All Rants

I'm done because my ex has a girlfriend yet he still flirts with me what should I do about this like he says freaky stuff and his ex doesn't know. Any advice?

I feel so lonely. I don't have anyone to talk to, not even my boyfriend... Im so tired of these emotions, I want to cry my heart out but there is no place to cry safely, I feel like I always have to be a soft-spoken, kind, happy person to not make anyone worry. I always have to have a silent mental breakdown and smile...

So I feel like a shit person because my mom has been very stressed recently and my girlfriend’s been struggling with mental health yesterday, I had a prom and I was feeling a little under the weather so I didn’t really wanna take photos because I felt I was going to throw up my mom was upset because I took that proud parent moment away which apologized for and today I went to go have lunch with my girlfriend, but got cut short because my mom wanted me home The issue lies in the fact after lunch we drove to a store, technically I can’t do this for another month because I haven’t had my license for a year yet she had me do it before for family friends, but it’s fine and I did lie about the details a little bit saying two other friends would be there, but that was the only way for her to say yes because I was with my girlfriend the other day so basically I feel like a shit person for adding stress for both and not being honest

my mom genuinely had hated me since i was little, i had adhd and i couldn’t act like a child near her, now she’s yelling at me and calling me a bitch and she wants me out of her life

I hate how I lash out to those who are clearly trying to help me. I hate myself for doing it. I don't know what is wrong with me. I hate how my anger consumes me. I don't want to be just like my mom, but it feels like I'm turning into her.

Bittersweet Comfort When life actually feels like it's going well, we are happy, and joyful. There is always a certain feeling that lingers. The hole filled with sadness…That never goes away. Because everything could be going right but something is always drawing you back. For me it is my sadness. I always go back to that sad little corner in the back of my mind. I do it on my own. I am so comforted with my sadness consuming me, it now feels like my safe haven. I always run back to that feeling. Those thoughts, the sad music, the depressed state. It makes feel less alone because somehow, I can always count on that feeling being there. It feels like self-sabotaging. It practically is. I have admitted to myself that I am so comfortable in my little sad space that I don't want to be better. Which is sad as it is. I can't even recall a moment in which I actually felt pure happiness. It's like I crave for that happiness but once I have a hold of it, I run away from it.

I hate everything about everyone and I feel so bad about it. I dont know why, I cant express the amount of rage and hatred I feel for every single person. I know I seem nice in real life but thats only because I cant express how much hate, anger, rage, and malice I feel for everyone and everything. I'm sorry. This feels pathetic, I'm so tired of this bullshit. I'm furious and can't express it so I just tweet the fuck out

yo my life is so shit right now. I just realized that my grandmother and best friend, Silvia , has cancer and she's dying. At the same time, my father has also been taken away from me by the police because ... well he raped me but any way. My mother is also very depressed and crying all the time so at this point I just want to kill myself but of course I would never tell anyone that. I'm totally fine. Besides, why would anyone want to know about MY feelings?

When I wanna commit but I can’t bc ik if I die at least 3 people will die…

My dad made dinner not too long ago and i didn’t some out of my room for a bit bc im struggling with mental health and I was just sitting there and my mom yelled at me to go get food and she sounded mad and it’s like ok damn sorry but I was just sitting here trying not to cry and wanting to relapse and commit and you’re fucking yelling at me (this is starting to be normal tbh) and I went out there rubbing my eyes like crazy before stepping into the hallway I got away with throwing away like half with no questions tho bc my dad didn’t see how much I was throwing away

I am so tired of her self-centredness. As long as she's the centre of attention and things go her way, she's happy, if not she makes our lives living hell. She does whatever she wants whenever she decides to. Picks her friend of the day and her enemy of the day. Im so sick of her. They put me down to bring her up. She ruins everything. I hate her.

wait this is so dumb but my mom is trying to get me to use chatgpt for literally everything i do even though i dont want to and she is so adamant about it and it's not like im struggling in writing or anything

hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhahahahhahahhahahahahaha so funny im so happy happy happy happy happy happy!! SO happy! im so happy- n o I m n o t not happy anymore. I do or die and I choose die die. goodbye

BRO I FUCKING HATE WHEN PPL SAY ONE THING THEN DO ABOTHER. CAUSE WHY DID THIS BITCH SAY HED NOT STAY FRIENDS W MY FRIEND HE SAID HED TALK TO EM IF THEY WERR ST THE HANGOUT BUT NOT BE FRIENDS W EM AND NOW I SEE THEM HANGING OUT NONSTOP AND BEING CLOSE FRIENDS AND LEAVING ME FOR EM? TF IS THAT

I hate myself. I feel useless. I have health issues and I feel so useless. I hate myself so fucking much. I'm a fucking burden. I don't want to die but I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired all the time. My body is my enemy. My body doesn't fucking work. I'm pretty much going to need a caretaker for the rest of my life. I told my bsf how I was feeling and she left me on read. I'm so useless. I'm useless. I hate myself. I just want to die, but I don't want to kms. My bsf just responded in a group chat but not to my private message about how I've been feeling bad. I am worthless. I'm so useless. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I don't want to kms but I don't know if I can keep doing this. I have no future. My best friend doesn't even like me. I have no one. No one. I'm useless. I'm so useless. I should stop being a pussy and just fucking do it. My life is worthless. My body is broken and there's nothing I can do. Fuck me.

I can't move on from my abortion. I had sexual traumas for years and when I finally get a loving and healthy sex life I get pregnant. I never wanted children, I aborted. I was ashamed and thought I just had to tank it all. Felt the loneliest in my life. The hormones made me change physically, mentally it suddenly forced a maternal instinct I hated. The pain. The blood. The smile I had to keep while enduring a month without being able to eat. When it was over, I overate. I isolated myself. Became suicidal. Again. Every steps I did to fix myself went out of the windows the day I got pregnant. It has been 3 months. I still cry. I still want to die. I look fat. Ugly. Unhappy. I have horrible stetch marks on my breast that constantly remind me what happened. Im starting to be scared of sex again. Especially anything inside, or the final thing. I should be normal, but I want to die. And no one understand. I want to die.

My sympathies go out to the families of those who were murdered in the Quetta train bombing. This shit has to stop. Why do we need to kill each other?? What is wrong with us? We should never be allowed to colonize outside this planet. We are a disease that kills.

it feels like im excluded from something everyone else has, no matter what i do im too much or not enough or just simply weird? i dont understand. its so confusing because people that are “worse” than me are more loved and cherished rather rhan me i try my best im a decent person so what the hell is wrong with me ? im already disgusting with horrible coping mechanisms because nobody will fucking help me, they say they will but they dont when i actually go to them they just say theyre here for me when they arent and i hate lying shits i hate it so much i hate how theres a label on me that says oh you can hate them ! simply because they feel off compared to others i hate it so much

i hate how quickly i start spiraling whenever i've disappointed someone. i'm 25 and still haven't officially graduated high school. need to finish ONE course and i'm free. i've applied for this course AT LEAST 4 times. i'm tired. both of myself and everyone else who's trying to be ""helpful"" but usually just makes me feel x10 more miserable, like i'm CHOOSING to stay where i am, like i LIKE essentially being a high school dropout who's working a fulltime below minimum wage job. i'm so so so fucking tired of everything and everyone all the time.

Overwhelmed, feeling alone, feeling sad, broken and unwanted in a world that’s far too big for me. I value deep connection but I haven’t had the best of luck finding a quality friend. I just want to feel like I matter, that I belong, somewhere.