All Rants

I feel really like alone I don’t know if I am just a weird person or something like today my dad was wearing just some underwear and I had this anxiety or bumping my knee or hand on his dih and nudged my knee a little and I’m convincing myself I touched him but also didn’t he didn’t say anything after so I’m confused same thing with my brother little brother and my mom I keep panicking with so much shame and fear after to the point I feel like throwing up

My father is an abusive monster who has tormented my mother for as long as I've been alive. My mother has been given a unique opportunity to leave him and start over, but she has a history of going back to him, and I'm worried shes going to waste this chance. My other family members are worried abt this too, but the way they express it makes me really anxious and lowkey suicidal. I dont know what to do because my go to coping mechanism is to clam up and cry. I feel so alone because everyone makes my problems abouts them and how they feel so I dont open up to anyone anymore

I used to like this guy since start of middle school, in high school I finally moved on but he said he used to also like me which lowk made me feel better for my old self. For some odd reason he now acts weird asf like on and off friend, he stops being my friend then he texts me again like wtf are you doing, we haven't talked for MONTHS and guess what, he texted me yesterday and then posted a video with a text/lyrics that said something like "I always will comeback/remember even when there's wrinkles on my forehead" it could be just a coincidence but ngl im weirded the fuck out, I didn't open the message cuz i dont want anything to do with him

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I’ve been homeless before and the way people think of homeless people is lowk funny as shit bc of the stereotypes iykwim

I have a cute puppy, we got her when she was really small and I've grown so attached and I love her so much, but my family's giving her away to a couple, they have the space and time she needs but I dont want to give her up this always happens we get a puppy and when they're bigger and harder to manage we just give them away, the new owners will still send us pictures and stuff and she'll go travel with them but, I should feel happy for her but im really gonna miss her, and I don't want to say goodbye she was my baby :(

i dont even know how to vent anymore i cant even process my feelings, maby i do have anxiety but i dont even know whats wrong with me me anymore, and i think im getting better but i was just depressed now im just anxous and i feel like everything i do im not good enough at and i cant even do anything because im hiding so many things from my parents that im just scared i just wish i could live without the stress and anxiety of them on me i know it makes no sense but im writing this in a anxiety attack so it doesnt have to make sense ok

I feel like there's a lot of teens on here and I know it was exam results day recently. If you didn't get the grades you wanted, take it from me as an adult: it's okay! Real life example: me and my partner. I got 13 GCSEs and a BTEC with fairly high grades, some As and some Bs. I went on to get an AS-level, 3 A-levels, a degree and a diploma. My partner has 1 GCSE, he failed the rest of his. Guess which one of us is working full-time in a secure job, managing to work their way up and get promotions and pay rises? And guess which one of us has to work part-time for the family business and earns less than £200 a week because every job application and interview results in either a rejection or silence? Anyway I'll keep an eye on my emails, maybe I'll hear back about that job today, I doubt I'll have got it though.

quoting anonymous.. "Ouch. I'm about to vent and I'm very sorry about that. I just don't have any other place to talk in. ok here's the vent (CW for nsfw freaky stuff): I feel so disgusting for reading smvt. Yes, I'm a pxrn addict. I'm so weird. I'm a literal minor, why am i LIKE THIS??????? I think I might be hypersexual, but i dont want to self-diagnose. Maybe I'm just a freak. Because why tf am I reading pxrn on an EMOJI COMBOS SITE??? I can't do this anymore all of my friends WOULD hate me for this. Okay,, uhmmm,, I'm done thanjs for reading" responding.. aww, i'm rlly sry to hear that. i know this may sound a bit overtold but try distancing. shut down ur access. i rlly hope u improve. ill be proud! (•̀ᴗ•́ )و gl! you got this! (this post is meant to be in the kindest way possible w/ no offensive

I'm literally so fucking lonely I'm not even joking. I'm 16 I've got no social life, and just when I was like 'ok I can do it I'm gonna go out more' my phone BROKE so now I can't go out because I feel even more anxious than before (obviously I mean I'm without a phone) I literally have NO ONE and I mean NO ONE . I have one friend and I love her soooo much but we barely meet and even then I'd feel so shitty telling her everything bad that happened to me so I just don't, I'm literally so tired this shit is weighting on me so hard. I can't tell my mom because she'd just be worried and not get it, I can't tell my little sister because she's obviously little, my dad would just not give a fuck. I am trying to stay strong and tell myself I'll have a support system eventually but oh my fucking god it is unbearably lonely rn I need someone like anyone . I just feel sick💥

I thought or... think I have a crush on this kid I know. I do theater and he's hated by most of the cast for things he does. I agree some things he does are unacceptable like when he hit me as hard as he could in the face with something out of an "Intrusive thought" but I find him cute and think he likes me to. Idk. I'm pretty likes by the theater cast and managers and stuff and I feel like that might change if I start dating him or tell someone I like him so I just don't say anything. He also makes fat jokes about his friend and claims he finds it funny but his friend only laughs or agrees with some of the jokes. I don't know what to do. I want my friends to stay my friends and not hate me but I want people to know that I like him. WTF DO I DO???

