All Rants

I hate men because they have the nerve to shout insults to control someone. I hate men because they think they have the power to control women. I hate men because they look at me like they are about to kill me and all I did was laugh but still. There's something wrong with them. I hate men because they give me dirty looks and judge me for the way I dress. I hate men because they have a parasocial relationship with me. I hate men because they think we are dating when I never agreed. There's something seriously wrong with them. I hate men because they are abusive. I hate men because they said I was too beautiful to be single and or too beautiful to be married instead of respecting my choices. I hate men because they think they can snatch because I married myself. I hate men because they can kill you. I hate men because they aren't kind to me. I hate men because they think they don't have to respect me. I hate men because they talk to me and look at me and I don't like it.

I can't stand guys who think they own the world and I can't stand guys because of their sense of entitlement. I am like shut the fuck up. Your not that important. I hate people and I don't want anything to do with them. I hate guys because they are annoying. They are always wanting to hook up and have sex and or they always want to date me. They always look at me as a potential person they can date and they don't see me as a person with feelings. It's disgusting. I hate men because they stare at me. I also hate men because they say they like me but then treat me like crap. I hate men because they bring me cake instead of buying me something expensive. I hate men because they think they can control me. I hate men because they have the audacity to like me as more than a friend when I married myself. I am self partnered you morons. I hate you stupid men. I hate men because they tell me to get over myself when they aren't important. I hate men because they say they have a crush on me.

I feel like a disappointment and just overall lazy because I can’t satisfy my mother completely and I want to fit into everyone’s expectations and I can’t stop, I’m always on my devices but because it’s one to the only ways I can be me but my mother wants me to get off and be more productive, but I can’t and I feel so lazy and I hate it I hate it so fucking much. I just always lie that I’m okay to my family but I’m fucking not and I yearn for someone to actually understand other than my best friends. I think about death almost everyday and other unhealthy things and I just can’t stop, the internet and strangers know better about me more than my parents and I fucking hate it. If I act more up to my parent’s expectations I’m leaving behind online friends and myself but if I keep acting like me I’ll keep being lazy. I overthink about what everyone thinks about me everyday and I hate it. I can never feel like myself. “Be yourself” but I can’t. I fucking can’t.

I don't think people are that great. They aren't as great as they make themselves out to be. They think they have this massive accomplishment reached just because they got married and had kids and or have the best job. In reality they are losers. I think they are pathetic too. I don't want what they have. I am happy with what I have. Hypothetically speaking, if a guy who liked me and or was dating me and said that they have kids and they are looking for a wife, I would tell them to fuck off and call them a loser. I hate people like this. I don't want a guy who has the best job and I don't want a guy who has kids. This is bullshit. I would be like good for you and walk away. I had guys brag about how long they new a person. I was like I don't care. I was like shut your bitch ass up. I also thought to myself, god your the biggest loser and I don't give a rats ass about you.

I feel so alone, i feel so angry and hateful at my friends, im scared about the future, everything sucks, im so, so scared. TERRIFIED is an understatement. I cant keep holding on without anyone in my life.

I don't know if anybody is on here, but I'm confused. I'm homophobic, and I always have been, but I'm starting to feel things for men. How do i get rid of these thoughts?

This is a dumb thing to think about, and I know it, but I really don't know what to think of it. I had a very odd childhood, and some memories just don't add up, but I feel like if something significant happened, I would remember. I do not remember much of anything from 4th grade. I can tell you some random details though. One of them was that I used to randomly bleed down there for no reason at all. This is before I even started my period, which is weird and gross, I know. I also used to get stomachaches every day, and it's so weird to me. No one said anything was wrong with me back then. I asked my sister, and she said she didn't notice anything wrong with me. I personally have no idea what happened. The only thing I could tell anyone from 4th grade is the classroom I remember noticing this in. Nothing happened in the class itself, but I do not remember what I had before that specific class when my stomach hurt. I can say almost exactly where I sat. It was closest to the door.

