I'm genuinely so saddened, I had such a sad conversation with my mother and I explained things to her how I was definitely not agreeing with so many points of religion and when I spoke back explaining how I thought it was fucked up and that science only proved that women's brains only develop at the age of 25 she dismissed it and said that science isn't Allah. and that he said that little girls are mature as soon as they get their periods, I'm seriously on the verge of letting my tears flow
I feel like I don't belong anywhere, in my friend group, school, family, nowhere. Im an agnostic, in an extremely religious household, i go to a school where most people believe that religion, and all my friends follow that religion aswell. My family would probably kick me out, socially ostracise me, disown me, or worse; kill me/marry me off. I hate how I have to pretend to follow a religion, just because i had the misfortune of being born in a certain area. I can barely go out, I have to cover my hair or else i'll 'never let out the house', im in a skin which doesn't belong to me. Whenever I vent to my friends about how strict my mum is (not that im an agnostic, im too scared..), they're so dry, they don't know what to say, only replying with 'damn' 'bruu' because they're so damn indoctrinated in the idea that religion can do no wrong. Bc for them it's 'perfect', and all the non-believers are js 'dumb and ignorant'. I feel so alone, i wanna leave this place so bad and never return.
Same person ranting about the 2nd grade relationship that ended. I wish I was ur ex so that I wouldnt of broken up w/ u b/c if anyone knows anything about love they would know how fucking difficult it is to find a guy that will actually try for US. So many useless pos that give no fucken damn about their wife, kids, family, life ANYTHING but their fucken goddamn selves. So many wastes of space that I would rather chew my own fucken toe nail off then associate w/ or even breath the same air as. But then there is so many blind sided bitches that figure I will fucken find a man that will try HARDER for me well bitch GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. I FUCKEN HATE so many useless, unhelpful, narcissistic pos that never fucken gave a damn that I tried but then they try so hard for some other bitch. You know what I think thats worse is breaking up with a useless clown then they do the MOST for someone else u FUCK
To the person that made a rant yesterday, April 10, about breaking up w/ ur gf who u were together w/ since 2nd grade. If you get to read this, idk if your on here frequently, but your not the one that should be sad about the situation. That ex of urs is the one that will regret it. Idk if she will ever find someone that tried as hard as u to see a future w/ her. U should thank ur blessings that shes out of the picture she never had the energy to paint w/ u anyway. Sounded like u really cared I would much rather find someone that matches ur energy that is willing to put in the effort than having someone around that doesnt appreciate the work u put into ur relationship.
i just want things to go back to how they were. why did i decide to do stupid shit to ruin things. it feels like we barely know each other now. i miss you
Seriously, How do people fix their attachment issue?
Met a random girl days ago, she's a good person ngl. But a little depressed, she said she's not doing good and that she feels compensate for everything. Told me that she probably ended her life that night, i somehow managed to help her from it, by the morning she started to talk about her interests and we found out that we are so much alike, she's a good and the sweetest person. I feel clicked again after the homie of mine stop contacts me since he has to moved out&busy with studying. When I texted her on how much i was worried, she said that she's fine and is drawing something, she said she'd be there when i need anything. I texted her again over smth stupid that she hasn't yet answered, it's strange how much i bond so easily with a person i have never came to meet up face to face. I know it's kinda pathetic yet I couldn't help it. I think she tryna to get things on surface, but it genuinely makes me cry rn. I hate this.
so like me and my bsf were getting along well but suddenly she was didtant so a really nice girl was my friedn and my bsf kept say ing bad stuff about her and i texted her but my bsf saw it and brok the friend ship and i feel like it was fully my fauult and this hurts more as 2 years from now i lost my first bsf and grandpa to cancer so i alwayes looked for that same sweet calm girl and the same connection when i found it i lost it again it hurts everyday for me but my bsf does not seem to care and i still remeber my first bsf last good bye both of us not bieng sad. as we thought we will meet again but were never able to see her again and i also remember my mom telling she died as cancer relapsed it still hurts
im scared that my friend group genuinely doesn’t fuck with me anymore because i over shared.. one time i had a one month episode and after it was kinda over they told me that i should tell them if anything was wrong and that they’re always there for me. but after i actually tried to vent, i think i made them uncomfortable around me? lol i genuinely don’t know what to do and my mood has gotten even worse because i feel like there’s no one to really support me
I think I’m finally done loving more than I’ll ever be loved. I’m tired of this fucking disorder, there’s nothing worse in life than being a borderline piece of shit. I’m just so tired, I think I genuinely want to kill myself rn.
