All Rants

The truth still matters even if those in power have buried the truth under mountains of lies.

Everyone sayd im the bully and angry sibling in my family cuz i often say mean shit to my younger sister and I know im in the wrong but I never felt the same love or treatment from my parents ever since she was born and no matter how much I try I never felt love towards her ever again I dont know what to do honestly i feel like a terrible person so how do I get closer to her or anything even if it means to fake it

I must be a fucking dumbass cuz tell me why I just sent an email to the counselors to fix my shit and I sent the wrong fucking schedule wtffffff I must be fucking stupid asf to be making such dumb ass mistakes. I literally dont get tsssss I'm gonna loose my shit and fucking die. like genuinly im gonna explode and die.

Do whatever you want bruh. I’m going to settle down with a much better guy and I’ll finally be at peace. Good luck with your deep shit

why do i even exist?? im not good at anything i do im js barely mid at everything and i dont have any friends i think i can trust my parents made me insecure abt my weight my face and everything abt me i feel like idk why im even put on earth atp, to make other ppl feel better abt themselves? i wish there could be smth special abt myself but theres nothing im forgettable sensitive and broken. i js dont understand whats my point i feel like even if i kms ppl would notice me for once but forget i even existed after a month im genuinely considering it <3

Yeah, you’re right. I am jealous. Jealous she chose you when you literally give people death threats just because you are losing a fight. Jealous she calls you every day when me and her did that. Jealous that she makes edits with you when me and her did that. Jealous that she says “love you too” when me and her did that. Jealous that she isn’t mine anymore. Jealous that she plays that game with you, when me and her did that first. I wonder if she gets daja vu in those games. I wonder if she gets daja vu making those edits. I wonder if she gets daja vu when she hears that song. I wonder if she gets daja vu when she remembers who was there first to listen while she cried. I’m not the villain, YOU ARE. You made up lies about me, you talked shit online. (How fucking embarrassing) you called me names, when you are just an insecure little BITCHY BOY.

I LITERALLY FUCKING HATE MY SCHOOL SO MUCH! IS IT REALLY THAT DIFFICULT TO LET ME HAVE CLASSES THAT I ACTUALLY CHOSE!?!?!? I LITERALLY WENT THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT TRYING TO GET THE CLASSES I WANTED JUST FOR SUMMER TO COME AND MY FUCKING COUNSELOR TO SAY BYE BYE AND FUCKING LEAVE AND THEN SOMEONE WHO'S OVERLOOKING THE REST OF THE PROCESSES DOESN'T BOTHER ACTUALLY LOOKING FOR WHAT I WANT AND INSTEAD JUST GAVE ME CLASSES AS THEY PULLED IT OUT THEIR FUCKING ASSSSSS

TF YOU MEAN I HAVE TO FOLLOW THIS GIRLS SCHEDULE? IM BUSY TOO. BITCH YOUR DISCRIMINATION STINKS. IDFC IF SHES BLIND AS A FUCKING BAT IN THE SUNLIGHT. 😭 HOW TF IS SHE SUPPOSED TO SEE THE SCHEDULE IF ITS ONLINE. TF? STOP! JUST BECAUSE IM HOMESCHOOLED YOU DONT LIKE ME? 😭😭😭STFUUUUUUUUUUUUU AT LEAST I DONT DISCRIMINATE PEOPLE BASED ON DISABILITY 💔

KY$ IF YOU SEXT THAT BIH FUCKING ASSSHOLE J KKY$

Im so done kids started shit talking me behind my back like i couldnt hear them they got what they diserved ended up telling the boy hes only here because his dads condom broke and the girl she looks liek a doll shes so creepy she looks like a corpse with makeup on and someone online told me they would never call me a he/him and that im forever a she/her (im trans ftm) and i ended up telling them that they were forever the reason their mom wanted her period

Kiss me na :C Contact abdul bike mechanic shop

Letting go of someone coz of my religion

an ex of mine keeps coming back. i met her i dont know how many months ago but its been a long time i think and she left me (multiple times) to go back to her ex. we were in a lesbian relationship mind you and her ex is a ma- boy. apparently she loves both him and i and in her attempt to choose she has come and gone so many times, normally lasting a few weeks away and few days back. last time she took over a month to get back to me, and i used that time to heal and get over it, but as soon as she came back the wound came open again. and now shes left again, leaving me bleeding, confused, and without even a paragraph to cry about this time. and now im left wondering if this is it or if she will come back. what makes it all worse is that shes literally everything ive ever wanted, but i guess happiness just wasnt for me. fuck you for leaving me here. but if you come back ill let you right back in... i wish love wasnt a thing

Ive been in a relationship with this guy, who others have told me hes abusive. And my health keeps me from working, so i am struggling to even try thinking of getting out, not to mention theres a child involved, so getting out and keeping the kid with me would be impossible. I feel hopeless and I want out more than anything

I HATE MY FKN DAD KMNJHBGVFDXSEDRTYUJKNAB AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Life is just a game, u may lose knowing that people will tell you that u failed at getting the job done. Then if u win they will hate you for winning because they wanted to win instead of you but if u throw in the towel they call you weak . SO WHATS THE POINT OF PLAYING

There are so many confessions of suicideality on here I want to scream. I want to reach out to all of them but can't... if you are feeling things are too heavy please reach out to talk to someone! There are people who care out here even if they have never met you and will never ever know you! Call -> 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline in US & Canada. International lifeline lookup directory -> findahelpline (with the usual ending for websites)

i dont care what any of you say no matter what happens or when you all got this and all matter even when we have our hard days

nothing that i do will ever be enough for them, and thats the smallest problem, im tired of the constamt yelling and banging and loud noises, living in fear of being hurt or one of them getting hurt or just committing suicide. i wish for someone calm, gentle and softspoken in my life, and a new place away from this. thats all i want.

I, am in a school relationship. I like this one girl that i feel is too out my league and is going to heartbreak me. I mean, shes pretty, and she does see me as handsome but i cant see it. And just yesterday she told me “i gotta do smt about my Honers Roll Society” which i wqs .02 FRIXKING POINTS AWAY FROM MAKING IT. is brings me down, shes smarter than me. may not seem that big of a deal, but i pressure myself, i have been this whole school year. and when she came, i thought it was gonna be good. it is but i feel, unloved. first 2 quarters i made “principals list” or whatever. and when i got the “honers roll” which is a level down, i thought i was stupid. I wanted to rip the certificate, keep it hidden, so i didnt get ashamed. and then later, she made the top tiwr 4 classes, all teachers loved her, she was amazing. and i, was an average no speaking introvert. it feels, odd. and het, shes smart in, everything! and i, only mathematics and astronomy. but im not sure how she can love me