Recent Rants
Hi. This is so unfair. hahaha I had the hardest time doing that assignment and got no credit. Wtf. Hahaha. Then when someone else makes a mistake, they're willing to help. But when it's me, “assignment,” “you figure it out.” Wtf!!
for ten years, I have planned to enlist in the marine corps. after high school, I got into things i shouldn’t have and when I got better … i realized if i enlisted, would I come back from combat and be able to have a German shepherd as a dog, so I used my dog as an excuse just to fulfill that purpose. Now that my dog has passed… I came to the realization that it’s now or never considering the age cut off to enlist. I always knew I wanted to be married with someone as partners in everything life has to offer. I have this fear of bleeding out in a field knowing i could die alone with not one woman that I have experienced love with. I’d hate to die knowing I never had love. I don’t mean to pressure the girl but it felt so real that I couldn’t let it go. I thought to myself…”could she be the one?” “Could she be the one to present herself maturely with my reputation” “would she be able to sit pretty while I have an undying urge to provide”
Im gonna go hang myself now hope it works this time Take care of yourselves and love you all (PLATONICALLY.)!! Bye!!
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I want it to happen again, for real this time. I want to be sa'd again, but not like the other 2 times, I want it to happen FOR REAL Its not even valid he only touched my ass he was drunk anyways does that even count???? I want it to happen soon bad I jst wanna be touched im so fucking disgusting why am I thinking of these things im so gross I cant stop im gonna kms
Still grieving over my mom who passed last year but sister told me to get over it since she's already deceased when I was acting iffy towards my dad's girlfriend of a few months during a road trip. I'm happy for my dad, and his girlfriend is a nice woman but I don't want to be associated with them together as a couple, and her potentially becoming my stepmom just worsens these feelings. He never did many things for my mom and she never asked anything from him since she knew he worked hard and I felt as though he barely reciprocated her love for him when he fell in love with her first and didn't let her visit her own family much (Hated my uncles on the maternal side though so I can understand why, liked aunts tho) so I'm just feeling anger towards him. I honestly hate myself as well because after I was born my mom got fatter and she became insecure of her body, I regret not hugging and telling her I loved her more and I feel like I'm a burden because of my idiocy + incompetence.
my friend recently went back to California for school, I have noticed that I built an anxious attachment with her which is not good. I usually go to her for these kinds of problems but it doesn't seem like either of us know what to do or how to handle it. What has been bothering me the most is she doesn't do the things she used to do that made me happy, whether that's randomly texting, calling often, and just communicating more.
Nah i understand why my cousin is so emo now he had to put up with this bullshit (why the fuck am I taking a walk outside at 9 p fucking m with my grandma ten feet behind me constantly fat shaming me)
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What's something you have to deal with regularly that nobody else seems to understand? So from a young age I've always been the "smart one" or "gifted" and the amount of pressure that I feel is insane. I remember one time I was scared for this math test and I got home and showed my mom that I did good and I was really happy about it and she said "dont you always do good though?" LIKE?!? I genuinely dont think she understands how much pressure I'm under to have straight A's. In 6th grade I rember I got my first B and almost had a panic attack in class. Because if I'm not smart, then I'm useless.
dude I was venting to one of my friends and she proceeded to tell ONE OF MY OTHER FRIENDS. what the fuck?? I didn't give her consent to do that
I'm so mentally tired. I can't hold my head up anymore, I'm failing math, I have to help a friend with his mental but I feel like I'm doing a horrible job and he's saying I'm doing a great job but I feel like I'm not. He doesn't show that I help him so I can't even tell at all. (Online friend) I honestly feel like throwing up right now and I just can't really take it anymore honestly. I just feel like giving up already, I wish I didn't buy my braces and would just give my money to my mom if I end up doing it (I'm sorry if I broke the guidelines here).I can't even do it I just want to escape this pain this stress. I just feel like I'm on the edge of giving up but I'm never depressed I think? I'm not bedrotting or anything I'm always active and trying my best to smile around classmates and stuff. Idk I'm just probably overreacting. I just feel like breaking down but it's so tiring. I'm not sure if I'm going insane or anything I just feel so overwhelmed and confused.
I don't have anyone. I don't have a great relationship with either of my siblings or my parents. partially, I'd say it's my fault. I was a lot when I was younger, and I'm sure it scarred our relationship in some way, but I've decided not to dwell on that part too much. anyways, It's mostly because I'm very socially awkward, antisocial, and someone who "doesn't try hard to maintain relationships", as I've been told. I'm a dry texter. I'm picky about who I wanna be around. I'm the biggest asshole I know. but I so desperately need someone to the point it makes me sick. I don't want pity, because in my opinion, it can be forced, fake, and something said or done out of trying to be a good person. I think I just want someone who can listen, someone who genuinely understands me. I have no way to vent any of my feelings. I don't like pain. I don't like yelling. and I obviously can't speak to anyone. bye, reader. I hope you have the best day/night. I love you.
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Telling someone to get a hobby isnt as helpful as you think, but it's more or less what I expect frankly. Let's hope you never have deeper issuse you can't just ignore.
I feel like I have nobody. I don’t feel, I know. My best friend, atleast the girl I call my best friend, just seems..not real. She probably talks to her boyfriend about me constantly. Like how I talk too much, always want to hangout, and I’m so annoying. I wish I wasn’t. She just seems like she hates me. I hate myself for it. I wish I wasn’t feeling like this. Sure maybe she doesn’t actually feel like that, but like… idk.. nobody really likes me. Nobody. I have nobody. I have nobody in the whole wide world. If I died the people I know who aren’t my family would probably like.. pretend we were close and the bestest of friends just for attention. Nobody truly cares about me. Not even her, my own best friend. She doesn’t see me as a best friend, just a pushy person.
I'm only 17 and all my grandparents are dead. And im so lonely where I live cuz my momoved away from all my family. I miss all of them
Okay so my fucking suite mates are inconsiderate at fuck! They’re loud, obnoxious, and frankly sound like fucking hyenas people can hear throughout the hall. But I know the moment I say anything they’re going to make mine and my roommate’s lives hell because they’re petty, entitled fucks. They always have people over who are just as loud, leave their hair in the shower, and then have the audacity to get mad that we haven’t done the suite mate agreement? You shouldn’t be a fucking adult and need an agreement to know some basic human decency. Oh and they used my hairspray to clean the shared sink where one dyed her hair, if that stain doesn’t go away we all get fined and I’m not paying shit.