Since 2026 I have caught something nasty or maybe I caught a couple different things back to back. I'm not sure if something is wrong with me or are other people experiencing this too? I haven't had fever, chills, or muscle aches. If anything I've had minor fatigue, bad sinus pressure, running nose, sneezing, but clear mucous and a cough that won't go away. Am I the only one?
Hey yall, tonight I found out my girlfriend broke up with me. We've known each other since second grade and met when we were in the same class, and it was quite literally love at first sight. I made this silly promise when i was 9 (like most kids do with a crush), and said I'd build us a future. Well, I took it quite seriously in following years, and I worked myself to the limit in the shadows so i could be accepted to college early (4 years early, I graduated freshman year). We were happy, our personalities matched, etc. When she found out she was ecstatic, but then I began ramping the intensity up. Taking on more hours, working myself nearly to complete exhaustion to maintain straight A's and make money to build us a future like I promised. I never ignored her and was always there, but she still broke up with me suddenly, saying we never matched? 8 years of my life are currently down the drain and I dont quite know how to feel. I dont know if i can ever love someone that much again
My husband says he doesn’t plan dates because I’m hard to please. I’m AuDHD and have some social difficulties even in my marriage. I am particular and I have to be in the mood for certain activities BUT I am clear about what I want ahead of time, he just doesn’t listen.
He planned a date for us this weekend. At the beginning of the week I gave him an activity I would like to do. After spending zero time planning this week, he threw out a totally different plan and something I can’t imagine wanting to do ever.
I feel unseen and unheard. He wants me to talk to him about my feeling but when I do, tells me I’m self-centered, selfish and impossible to please.
He’s neglected me emotionally and physical for years and I want to stop caring. I can’t afford to leave. I don’t even know if I still love him like a partner.
What makes me rant there is a site called Pinterest which for whatever reason in their minds, they consider pornography two females wearing leotards against each other porno even though they are dressed in their work clothes outside of working for a wrestling promoter that does not have a television contract.
Okay Pinterest powers that be I understand what you consider porn if a female model is in her birthday suit looking at the camera. Or having their back turned.
My advice to you clowns is that it is one thing to have rules on social media showing images of female nude models might be offensive.
But calling two female wrestlers wearing leotards working a wrestling match is like saying that some people from nations that do like the Western values of entertainment a peaceful religion. I guess we senior citizens who remember females working professional wrestling shows wearing leotards are obsolete.
For the past few years my birthday hasn't really felt like a birthday. Like last year my mom said she was going to take me paint balling with my friend. And what do you know she didn't fucking take me, 2 years ago it was literally a cake at my house, my family sang me happy birthday, and that's fucking it, I feel so unwanted. Like the one day of the year felt like a normal ass day, like arnt I suppose to feel special or something? But idk
I have been hiding from my mother that I am Tran ftm and she is very homophobic and when I came out to her when I was a child she screamed and screamed at me soon I have to move in with her in a very conservative town and I don’t know if I will be able to make it.. I have been trying to hide my feelings but it’s so so so so so hard sometimes I have been suicidal for about 3 years now and I have almost committed about 6 times. The only thing that is keeping me alive right now is the thoughts of I will be able to change and be who ever I want when I’m older. I just can’t wait till that day comes.
UGH so the other day I was answering alot of questions correctly in class, and my teacher just got back from the 2 months they took off ( her husband died) and when I answer another question right, she called me to her desk and gave me a chocolate chip cookie ( I don't really like chocolate but for some reason this one was really good) so I ate most of it, then i gave some to my friends, but as we were getting our stuff to go home, my friends keep calling me a fucking nerd, and im like bitch? Just because I got a cookie and I was answering questions correctly, doesn't fucking mean I'm a nerd! Like I know the subjects, I understand it, ITS EASY AS SHIT. AND YET IM THE NERD? ( i also think my classmates are dumb asses because my teacher asked one of my classmates "what's half of a thousand? "and they didn't know)
I don't know how to start this off so im getting straight into the point, I've started to cut my self, not because I feel insecure or stuff like that, I like the feeling of the blade of the knife going into my skin, it feels nice and relaxing to me, I having done it much, but there is a small cut on my left arm. On a different note, I think I have a gore addiction, or like I don't feel anything when watching it or seeing it