All Rants

What's a friendship or relationship that feels one-sided but you don't know how to fix it?

I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. FUCK YOU. YOU CAN SUCK THE FARTS OUT OF MY ASS FOR ALL I CARE FUCK YOU BITCH!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!

I feel sooo stupid and so sad at the same time..idek buut when I confessed to this guy(hes superrr cute too and has a really funny perosnality and we mesh together well) so when I confessed to him he was like oh that was random and I had one of my other friends say ohh it was a dare/wrong send and I said it to him and he was like ohh I was glad youre joking because I alr have someone I liked..I think hes been leaving my messages on seen the last (reel) but in that one he was soo quick and he was like on and on about his date plans..Like ik i shouldn't have expected anything(and i didnt) but it also made me kinda pissed cause I ghosted like 2 guys for him and then he was like on and on abt his stuff with the other girl)..I literally immediately restricted him,deleted all chats try to erase him from socials(obvi I cant just block bcs its gonna be obvious that I did like him) I wanna be like move on and get over with it but I cant i try so hard but I keep thinking..fuck

SENSITIVE SELF HARM WARNING!!! I cut my wrist for the first time in god knows how long and it felt so gooddd my parents found out last october but Idc I found new ways to hide my scars I am very happy!!! Yippeee!!!! Im actually gonna fucking kms

For the gluttony of wanting someone whom to call a friend.

I can't hate a captor, the ones who enthrall, when they don't give a fuck about me. It's short-sighted to hate those people merely by them acting on their nature where I was too weak or ascetic. I still feel its weight pushing down upon me, I still feel lonely as a caged bird.

I HATE self isolating I HATE HATE HATE IT. I LOVE FRIENDS SO MUCH BUT I DONT DESERVE THEM SO I GHOST THEM BUT I TEXT THEM AGAIN BECAUSE I FEEL BAD IDK WHY THEY FORGIVE ME IM SORRY K ILYSM

i seriously want to kill myself. i’m lying to quite literally everyone in my life because i feel like i’ll be so looked down upon if i ever stop lying. i’ve fucked up so hard, i don’t go anywhere, i don’t do anything, i’m actively unemployed and i don’t even go to school anymore. i probably am depressed but i can’t even check that out and at the end of the day, all i’ll ever be is a failure who doesn’t amount to shit

I feel sad angry or numb all the time. I’m ether yelling at someone or stareing at a wall crying. Or thinking abt how I’m going to mess up when I have to leave my house. I thought it was bad a few months ago but I’d kill to be back in that time. It just keeps geting worse and worse and I don’t know how much longer I can last.

not really a vent but here's some of my personal favorite bawling your eyes out songs for whoever needs em ig sooo take care of yourself bros broettes and non bronaries and other bros Class of 2013 (Audiotree version)-Mitski Hitogawari-Kikuohana I Bet On Losing Dogs-Mitski Shame -Mitski (last Mitski song I SWEAR) Karma Waits- Inanimate Insanity Karma- ALNST Wet-Dazey and the Scouts I Deserve to Bleed-Sushi Soucy I Still Love You- DDLC OST Ok that's all I just exposed most of my interests love yall PLATONICALLY. BE NICE TO YOURSELF. NOW!!!1!!111

i don’t have a relationship with my birth family, but have found great comfort and friendship with my in laws. A family connection I’ve always yearned to have. I’ve loved having actual brothers! Ones I can joke with and be equals! However, my sister in law is very cruel to my husband. Usually blatantly ignoring him and making snide comments. Today we were gaming, and she made a snide remark about how “if we bothered to talk to our niece” and then left the call. When we’ve tried, we have tried calling, tried texting. Everything is either declined or ghosted. I mumbled “passive aggressive much?” I think I upset my brother in law. I recognize, inside thoughts should stay inside. It’s not my place. Him and his sister have a close relationship, and I believe I made him mad. He left the call. I texted goodnight and apologized for any frustration my behavior caused. And was left on read I have this pit in my gut, and I think I fucked up the one change of family I’ve got. It’s hard

I'm low key going to fail in life but its okay because I'm going to try my best, so I'll get somewhere at least. Reach for the moon, because even if you fall short, you'll still be up there with the stars.

I hate my schedule. Now that school has started I have to wake up at 5:30 and go to school until 3:10pm. When I finials change into my home clothes another 10 minutes have passed. Then I have to go get some food because I'm in recovery for an ed. And after that at 5pm I have group therapy until 8pm and I still have to eat dinner and get ready for sleep. But because I feel like I don't have any time because 30 minutes goes to eating that snack and getting home I stay up until 1am and it goes on like that. I don't even have time to eat and that therapy is supposed to help me eat, but how am I even supposed to do anything if I don't have time. I don't evne have tike to eat breakfast or lunch. So I started losing weight again, and because it's already low, if it gets lower I will have to go back to a residential again to weight restore. I'm so stressed

Some ppl need to realize if ur befriending horrible ppl even when others tells you to your face that their horrible and u proceed to ignore it and just excuse it you have a low self worth,

I keep crying because every night and it’s too late to talk to anyone or tell them how I’m feeling and I thought I was recovering from Sh and suicidal thoughts but I don’t think that’s the case I need help please anyone :(

Happy! I think im finally growing out of ai chat bots i had a terrible addiction to them since 13 and now theyre boring and unfun to talk to it makes me so happy

My deviated septum causes pressure in my legs. What should I do?

My brother doesn’t know how to handle his emotions. He takes actions by their flaws and sees them as personal, he acts insecure when nobody cares, and he lashes out violently and loud and angrily. He hasn’t done any truly serious harm, but he emotionally hurt my mom, my dad is avoidant, and I can’t seem to get away from it. It’s always near me, in my room leading back to me and I just can’t escape. I wish he would act mature and leave me alone.

Im homophobic listen before you start judging, I really hate myself for it but when I see lesbians or gay people I just feel sick and at myself aswell I dont want to be bisexual and I try to push the feelings down for girls but abt other people, I dont say anything to them or give dirty looks I say I support them because I wana but my brain just won't let me and I dont know why I'm like this and I really do hate myself for it

My girlfriend is cutting herself and I don’t know what to do, she always acts fine but I see cuts on her thighs and arms I fear that talking to her about it will make her mad or sad but the worst part about it is that I’m doing the same thing