I’ve just been having down thoughts about my relationship. It has just become so messy now and I don’t know what to do. I’m starting to lose it

I am so sick of these dumb ass tik tok trends bruh. Theft has risen significantly since the rise of the Pokemon cards, Squishies, and hot wheels craze. 20 phone calls from people all asking "DO YOU HAVE SQUISHIES, DO YOU HAVE POKEMON, DO YOU HAVE HOT WHEELS!!??" we had to get a lock placed on our stock room doors because some asshole went in our stock room and stole ALL THE FUCKING HOT WHEELS WE HAD!!! OVEF A STUPID ASS TREND!!!! 😡

I've had stress all effing day from every direction and I get gaslit when I say how I feel. Fam has acted in panic button mode all day mostly like effing sky is falling about that and the other yet down plays it or denies it and blames for acting like that. REALLY?! WTF!? if I could I would just drive and drive and drive and not come back to this place. It's gotten horrible lately with all the b s I have to go through and put up with. Yet I get the blame for how they act how does that make any sense? Or talked to condescendingly if I don't give them what they want out of me (meds). WTF KIND OF FAMILY DYNAMIC IS THAT?!?! And people wonder why I stay stressed and have anxiety!!? Really? Not everyone knows what I go through that would possibly care like my dr. Friend's don't exist but I'd rather have none as fake ones. Whatever. My other fam has an obsession compulsion over their meds more like a really bad actually. Yeah mt life stays screwed up with what I go through yet I get gaslit.

I literally dgaf what particular habits people have. It’s their choice. You like to smoke? Go ahead. You like to drink? Go ahead. I like people who respect your boundaries and do not force their own habits on others.

Think whatever you want— I guide people towards their personal growth, and help them become a better version of themselves, while you do the opposite 🥀

I hate having contamination based OCD The stress makes me wanna itch my skin til it bleeds, otherwise I'm dousing my hands in chemicals til my skin peels off, which makes me feel unclean AGAIN and that everything I touch with my grubby hands is also infected

Bro talking to himself or something

to whoever needs to hear this- it'll be okay. life can be a pain in the ass sometimes, but you've made it this far. I'm proud of you.

I feel like I ruined a perfectly good friendship by confessing I wanted to get with the guy I'm more than okay with rejection and continuing as is, but I'm afraid he may now feel uncomfortable with me, and is putting up walls It's to be expected, but I wish people would just verbalise their boundaries clearly, instead of having me play social guessing games

guysh I just realized like in the Latino community they really are focused on race a lot. Deadass I love my dad but he’s lighter than me, he has an olive skintone and has really long black wavy hair (I forgot the other name for it) but he goes by indio. Basically, my dads like obsessed with me getting my hair straightened cus my moms black so I’m mixed, I have curly hair. Idk it just feels kinda erasing of my blackness and culture since he keeps insisting on it. I used to get a slik press every 2 weeks mind u…holy ish. but yeah I was given the nickname india by my family because of my dads indigenous (taino) features but other ppl in my family were called morenito/negrito etc. idk I just find it weird now that I’m finding out a lot of other people’s family nicknames are based on race, I like being called other nicknames like nena or mamita but idek about india anymore

Idk why i feel so hollow inside tonight, i also noticed I've been sleeping a lot, eating a lot while distracting my self watching a show, i would be sleeping at 2 am, woke up by 10 am and then go back to sleep by 2 pm until 7 pm and then repeat, my boyfriend and i rarely talks maybe two to three times a day, 4-5 changes of replies before he got busy. I don't wanna go back to my old unhealthy habits and crying every night out of exhaustion trying to be this good kid for my parents, thinking how am i supposed to help them, thinking where should i apply for a job as soon as i graduated college because they got no one to lean on and they're getting older. I don't wanna disappoint anyone, but i ended up disappointing my self more.

Donald Trump, his family, his administration, their families, every last billionaire oligarch and Republican politician and their families, every last ICE thug and their families...all must die. Traitors, liars, thieves, and murderers, one and all, just like the Confederacy before them...no, they ARE the Confederacy, a vile band of demons that we should've exorcised from this world long ago, but no. Abraham Lincoln offered them mercy, and look what they did to him. And Andrew Johnson gave them seats of power, and look what they did with that. This whole nation is rotten to the core, thanks to those demons and their successors. William Tecumseh Sherman had the right idea about how to deal with them, and I think it's time we finish the job, such that fascism never will have the chance to rise in this or any nation ever again. All of them, I say again, must die.

They say not to trust your thoughts after 9pm, but god is it getting so hard not to Maybe it's me being unmedicated talking, but I feel like such a replaceable person to my friends Saw my longtime childhood friends post about a boat party, didn't invite me, but sure as hell invited their coworker turned friend. Didn't even hear about it until the post Trying to make plans with other friends, feels like the group doesn't want to put in the effort to plan. I feel annoying badgering people to solidify things because I miss/wanna hang out with them