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I'm gay and life sucks, no one understands what it feels like and have people be afraid of being ur friend., because they think ur gon "like them" It sucks.

I hate myself, honestly I feel like all my friends hate me. I swear that every time I try to do something right I cant. It feels like I'm in a dark room and clueless to find the light switch, help.

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I don't know what girls want honestly (not saying all the girls out there). I just want a girl who can appreciate me for whoever I am. I don't like if they go for looks or whatever. The important thing is that at least she has a loyal heart. If u feel like u are forced to talk to me then say to me. It's better to tell the truth rather hiding the truth. I am speechless / I'm not surprise if I found out that u talk to other guys or meeting them behind my back. Right now, I'm calling her, but we are not talking if I talk to her, she will just ignore me or answer with a mad tone. At this point I feel like giving up with life.

Everyone just expects me to be okay and get on with things and help them and be happy. I’m not okay. I’m angry at the world for hurting those I love. I’m dealing with big problems, I don’t want to hear about your new shoes hurting you or he didn’t call back. They tell me not to be upset but they never ask why I am upset in the first place

I just feels like everybody secretly hates me. Like, EVERYBODY. My dad gets angry and defensive at EVERYTHING i say, my friends can't stand my guts, like fr. everytime i say anything, i get mocked. and i get it, friend banter, but i get mocked on things i don't even control. they don't even like my presence, they don't even listen to what i have to say. i fuck it up with other friends for THEIR sake. i fucked it up with everyone. everytime i talk, people look between each other, i just embarass myself. everytime i'm with a group, i feel like i'm ignored. i'm sick of it. i know i'm not a good person, i'm not charismatic or funny but every fucking interaction just proves that i'm an intolerable piece of shit. life is so painful, i literally missed half of the last trimester, i feel nauseous when i think of having to interact with people. everytime i try to be confident something just detroys it. i don't want reassurance , i just want to know if someone has been through something like it.

I feel souless, we ended things about a week ago, and i've been crying nonstop about it, it hurts like hell and i wish i was this bad dead, hehelped me confront my parents and rebel them to get out of this house and go stay out late nights and enjoy my 21s. Even with that my parents couldn't accept it, made me again their dog, a never ending cycle, i just stay home all day, doing nothing, over spending money online, because thats the only thing i can do, if i go outside it's always we're coming too, if i'm going with friends it's always let me drive you off and see them. I hate them, i can never get peace and after all that they tell me we give you everything, but i clearly do not want all this, i want one thing, one simple thing... I lost my half, my person of love, my soulmate, my daily routine for that. It was going to be 2 years we met and still haven't slept together in a bed all night. I did everything i could of done, even with that i feel like it wasnt enough for him...

IM SO TIRED I studied 8 hours today and im at the point where nothing is entering my brain so I wnet to my mother to take a break and she sent me back to study like girl im done please let me chill tf out also I dont ebem have my phone only a tablet where nothing works so I havent taken a break in lkke forever

I can't do maths GCSEs. I can't do worded problems. Where the numbers are hidden inside the words like it's a big game of hide and seek, and I can't find them. It's Ok!, everyone says to me, just use the resources, you'll get better! I'm in year 10 now. And not once have I gotten a decent test score, unless you count the one I did in year 8, but that was a foundation paper, it was only good at making me feel somewhat competent. None of it makes sense, none of it. Worded problems. how do I get around them? how do I know which steps to use? how do I know which topic it's based off of? percentages? algebra? trigonometry? ratios? or do I have to use Pythagoras' theorem? And sometimes, like this isn't already bad enough, the different topics merge together and form this big mess of more words and numbers and it keeps building and the difficulty keeps increasing, and the days just keep going and the more I keep failing and the further I keep falling behind everyone else...

Also what gets me is why this karen is able to walk, has personalized parking space, when my family member is on a walker and can't get one for now anyway. Like before they even got that reserved space they knew my family member is on a walker , they can walk just fine in appearance any yet would get that closest parking space..this is another thing our Karen has done to us. Wtf is wrong with people?

