All Rants

I feel like I ruined a perfectly good friendship by confessing I wanted to get with the guy I'm more than okay with rejection and continuing as is, but I'm afraid he may now feel uncomfortable with me, and is putting up walls It's to be expected, but I wish people would just verbalise their boundaries clearly, instead of having me play social guessing games

guysh I just realized like in the Latino community they really are focused on race a lot. Deadass I love my dad but he’s lighter than me, he has an olive skintone and has really long black wavy hair (I forgot the other name for it) but he goes by indio. Basically, my dads like obsessed with me getting my hair straightened cus my moms black so I’m mixed, I have curly hair. Idk it just feels kinda erasing of my blackness and culture since he keeps insisting on it. I used to get a slik press every 2 weeks mind u…holy ish. but yeah I was given the nickname india by my family because of my dads indigenous (taino) features but other ppl in my family were called morenito/negrito etc. idk I just find it weird now that I’m finding out a lot of other people’s family nicknames are based on race, I like being called other nicknames like nena or mamita but idek about india anymore

Idk why i feel so hollow inside tonight, i also noticed I've been sleeping a lot, eating a lot while distracting my self watching a show, i would be sleeping at 2 am, woke up by 10 am and then go back to sleep by 2 pm until 7 pm and then repeat, my boyfriend and i rarely talks maybe two to three times a day, 4-5 changes of replies before he got busy. I don't wanna go back to my old unhealthy habits and crying every night out of exhaustion trying to be this good kid for my parents, thinking how am i supposed to help them, thinking where should i apply for a job as soon as i graduated college because they got no one to lean on and they're getting older. I don't wanna disappoint anyone, but i ended up disappointing my self more.

Donald Trump, his family, his administration, their families, every last billionaire oligarch and Republican politician and their families, every last ICE thug and their families...all must die. Traitors, liars, thieves, and murderers, one and all, just like the Confederacy before them...no, they ARE the Confederacy, a vile band of demons that we should've exorcised from this world long ago, but no. Abraham Lincoln offered them mercy, and look what they did to him. And Andrew Johnson gave them seats of power, and look what they did with that. This whole nation is rotten to the core, thanks to those demons and their successors. William Tecumseh Sherman had the right idea about how to deal with them, and I think it's time we finish the job, such that fascism never will have the chance to rise in this or any nation ever again. All of them, I say again, must die.

They say not to trust your thoughts after 9pm, but god is it getting so hard not to Maybe it's me being unmedicated talking, but I feel like such a replaceable person to my friends Saw my longtime childhood friends post about a boat party, didn't invite me, but sure as hell invited their coworker turned friend. Didn't even hear about it until the post Trying to make plans with other friends, feels like the group doesn't want to put in the effort to plan. I feel annoying badgering people to solidify things because I miss/wanna hang out with them

racism is bad. yeah like that’s obvious but it made me realize like it’s stopping a lot of true love from happening. I just saw this couple online, black girl white boy and I was like DAMN. Btw they were teens and it’s just so many white boys are rlly racist so that was like my first time seeing that kinda couple, my own example being a black girl and I liked a Mexican boy but he turned out to be racist. deadass I wish we could put race/color aside and just love who we really want. it reminds me of that white girl straightening her hair while saying “red birds belong with red birds blue birds belong with blue birds” talking about race and went on to say some homophobic shit and it’s just like why? it doesn’t even matter fr. my family is an example of it since my extended family is mainly black and Latino, we even got white ppl and some Filipinos?? My question is, why did it even matter?

i just cant live like this anymore. my "best'' friend treats me like shit. my parents abuse me relentlessly. i always love people genuinely and wholeheartedly and go above and beyond, but NOBODY ever does for me. i want new parents. i want a new life. im so tired of this cruelty. i want to die but im too scared to do it because of the pain. i just wanna be dead ​

i wanna die so badly. i'm finished.

bro im so scared of the first day of school I just skipped it because I'm scared everyone will judge my outfit even though I went back to school shopping all summer. or like what if nobody wants to sit with me?? i just missed the first day so everyone probably picked their seats now i'm gonna be that weird kid that sits all alone

one day when I have kids I really really really wanna have a girl. I’ll love them regardless but I really want one.

I just wanna punch that dumbass I play with, he's bad at the game, ragequit if we beat him too much but then when he does it to others it's fine, he acts like he's the greastest person in game as if we all need to save his poor ass every two seconds cause he got no survival instinct, now he wonders why we play less and less with him

I'm so annoyed. Like, why can't they just move on already?? Why does my boyfriend have to reach out to his ex to update her on his life?? And about his ex, you're being way too problematic. It's been a year since she dumped you, you were never even her boyfriend, yet you overreact so much. How dare you blame him for what was happening in your life back then? You both have your own lives, so he doesn't owe you an explanation for everything. What, are you going to threaten to hurt yourself just to guilt-trip him? Girl, you need to remember that you still think like that.

I’m a great talker in real life, or maybe I’m just good at masking. Honestly, I love giving out a good first impression, but I don’t maintain it for too long—and maybe that’s where I fail to keep good relations????

Neighbour suddenly refuses to acknowledge me or my husband with no explanation but she ignored my Son today when he said hello, she knows he's Autistic that social.interaction and communication is difficult for him. She falls out with her neighbours often but she usually tells them why. What happened today is a step.too far

i hate my inability to interact with people like a normal person, i have a crush and i really wanna text them and ask if we could hang out or even just talk for a bit cause i wanna get closer with them but i have no idea how to do that cause with my luck i would just end up sounding like a weird obsessed creep. does anyone have any advice on how to start a conversation??

bro tell me why the fuck I got put on the waitlist for studio art 🫩 bitch I was one of the first people to choose it and literally my friend chose hers way after and got 3 other art related classes PURE GREED. I need my art/music credit niga?? whatever ill take it next year ig but damn??? like how tf am I on the waitlist and I was one of the first people in our damn school?? anyway whatever but I have a male gym teacher this year. A FUCKING GAIN. I hate male gym teachers like I only had one once and she was so good but all my male ones were either weirdos or really annoying and made me wanna slit my throat. One of them touched a girl (or two) in the locker room back in 2012 and was able to come back after jail✌️✌️My school is DEADASS full of a weirdos and racists, like my school being 56% white doesn’t help. mind u my people, black is 10-4% NIGA????

Go seek therapy. I have nothing else to say but I really do pity you and your pathetic life

I'm a lesbian in an Islamic country, I'm still a teen but the future is stressing me out, I'm planning on immigrating when i turn 18 but i don't know how I'm going to do it and I'm scared that my family will find out because if they do they'd probably kill me, i don't know how I'm gonna get the money or what's even the plan or if it's going to work or not but i just want to get out of here as soon as possible.

I hope I get the courage to end it someday

I was waiting for you to call me but you didn’t . I feel very bad and i can’t even express to you how i feel . I was hoping that you might have called Me but again life doesn’t really work how you want it to work. So i m just letting my feelings flow and setting you free forever. Bye.