I have or... had? idk what I feel for him anymore. I'll just say I have a crush on this kid and last year on Valentines day my friends confessed to him for me for some fucking reason but at least he said he liked me back I guess. A lot of kids in my grade are dating and I wanted a BF so without asking him I told all my friends I had a new BF. We chatted later on and agreed we were to young and just wanted to be friends but I had a breakdown. It's been almost a full year now and I don't know if I like him anymore but I think if I do it's one sided. I was at his house hanging out and 2 or 3 of his friends came knocking at the door and said "Is that your GF?" When they saw me and he said "EW NO!" And shut them out. When we were walking around his neighborhood he said "If anyone sees your your my long lost sister" and he tries to hide me from his friends when we are walking in his neighborhood and says if we see them to run? He makes me feel loves but worthless at the same fucking time..

Now everybody knows how I feel about my feelings and my family. Never did I thought I would feel so much shame and embarrassment that day but that wasn’t the worst part, the worst part was my mom telling me if I needed to talk to anyone, I could only tell her, dad, grandma or grandpa but no body else and that’s what break me. That I can’t tell anyone outside my house how I truly feel. I felt like it was my fault. If only I came my lip shut none of this would be happening but every scenarios I play in my head where I keep my mouth shut, I don’t because I loved them and trust them. There are days where I almost harm myself because I believe that it was my fault.

I remember the first time I breakdown when I was given the result that my dad could potentially die. I begged dad to go to the hospital but he refused. After some convincing from my whole family he agreed. Luckily my dad’s result were stable as long as he stay away from his bad habits he would be okay. Then the last weekend of April, my aunties show up, I don’t really remember what happens that day but I do remember one thing. I told them a shameful secret that sometimes I feel like my parents aren’t my parents and that I’m just there. I think I told them way more secrets that I kept from my parents but it felt good, letting everything out felt like a huge temple fell off of me. I remember the crying, the hugs and comfort words that left me in peace with myself. Until the week after, I was called upstairs when my mom explain the situation to me. I left sick to my stomach and so humiliated. My aunties told everyone my shameful secret to the whole family.

I told my uncle everything that I been holding for so long, not even my closer cousin knows how I truly feel in fact she didn’t even know about the whole situation. I told him how my aunties took advantage of my vulnerability. It was the last week of April, first semester was ending soon and I was so stressed out. It was a horrible week and it wasnt because of because of school but because of life. I found out that my mom left again and my dad had a high chance of having a stroke and dying. It was horrible, my dad who always worked at his desk 24/7 straight was lying in the coach for almost a week straight because he was triggered with anxiety and depression. My mom stop coming back home after the third day, she usually comes back by then but she didn’t. I started to lose hope and faith. Until she did come back but this time it was different. She took my siblings and I for the weeks and my dad took us for the weekends. It was horrible. I remember the first time I breakdown when I

Like I wish I never had discalculia.. but I’m stuck with it my whooole life. My friends said this math teacher I have is mean asl and I know she’s going to FRY my ass the whole year. Like GIRL I LEGIT CANNOT HELP IT??? I can’t stress enough how I CANNOT. HELP. IT!!! I wish I could do fractions and other stuff!!! I’ve tried learning on my own time!!! I just can’t remember how to do it or even properly calculate it when I do remember. Same with like angles and geometry. Can’t do geometry and all those formulas for diddlysquat. Going into algebra 1… soooo excited. Totally getting an F in math this year but I’ll try my best. At least it’s not in the morning I guess.

I feel like I want to be trans. To be a boy. But I love my hair and my female appearence and my family is so unnaccepting. Like WTF? Why do you call my trans brother his chosen name infront of his face and his deadname behind his back? My parents would also be dissapointed with two sons and a lot of my friends family would get so fucking pissed and me and probably force me not to be friends with my friends anymore. I jsut find it so unreasonable and gross that people treat us this way for being something else. I might be trans to non-bianary but after coming out as non-bianary one time one person said "k" and spammed to the point where no one else saw it. I just wanna be non-bianary but it seems as if this life won't allow me. Specifclly the fucking orange man in charge.

part 2 of my rants i genuinely wanna break smth cuz like first off my parents are absolute a-holes and i just dont want to do anything to do with them.. im emotionally not connected to them in any form. 2nd my girlfriend who is the only reason i havent killed anyone is now pissed at me and i totally get y but u dont gotta take out ur anger on me like bro i got my own stuff and im tryna have fun with you and her mom is such a BISH like UGHH everything i try doing just backfires im running on 2 hrs of sleep and havent gotten proper sleep in like the month and i have panic attacks and only she knows but cant do anything and i just wanna cry but that would mean letting my defenses down and my parents will see me as i am i cant have that cuz ill start yapping stuff and they will possibly find out that im bi and that will be catastrophic cuz im asian and that means disgrace to ur family and yea like im helpless here ~sam

My transgender brother wants to die. I know sometimes I say I hate him but if he died I would be genuinely lost and in pain. He said he didn't want to be friends with this kid anymore because the kid was calling him his dead name and not respecting him. The kid threatened to send his number to all his homophobic friends and he did. He as a white boy was called the N word and a unsettling series of slurs. His life was threatened. He refuses to go back to our school and says he's going to a different one to avoid his friends but theres a possibility he won't get in because sing ups ended. My parents say he has to go to school whether he gets into another school or not and he said if they make him go to this school he will sit in his room not coming out to eat or drink until he dies and rots in there. I'm scared for his life and my sanity... I just want out of this life.

stupid discalculia I hate this… I’m in 10th grade and I still don’t understand fractions and struggle to do multi-step equations. I know I’m not stupid!!! I’ve won multiple competitions in science, English, etc. God I even struggle with the stupid rantram math checks. Took me over a minute to do 9 + 8 one time on this website.