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April 26. A curse. My birthday I hate birthdays because I always have this high expectation to feel the most loved that day but it turns out to be a reminder of how little I’m loved.,My 16th birthday was so fucking sad. my sister ruined it. My mother ruined it. I almost relapsed and that would have been their fault.AGAIN.,It’s been since my 12th I’ve been promised to have a birthday how I WANT it. It still hasn’t happened. —yaritzel

something I hate is when my mom is calling me an ungrateful ,liar ,lazy, and useless 16 year old and one of the first things that come to my mind is how I used to feel so safe around her,so pretty when she would do my hair,and how she is wasting the last two years she has with me.Sometimes I wish we had more time together. we do. I’m the one that’s going to cut it short and sometimes I feel an impending doom but I still have two years left ,sort of,and I just stare at her as she calls me things.I then scream and yell,Say the cruelest of things as I see how she sees my father in me and in my face. ——Yaritzel

I had a pretty good childhood, and as an adult I live with someone who talks sexually about when I was a child when I just want to hold onto memories that were special to me, and not being shamed for what ever sloppy habits I had while getting potty trained, or taking a bath, or getting changed by my parents in the bedrooms. I only like the times in my childhood where I was being hugged by my parents, visiting my grandparents and cousins at my aunt's house, looking for bugs under rocks, doodling dinosaurs horribly, the wholesome moments. The person fetishizing my childhood and being very creepy about it before I even hit two digits didn't have a good childhood, and I'll never exploit what happened due to respect and never wanting to scorn her childhood. I don't know why she's using it as an excuse to sexualize my childhood though. I keep my childhood to myself and I don't know what made her start getting the way she has about it.

CW:bad grammar,cringe Hi,I’ll call myself ‘clown girl’ because that’s what everyone sees me as,Ever since I was a toddler everyone always laughed at my accent and the way I would say things,it was hard for me to speak both English and Spanish but no one cared because..why the hell would they?,and so I stopped talking until now,I’m now 16,I missed talking because I’m now interested in philosophy,theories,emotional deep talks,and more but no one else does because they are just so boring!,And I don’t feel bad saying that because I swear if anyone UNDERSTOOD what they made me feel,they would understand why I say they are boring,anyways I recently started talking to my family loudly and ‘annoyingly’ a lot (I mainly only talk at school but school just ended..so i’m fucked.),my mom has LOVED ‘JOKING’ about how I sound like a broken parrot,Never shut the fuck up,am annoying,and how “before,I wanted her to talk now I just want her to be quiet”,WOW THANKS! Now she is complaining I became quiet

I almost kms i js feel like a burden my friends all prob hate me sm

I lowkey don't know what to do anymore. My mental health isn't good rn because of my family. When I try to tell my family I feel like they just don't listen? And when I repel my emotions and eventually explode I'm the problem!! I don't know what to do anymore. They keep taking me to dumb doctors I don't want to go to for my eating disorder, and no it's not a mental doctor. I JUST WANT THEM TO LISTEN they DONT all the shit I complain about I ALREADY SAID I ALREADY DID. Ugh seriously I'm just annoyed. I feel like I have zero people to talk to becausr I don't want to burden my friends this isn't their fault. Im not like this with them. I'm really not. Now days I rather go to school. Like WTF who should be thinking that?? I just want to let go of this anger it's not good for me. But I can't tell them so I'm telling strangers online. Seriously they don't care about me. Today ill be honest I had a melt down and went to the doctor with my dad. What fucking ever man. I want to change.

A bunch of random strangers somehow know the streets I grew up on from 3-8 years old and stepped on my early childhood in a really disturbing way that's overly sexual. It's extremely traumatizing to hear from others, and told that it doesn't matter that I'm a part of the asexual community and never want to ever feel sexual intimacy and stopped masturbating early while still under the age of 18, and that my childhood will only be known for what shouldn't even be talked about in that manner. My parents are extremely disturbed and infuriated by the group of people saying what they are about my childhood, and there were no cameras, and they're tired of people talking about what was assumed about what I was doing in the bathroom or bedroom at all as a child. Of things grown out of long before adolescence even. It's ingrained so much unnecessary trauma to be shamed for what I barely even remember as a kid. Nobody was perfect at 3-8 years old.

