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imagine your biggest achievement being getting married lol we live in a hell society

Hello everyone, I'm a guy in the Philippines and I am having a hard time. I am bisexual and an Atheist and my parents opposes both ideas. Their religious and conservative but I still love them. I've really thought about coming out to them but I'm scared of what they'll eventually think of me. I don't want to be a disgrace but if being myself is a disgrace to the whole world and even my parents I'm ready to end it. I thought about writing letters—to my loved ones now, but I'm much more scared of the thought that I have never accomplished anything in my life and I'm going to end it. So I thought and came up with a plan. I'm going to come home after school crying, cause I know—eventually something will upset me at school, maybe my classmates, issues, grades, anything. Then when one of them asked why I'm crying I will open up to them about my sexuality and thoughts about religion. I don't know whether they'll accept me, but one thing is clear for me. I won't live in the shadow of beliefs.

Fuck, you're so annoying. How can you not reply, even for a few seconds? I respect your time and what you want to do, but I wish you'd at least say something like this or that, instead of me seeing you're online on ML and doing nothing. I feel like I'm chasing you, asking for your time just to get noticed. I wish I'd never got to know you, mate, ugh. You've changed so much.

lowkey.... whats even the point in living anymore......

There's so much shit I want to do and learn, but I can't get myself to do damn near any of it. All my fucked up brain wants to do is fucking sit around and do nothing instead. It's not fair.

I HATE BEING IN LOVE AHEGAJEHKRV no i love it :)

LOWKEY WHAT IS UP WITH MEN. IM OBESSED WITH THIS GUY AND UGH HE KEEPS GHOSTING ME??? nah i still love him. :3

BRO WHAT THE FUCK I DONT NEED TO SEE SOME GODDAMN COUNCELLOR ESPECIALLY AFTER CROSSCUNTRY IT RUINS THE FUCKING MOOD BRUH I WANT TO JUST SPEND TIME BY MYSELF I HAVE NO FUCKING INTEREST IN GOING BACK TO THAT GODDAMN ASS SCHOOL AND LOOK AT A COUNCILLOR IT HURTS ME AND I AM NOT FUCKING INTERESTED JUST GO FUCK YOURSELVES AND STOP THINKING ABOUT ME I WANT TO GO HOME I NEED TO GO HOME I WANNA FUCKING CRY JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESSES CAN OR NOT I WANT TO GO HOME

My bf forgot the day he proposed. I’m deeply disappointed and sad and I don’t know how to feel

i wish it was easier to find a job. being told that i must over-exert myself just to get a minimum wage job sounds dystopian af. oh wait, we already live in one, dont we? :/ the concept of working in general does not sound appealing as an introvert (my only friend group at the moment is online 😭). also finding out that jobseeking dgaf about introverts made any determination or confidence i had immediately deflate. everyone is scrambling to find work, and on top of that, i apparently have to compete with people who have bachelors and masters. this is painful. why is the system like this. i wish i entered this hell earlier so that i would be more, idk. prepared? tbh nothing could prepare me for this bs. i feel like i'm crazy, in a room. with rats. or however the meme goes. being an adult sucks. society why are you so goddamn heartless. so much corruption, greed, pain, and struggling. forcefully taken out of the void to work for 50 or so years, then back to the void i go. great.

Exams, expectations, love life, and so much more

it was satisfying finding out my ex-friend broke up with her boyfriend, especially when he was the reason she dumped our friend group. nobody was surprised when we found out because everyone had already established he was just a rebound. the girl herself said that she didn't wanna rebound because it had only been less than 2 weeks since her previous relationship ended, but she just couldn't resist. as a mutual friend said, she folded faster than a napkin. i hope their vrchat dates were worth it LMAO. i feel bad for her ex because she yapped about the new boy 24/7, even while she was still with said ex. the cherry on top is also discovering she's had dramatic fallouts with every single ex-friend group of hers. she tried to guilt me into thinking i was the problem when it turns out it was her all along. i'm still pissed that she left and refused to have basic communication (she's 24 btw) but i'm also relieved because i dodged a huge red flag. here's hoping she's grown up since.

