrong or just that unloveable,i just want a MLM relatonship,where a man sees me as a guy too how much longer must i wait,i dont want to go to prom or stay single any longer why are my love choices so looked down on and why are my friends always dissaproving of them and trying to convince me that they are not right for me ,WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME JUST GIVE ME A DAMN BOYFRIEND FOR FUCK SAKE

Dear little brat, You and your pathetic little friend V is the issue here. Not me. I’ve been nothing but nice to you. The only reason you hate me, is because V thinks that being buddies with the team lead makes her a boss who can do whatever she wants, and therefore YOU are allowed to do whatever you want. What you don’t know is V is a person who half asses her job, and I’m the one who has to come in and sweep up her mess, which makes the ACTUAL boss like me more. That dirty look you shoot me doesn’t affect me, it just makes you look like you snorted 💩, which in turn makes me laugh.

serious bro what is wrong with teenage boys. i was talking to a few people (3 boys and 1 girl) and then a this guy comes in with his friends and gets everyone to completely abandon us (me and the girl) to be alone. When we tell him like thats rude he literally screams at us saying were stupid and lacking basic knowlage... boy ur lacking basic manners. First off this guy is so unpopular that people are literally afraid to go near him because hes so mean and argues for no reason, he thinks women are inferior and that we should shut up. i didnt do anything i was minding my own business until he wanted to turn it into something it didnt need to be. and the teacher was js standing there...and instead of pulling the boys aside she pulled my friend and I and she told us that we need to be 'more active' and 'find a group' we did and she saw them forcing us out and being so aggriseve and did nothing... she lit said 'they're being aggrissive, js walk away'...right that fixes everything.

This is lwk a vent but my parents r putting to much pressure on me to do very well in school but I can’t cause my teachers suck and everything is just falling apart, one of my friend who I have a crush on probably doesn’t like me and the other two just annoy me, my parents think I’m the perfect daughter but I’m failing science and I’m scared. I want to quit Latin as I’m never gonna like it and they don’t care about my mental health, it’s so annoying and I’m scared to tell them cause they’ll say I’m overthinking

We have this thing in school where we have to praise another classmate of ours. I don’t think I have ever been chosen unless it was by the teacher clearly trying to comfort me than actually meaning it. Sometimes I think my mother likes my elder sister more

I’m frustrated at myself for feeling guilty when trying to draw lines for boundaries. Even though I understand it’s healthy to explain or defend myself at work regarding my current workload or to decide not to go out with friends, I just feel guilt. My brain both understands that I’m not being too unreasonable and I do try to make sure my words aren’t too confrontational or defensive, but at the same time it subconsciously just brands me with just heavy guilt and anxiety and dread. Perhaps it’s not the act of drawing lines that fills be me dread, but the reaction of the person I’m trying to communicate going horribly wrong. But even when it goes in a positive direction, my body still feels ill or I start regretting my decision. It’s a horrid cycle so often times I just go with the flow and deal with the stress of being overloaded with work or listening and going out with people even though I don’t want to. I just wish I could stop feeling this way.

messed things up w my partener and now he wants a break and its all my fault, ive pushed him away

I feel ok. Feel scared of friends parents

Struggling with time and contentment. Need more discipline.

I am just starting to lose my mind with the amount of stress ive been feeling becuase of me moving out of my parents house and yet I'm the one in the wrong

I got into a really bad car accident in July, i broke my femur and lost my grandma because of it. When I was in the accident, sitting there with my broken femur and all- i didnt call anyone my first thought was to text my friend zeal. I didnt think to contact my mom, 911, I had to text him first. We havent talked as much after he basically said to me "let me go so I cant be happier", which definitely hurt in itself but really sunk in recently. He broke the bones in his lower leg, and day after just sent me a snap in the hospital and I asked what happened and he told me- but it just hurts that I wasnt even thought of. Sure he isn't responsible for how attached I am to him, but that doesnt make the fact that I mean so much less, hurt any less if that makes sense.