I’m so done with romantic relationships and attachments. Everybody b just fcking one another then ghosting. Hookup culture ruined a lot. Men and women left and right are spewing toxic messages and conditioning one another to manipulate and abuse others. I can’t find a single man who isn’t untouched by the manosphere koolaid. I can’t find one person to connect my soul with. Not after what you did to me Ben. I no longer trust men anymore. I no longer want a committed relationship or any romantic attachments after you strung me along for months. I no longer care about listening to another man’s problems or being there for support after you fumbled me and shattered my heart. I now have to get myself high in order for me to not think about you. Even that doesn’t work as it used to. I now have to watch those videos warning about toxic men and I cried myself to sleep once again. Out of all your lies, I Love You was the most favorite one of them all. Go and stay with Toni. Bastard.

I’m so close to ending my life. Everyone I know moved on. Financial stability is shit rn for me. My heart is broken because of a married man who lied about being single. I can’t find something to do with myself. I can’t buy a house to leave my family that is dysfunctional. I have a shitty mental health phase rn. Idk what’s the purpose of this life if all I have are disappointments and betrayals. I don’t understand why tf spiritual gurus say others have it worse so be grateful or good vibes only or GOD is preparing you for your best season yet or you chose this life before you were born. Idk what’s his plan for me when the man I fell in love with suddenly revealed oh I’m still married btw and idk what’s I want only to leave me alone in a world of creeps and selfish men while he gets to have soulmates and a fairytale ending. I’m so fucked feom love and men approaching only for them to discard you like fucking trash. This is all thanks to you. I wish I never met you.

I’m so sick of the world right now,specifically the US. I am a mixed woman (black and white) and the fact that women’s rights,lgbtq rights and African American rights are currently being taken away just cause we aren’t some white rich republican male makes my blood BOIL. I am so tired of having a bunch of pressure and stress in my life just cause an orange toddler can’t handle things properly. I plan on living here until I have enough money and I’m going to Canada. I can’t do this anymore

Hey, so recently i got a boyfriend and i love him with my whole heart. I love him more than anything but i am not as lovable. I do sh when the slightest thing goes wrong or when i overthink a situation so much until my head hurts. So ive texted him multiple times today about how much i love him and how much i miss him and he hasnt replied to the "ilysmmm" messages and has just read them, or when i texted him about how greatful i was for having him, he didnt even reply. And now im overthinking that hes already lost interest and that im too much to handle and that im annoying and shit yea, so that spiralled into self harm but this time i carved out a nice "i love you" into my forearm and under that a "love me back" and now i feel guilty and im crying. Idk im sorry for bothering :(

i sold my body for drugs. multiple times. i’m only 15 but i did it when i was 14. i feel so disgusting but i’m too deep in my addiction to stop. i can’t even look at myself in the mirror naked anymore, but being sober is worse and i can’t afford it. i tried fent for the first time last week. i don’t know what’s happening with me. i just miss how i was before everything.

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Im balancing living with the most shit roomates , having health problems, studying to become a air traffic operator not leaving me with enough time to get a part time job so i dont have enough cash to even afford a meal so i keep building up lies to everyone back home im doing great, today when i finally got 20 minutes to myself i realised that in over 30 hours the though of eating anything didnt even occur to me

my boyfriend has a 9-month-old daughter, and the childs baby's mom does nothing but make it hard for him to see her. She shows up randomly at his house blowing her horn and acting a fool, shes showed up at his job, drives by all the time, blows his phone up for no reason. Saturday he was supposed to get her, and the mom made it a problem and wouldnt let him get her because I was at the house. Now today Tuesday she makes a comment saying, " can't your girlfriend pick her up from daycare and drop her off". I felt like she was personally saying it to be funny. I expressed that the comment made me feel some kind of way and he got upset with me, saying that she wasn't being funny her back is probably against the wall. I respond with you can't speak for her when you don't know how she was saying it, and it turned into a arguement. Am I wrong for feeling some kind of way about it?

I'm gay and life sucks, no one understands what it feels like and have people be afraid of being ur friend., because they think ur gon "like them" It sucks.

I hate myself, honestly I feel like all my friends hate me. I swear that every time I try to do something right I cant. It feels like I'm in a dark room and clueless to find the light switch, help.

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I don't know what girls want honestly (not saying all the girls out there). I just want a girl who can appreciate me for whoever I am. I don't like if they go for looks or whatever. The important thing is that at least she has a loyal heart. If u feel like u are forced to talk to me then say to me. It's better to tell the truth rather hiding the truth. I am speechless / I'm not surprise if I found out that u talk to other guys or meeting them behind my back. Right now, I'm calling her, but we are not talking if I talk to her, she will just ignore me or answer with a mad tone. At this point I feel like giving up with life.