All Rants

I hate myself. Seriously, i want to die. If someone know a hitman, text me on discord, let them kill me.

Hey, so I could really use some advice. In 3 days, I'm starting 7th grade (yes I KNOW I'm young.) in a completely new building. I'm pretty freaked out because it's much bigger than the building I was in for 6th grade, and I'll have a lot more classes. Also, literally everyone on TikTok and YouTube says that 7th grade is the worst year (I know not to trust social media platforms, but I've seen A LOT of people with this opinion). I've never really struggled academically, except for math. I have a solid friend group, but it seems like they're slowly pushing me away. If anyone has tips on navigating classes, remembering assignments, keeping my grades up, and making new friends, please let me know. It would really help me a lot.

Time waits for no one. We’re all growing old. Either be stuck in that loop for eternity or get your ass up and seek healthy relationships

Isne mujhe firse kalva banadiya I AM TIRED BRO LITERALLY AND EXTREMELY TIRED OF YOUR BS THE WAY YOU MAKE UP SHIT YOU NO NOTHING ABOUT YOU DONT EEVN KNOW ME MULLIONS OF PICTURES AND YOU STILL MISTAKE ME FOR SOME RANDOM MF

i dontc are about my life anymore, i dont feel concerned about if i live or if i die and i dont want to speak to anyone at all because i dont ha ve abybody in my life who cares. i have alreayd tried, i got 4 therapists, went to a mental hospital again and im doing worse now than i ever have. i have always thought "im too scared to end it, i dont want to die, i just want the pain to go away" but at this point, i genuinely do just want to die, i dont want to end hhe pain i want to genuinely just die perminantly and forever. i dont want to experience life,m i ha ve genuinrly nothing ahead of me, nobody that actually cares about me and i feel backed into a corner. theres train tracks near my hme, loaded guns unlocked and i have so many medications that are overflowing in their bottles.. im n ot sure what im waiting for anymore, i guess its just my bodys self prservation instinct.. i ijust want to be happy and bbe loved , i wish someone would love mme enough to help me.

If I had a wish, I’d wish for never meeting this person in this lifetime or any other lifetime. There should be a block system where you can block them and never have access to you in real life too

Who am I even arguing with? The same guy who abused me and cut me off. The one who chants her zodiac everywhere, and I’m trying to make a point by screaming into the void. Bro stalks me everywhere, yet I haven’t even seen him for the last 9 months. The fault was mine indeed, and I’ll be fixing that in a few months 🙏

i'm breaking up with my girlfriend

IF YOU ARE SO INVESTED IN HER THEN BE WITH HER MF WHAT IS STOPPING YOU TO DATE HER? LET ME GUESS YOU NEED ATTENTION FROM MULTIPLE WOMEN YOU HAVE A DEEEEP VOID IN YOU WHICH CAN ONLY BE FILLED WITH MULTIPLE WOMEN DISGUSTING ASSHOLE YOUR PARENTS SHOULD BE ASHAMED FOR HOW YOU TURNED OUT

don't you feel ashamed? Like, do you just randomly sit and contemplate the stuff you keep doing? Are you atleast aware of your actions and its consequences? How attention starved are you, fucking ADHD ass? Why the fuck are you toying with the two of us? If there’s more, you need to be ashamed of yourself

if me and my siblings are all shopping and my sister buys more clothes than me or buys more expensive shit than me its fine but its horrible that when I try to buy things same amt or cost my parents suddenly want to be all up and high talking abt how im spending so much. We buy clothes for everyone's birthdays, and its like a tradition sort of. Me and my sister buy clothes on eachother bdays too. But last year I was told to not buy clothes on her birthday and so I didn't bcuz I though they'd say the same on my birthday to her. But when my birthday rolled around they let her buy more clothes than me, I was allowed less nimber of clothes than she was when it was my fucking bday. Then this year when I said I wanted to buy clothes they restricted me again, I fought them and told them how I wont stand for this bs with them having clear favorites but they cast me aside as a selfish and arrogant bitch, i hate these assholes

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT MF WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU ARE YOU REALLY THAT ATTENTION DEPRIVED??? AN OUNCE OF ATTENTION IS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO ABANDON EVERYTHING AND SWITCH BACK TO ANOTHER ONE?? GO GET YOURSELF CHECKED FUCKING UGLY PIECE OF SHIT

it hurts to see that the most good looking people has everything in life and especially in love, so am i ugly where idh a single happiness or love? for once i wanna go to date, for once i wanna feel love, for once i want to receive but i guess im not good looking at all to have so

This guy’s adhd is so bad, he seems hooked on the chase. So completely driven by the need for attention that when I ignore him, he does everything to get my focus, but as soon as you give it to him, he goes back to the other person. Go get yourself checked RTRD MF! YOU ARE STUCK IN A FUCKING LOOP AND YOU ARE DRAGGING OTHERS INTO THIS MESS. THIS IS SO TIRING BRO. MAKES ME FEEL DISGUSTED THAT YOU ARE PLAYING WITH THE TWO OF US

The truth still matters even if those in power have buried the truth under mountains of lies.

Everyone sayd im the bully and angry sibling in my family cuz i often say mean shit to my younger sister and I know im in the wrong but I never felt the same love or treatment from my parents ever since she was born and no matter how much I try I never felt love towards her ever again I dont know what to do honestly i feel like a terrible person so how do I get closer to her or anything even if it means to fake it

I must be a fucking dumbass cuz tell me why I just sent an email to the counselors to fix my shit and I sent the wrong fucking schedule wtffffff I must be fucking stupid asf to be making such dumb ass mistakes. I literally dont get tsssss I'm gonna loose my shit and fucking die. like genuinly im gonna explode and die.

Do whatever you want bruh. I’m going to settle down with a much better guy and I’ll finally be at peace. Good luck with your deep shit

why do i even exist?? im not good at anything i do im js barely mid at everything and i dont have any friends i think i can trust my parents made me insecure abt my weight my face and everything abt me i feel like idk why im even put on earth atp, to make other ppl feel better abt themselves? i wish there could be smth special abt myself but theres nothing im forgettable sensitive and broken. i js dont understand whats my point i feel like even if i kms ppl would notice me for once but forget i even existed after a month im genuinely considering it <3

Yeah, you’re right. I am jealous. Jealous she chose you when you literally give people death threats just because you are losing a fight. Jealous she calls you every day when me and her did that. Jealous that she makes edits with you when me and her did that. Jealous that she says “love you too” when me and her did that. Jealous that she isn’t mine anymore. Jealous that she plays that game with you, when me and her did that first. I wonder if she gets daja vu in those games. I wonder if she gets daja vu making those edits. I wonder if she gets daja vu when she hears that song. I wonder if she gets daja vu when she remembers who was there first to listen while she cried. I’m not the villain, YOU ARE. You made up lies about me, you talked shit online. (How fucking embarrassing) you called me names, when you are just an insecure little BITCHY BOY.