My boyfriend never wants to be around me never wants to touch me never wants to have sex or tell me im beautiful or sexy or enjoy my body. I dont want to give it to him anymore. I hate myself so much

My stupid ex-situationship did nothing but whine and moan about being rich, took advantage of me sexually and then ditched me once the person they wanted to be with ended up being available. I hate them and I hate how nice and polite they try to act towards me like none of that happened

FYI relative/s I matter just as much you do, even though you treated me like I didn't/don't. And they'll act like you didn't say that. Um you did in how you treated me. Crappy tones, attitudes, exclusion from family outings then smearing it in my face. But yet you'll whine n complain if it's you on the receiving end of how you treated me. WTF I mean really. Why simply why do people act this way? Id prefer you didn't live in my head rent free. It's hard to let this crap go because I was so undeserving of it. Theres lots more they did to me I won't mention though. I honestly thought they had my back. Never thought as blood family they'd put a knife in it metaphorically speaking. I still know I matter as much as you or anyone else regardless what you did to me.

i think im bi? im 13 and im kinda having a gay panic cause i really like this girl in my class zoe shes so amazingly sweet and funny and beautiful but she doesnt try no makeup or anything and unapolagetic to nasty bitches. buuuuut my friends are INCREDIBALLY homophobic plus im kinda the wierd kid and what if she doesnt like me then ill be outcasted and ill be lonely yeah so it highkey kinda sucks but at least i havent failed math yet

My mum has dementia and I hate losing her a bit more every day. My pet is aging and won’t be around forever. My boss is unsympathetic and just wants me to do more hours when she knows I am a carer. My therapist is away for two weeks. My friends all just go on about their man troubles. I want to climb to the top of Everest and scream and scream

So i had a friend named s and K and a partner named R. S hated me for "cheating" on her, but i never really did, so we broke up and cut all contact. I got with R and for about a year and a few months we were fine until one day, I told R that a FICTIONAL character as a JOKE would be a better partner then them, cos yk, they know I like them! S texts me a whole rant on how problematic I am and selfish I am, and I find out, R messaged S, and she started texting me all this. R Started ignoring my messages and they then dump me. K and S were friends and so they both turned against me (I've been friends with K since kindergarten), and they put their tiktok stories about the incident. S said she has all the power to make everyone i know turn against me, and s alr has been problematic with me and K about certain stuff, and a whole bunch of other things. I didnt get to explain myself to R, and it makes me real upset. Me and R liked each other 100% and they helped me from suicide many of times.

I already had a rough night. I didn't need hearing loud ass crackling like the roof was going to give way because the bitch upstairs is getting up and dont gaf how loud they are. The other person who was up there for 2 days I assume on account of a baby barely made an effing sound beyond minor walking. That's what makes me think this karen is doing it on purpose because she's spiteful/miserable and or just plain doesn't care. There's ABSOLUTELY NO REASON FOR ANYBODY TO BE THAT LOUD THAT EARLY IN THE MORNING. It's quite infuriating because I'm not loud at all. BUT I CAN BE. why do people have to act like that? Do karens pop up like weeds nowadays? I dealt with another a couple years back. Went berserk on me because I mistakenly took her parking spot. So I matched their energy and they had the nerve to say I was "mean" when they jumped out of their car like a banshee on me!?! Geez. I'm over crappy acting people.

I dont think anyone cares for me deeply. Yes I am seeking attention right now, it is what i crave most. I long for people to have their eyes on me. Sometimes people even show interest in me, yet after a little back and forth they'll find that im awkward. Why can't I find someone to like me? Most of my friends see me as awkward too and I can tell. I am even farther from a romantic partner. Oh why can't people just give me attention? My previous vent on here didn't receive many reactions, which only made me feel worse. Just a bunch of "Hang in there!", which holds good intention but feels like shit when you just expressed how much you wish to be gone from this miserable place.