Recent Rants
I want to cut myself again but j cant and i hate it so much omfg i been clean for a year yet i still can see my scars and the thing is none of them were permanent so ik im seeing things gosh i miss the feeling of the blade on my skin but i cant vent to anyone about it they'll say "You shouldbt do such things blah blah its bad for you" and just acting like im an idiot who doesnt know the consequences of sh and i hate it i hate it but if i do it again itll be too obvious even tho if end up doing it again ill do it my thighs now sigghhhhh i even tried to cut my thugh with a scissor but i was too afraid to go deep and i just scratched my thigh anf i didnt even feel a thing cuz i didnt even do fucking anytging but i cant tell anyone i dont want any other way to cope other than to cut myself i swear i miss it so much im going insane atp but i have no reason to be upset cuz everything in my life is going great but whatever dont mind that i didnt use any punctuation i just needed to vent
I can’t my parents they won’t stop I can’t talk or show any emotion even if it’s positive, I work constantly school and extra school I’m home on,y for less than a hour before I’m told sleep or else. Everytime something happens which all dot basically everyday by the time I have the littlest time left to cry to ,y self or have those emotions their gone because I was forced to hold it in for so long and it’s getting to the point I forgot whatever happened to make me sad. I can’t do this anymore but I’ve learned to forget so fast and it’s getting worse all while I have no one to tell
I hate myself.whats wrong with me today I had a mental breakdown in front of my school staff, grounded,and just been sneaking on this device to pass the time. And ai bots which makes me a freak I think that rape really fucked me up man
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parent support groups for college students are so gross, they'll literally be planning the rooms themselves, oversharing everything, literally running their children's lives then acting all sad they are going away and can't be breastfed everyday anymore while also saying "I'm so proud... he's gonna be a MAN (who can't even do laundry and might get lost in the dorms or hear bad words)!" like it'll either be an actually capable student that is secretly probably sick of the interference or a degenerate whose mommy decides to step up and drive him to school everyday and pack him lunch. and without fail, all the posters will be helicopter moms who wanted their child to be super mature, have no worries, be the perfect gleeful and carefree to post naked baby pictures of on facebook to this day. it's DISGUSTING
I have this friend, we've been friends for like 3 to 4 years. We've been real good friends with eachother. Everything synced, most of out opinions and thoughts match everything was reallyyy good. But we had these constant fights too tho.. Most of the fights had me as the bad guy and her as the victim.... So the fights are always about how I don't reply sooner or how it's always her spamming our chat. I did reply to all of em, but it was always like 2 hours later or somethin, we had the clashes every now and then. But one day she really spoke out her feelings, she said that I don't prioritize her the way she did me. She said that I was her best friend but she wasn't my best friend. Ykwim we had this long heavy conversation.. She was telling how she believes and would love to have one bestfriend throughout her life.... But for me it was different. I have met Amazing people through my life so far and they're all equally treasurable to me and she is also one in them. This is the clash
Me when my mom yells from the other room that she’s gonna kill herself because shes stressed out (I’m the only other person home) 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
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That feeling when you have horrible parents but they love you so you feel bad for resenting them 🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂
spoke about my experience with s/a on here and some smooth brained chronically online idiot left a note saying they want him to do it to them. If you want it to happen to you it’s not s/a you insensitive pos 😭😭😭😭😭😭 dont project your kinks onto the disgusting things i’ve had to endure. You will never know what it’s like to live with that forever. What it’s like to feel like you’re moulding from the inside out. You’re sick. Have some self awareness please i beg of you all.
the feeling of wanting to have friends but not being able to is crushing. my own head simply wont let me try, and when i do try, i inevitably find some way to fuck it all up. it makes it worse because i dont have anyone to rant about this to! its just me and my own thoughts, in my head, which is the worse place they could be. i feel like im in one of those extra silent rooms but the only thing i can hear is my problems reflecting back into me.
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my parents recently discovered my sexuality of being pansexual and my trans boyfriend who i love very dearly. they weren't happy to say the least they took my phone my Playstation my TV even took away my school computer until school. they forbid me from my OWN subscriptions so no Hulu, prime, youtube, apple music like i did nothing wrong they also deleted my YT channel with almost 3k subs i had friends on their they were so nice and supportive and i lost them all along with my discord. i just recently got my playstation back with restrictions on when i could i play like I PAID FOR THE DAMN THING. they love their son not me...they say they love me then comment on everything i do and how much they hate it like the way i dress or the stuff i listen too or my political views or views on the world.i love my parents but when religion and politics are brought up it makes me 18 kinda of depressed. i wish they would accept me.
You know someone does slanders you bacuse they hate you. And you can't get your revenge on the person because it will backfire on you.
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It’s been two years now since i was sa’d. It happened over the span of two days, same guy, once when i was alone and another time when i was with a friend. I thought by now i would have been able to move on or that the weight of it would have eased slightly, but i still find myself having nightmares about it that ruin my whole month. I used to smoke w,,d to disappear from it all even just momentarily but that became a dependence that i’m trying my best not to fall back into, but when days like this come by it’s suffocating to be sober. It kills me that i didn’t prosecute him or tell anybody about it sooner. When i did come forward about it my ex assumed i’d just had sex and regretted it. Recently i discovered he has a youtube channel where he makes shitty found footage horror content and it’s all filmed in the same woods he assaulted me in. I hate this town. I want to move as far away as possible. It’s hard to move on when every time i go out I'm scared i’ll see him again.
Man i just thibk this is stoopid but i feel hella alone, i dont have my old friends who just used me and i loved so much it hurts, and they left me when i wasnt of use, and my crush who i thought like me back bc he came to talk to me everyday, and after my friendship breakup when i needed the most but one day he dissapeard of school to make another kind of study and also kinda not tell em and didnt wanna give me his number, thoughtwe were friends... like everybody with that cool personality like my friend and him, that shared my interests left me so i just feel like nobody will love me and feel so damn alone, i just want a lover that loves me and doesnt leave me and talk bad of me or a friend like rhem but without evil.
(Part two of “HAHA take a joke 🤣”) At least I don’t body shame. At least I walk away from conversations instead of causing a fight. At least I didn’t like about saying “she k!led herself.” That’s literally not funny- that mean. At least i know when to stop. At least i never told people to “ky$” just because i was losing a fight. At least i didn’t try and make your friends hate you with lies that were absolutely not true. At least i didn’t get mad at you for finding out you hated me. At least i loved you. At least i loved At least i At least At…. At least I loved you.
“HAHA take a joke!” A joke? “It’s funny, stop being a bitch🙄😒🤣” Funny is making you laugh, not calling your innocent friend who’s waiting for marriage a “slut.” Funny is supposed to make you laugh so hard you pee your pants, not cry into a pillow so none Hears. I’m not homaphob, that’s YOU being mad because I don’t wanna talk about that stuff. I’m not racist- Lex was literally brown and im white. Tf? Me and Lex were friends for 6 years- that’s racism?! I’m not mean- you literally saw how i treated people. Better then you ever did😒 Im not a “slut” I’m waiting for marriage because I want my first to be my HUSBAND. Not a one night stand. I’m not whatever else you have all said. I’m better than you and you are mad. “You are a child” Oh? At least I stopped fighting over my friend first. At least I don’t call people who’s are waiting “sluts” tf? At least I’m not racist. At least i treated YOU with respect. At least i don’t talk about 🍇ing kids. You really are a disappointment…….