Fam tells me don't judge, we can't judge people. Yeah I totally get that. But if somebody tries throw you under the bus, tries to get you and your family thrown out over something that could have been resolved by leaving a note on the door, and says other crap about you, YET, poses as somebody super innocent and caring on social media plus are arrogantly super disrespectfully noisy , HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL BUT ANGRY FOR THEM BEING OR BEING LIKE A SNAKE. This Karen's actions speak for themselves that's all I'm saying. not judging.

I feel like shit right now too. Everything in school and life is just piling up. I should be grateful for the food my parents made but thinking about eating that makes me want to throw up. It was all I could do to not gag when seeing it. I don't have an ED or anything (sometimes I wish I did. I know it's weird as hell to think that and all but. Yknow). It might be an ARFID kinda situation. But I don't think so. I don't want to use labels that apply to someone else more than they do me. I'm so stressed it's a wonder I haven't gone gray. Yet I'm lying here, in my bed, not doing shit except wallowing in... Exhaustion? I don't know. It's too warm. But taking the blanket off makes me feel exposed. I want to sleep, but I don't have the time. I might be getting sick again. I missed a lot of school last year because of sickness. It made me cry in school (don't want that) because how annoyed I was getting with myself. I tend to get sick at least once a month. Doctors say it's nothing.

If it turns out I don't have ausitsm I genuinely don't know what I'll do. I've been wondering if I do for quite some time now, and I've been out in the queue for a diagnosis meeting whatever thing. If they say I don't have autism then I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Because something is wrong, and autism seems to fit, but if it's not that, then I don't know what the hell is wrong. It might be ADHD too. Or I'm just a weirdo loser who can't focus for shit. I'd be a regular person who simply sucks ass. I have a friend who got diagnosed. She keeps telling me to get diagnosed. And I'm working on it. But she genuinely treats me like I'm dumb and I hate it. I don't know how many times I've been standing WITH A MAP ON MY PHONE and told her where we need to go for her to say "no we shokdl go here" AND THEN WE GRT LOST AND IT TSKES HOURS TO GRT HOME. JESUS CHRIST. Got off track. My bad. My parents made food. Thinking about eating it makes me want to throw up.

Ygjhtjrmdxmxmzm I swar to god life suckss

My mom hits me, I don't know what to do about this anymore, my dad isn't with me and sometimes it gets so bad I feel horrible, like I want to die. She always says I have to be perfect and I'm not like my sister, my sister gets away with whatever she wants, sleeping in school, skipping church anything, whereas a single absence from me is the end of the world. I'm seriously considering what would happen if I died, I wouldn't don't it already, but I'm afraid of the pain. I'm afraid of the pain my mom causes me, I'm afraid of the pain of it all, I don't know what to do anymore.

imagine your biggest achievement being getting married lol we live in a hell society

Hello everyone, I'm a guy in the Philippines and I am having a hard time. I am bisexual and an Atheist and my parents opposes both ideas. Their religious and conservative but I still love them. I've really thought about coming out to them but I'm scared of what they'll eventually think of me. I don't want to be a disgrace but if being myself is a disgrace to the whole world and even my parents I'm ready to end it. I thought about writing letters—to my loved ones now, but I'm much more scared of the thought that I have never accomplished anything in my life and I'm going to end it. So I thought and came up with a plan. I'm going to come home after school crying, cause I know—eventually something will upset me at school, maybe my classmates, issues, grades, anything. Then when one of them asked why I'm crying I will open up to them about my sexuality and thoughts about religion. I don't know whether they'll accept me, but one thing is clear for me. I won't live in the shadow of beliefs.

Fuck, you're so annoying. How can you not reply, even for a few seconds? I respect your time and what you want to do, but I wish you'd at least say something like this or that, instead of me seeing you're online on ML and doing nothing. I feel like I'm chasing you, asking for your time just to get noticed. I wish I'd never got to know you, mate, ugh. You've changed so much.

lowkey.... whats even the point in living anymore......