All Rants

We have a rat problem and tbe rats tore through my carpet and was eating my papers and such and ahit all over my carpets, I literally can't im cleaning my whole room and trying to vacuum and sweep all the little pebbles but its too much these mfs have got to go T_T

i want to kill myself and I also don't??.. like I want to die yet I still want to live. i feel like I have so much to live for and nothing at the same time. my feelings contradict themselves for some reason. I feel one thing but also feel the opposite of it it's so WEIRD like I want to run away from home, but I still want to stay. i want to die but I want to live. please tell me someone else feels this way. anyways I've been waking up too late to have breakfast or lunch so I just eat dinner and maybe a snack I guess which isn't that bad this is kind of all over the place I'm just gonna stop talking here

I am trying so hard to be positive. School is starting and I dont want to go. The love of my life left school since he moved and my friends, I feel like they hate me. They havent even checked up on me during the summer. And the one that did, she doesnt want me to do well at all. I try venting to her but she twists my words and I dont trust that she keeps quiet so that's why I dont tell her anymore. My other best best she found new friends so I cant even talk to her anymore because she changed. I really feel like I am alone. My parents don't understand I am struggling- well my mom is but she cries about it when I tell her so now I am forced to handle this myself. I want to do good academically but I am falling behind because I just feel so depressed. Anyone got any suggestions what to do? The only time I feel happy is when I just read my books but thats what I have been doing to escape reality and so reality gets worse and worse. My mindset is so negative I dont know how to fix it.

i think hes cheating on me. so many small lies, why wouldnt he now lie about the new smell on his sweater after a night out? "some guy gave me some in the toilets" ????? what man takes out perfume on a night out in fucking derby?????? why do you sneak off to the bathroom at night????????

I feel like I’m falling apart, I don’t even recognize the person in the mirror anymore. I hate my life, I hate the partner I’m with. I feel unheard and over looked. I’m just a caretaker and an unpaid therapist. I have no friends to talk to I had to move away from my home state, I’m unemployed and injured myself. Body Dysmorphia and my depression can’t even be managed cause I can’t even see my therapist for distance and financial reasons. I don’t wanna keep going but I have too I worry even in death I won’t be able to rest and idk I just wanna cry and feel so hollow

What's a daily frustration that seems small but keeps building up?

What's a daily frustration that seems small but keeps building up?

What's a stressor in your life that feels completely out of your control? Okay, so i have bpd and im so fucking tired of it. Im only 51 reversed, and I feel like me getting better is just it getting more overwhelming and quieter. Short rant but im tired and can't go fully into detail right now....

Ffs, I thought I'd be healthy and order a smoothie. 2 hours later, explosive diarrhoea. Dunno why I fucking bother.

nomatter how many people i talk to or try to talk to , i always end up alone. I'm always the one initiating friendships and i wish it was reversed for once. i feel jealous of ppl in friend groups or at least one close friend whether it's online or irl. it sucks but ik im not the only one that feels this way. I js wish it didn't have to feel lonelier than it rlly is

When my mental health has been really bad but I know it’ll just be blamed on hormones, my friends, and the internet

im so fucking lonely. feels like i always end up alone in the end. wish i had one person i could count on. put all my eggs in one basket so to speak.

People care about money more than they do kindness and loyalty.

Who's a better friend!!? The friend who gave you a free place to stay after your bf kicked you out, cooked for you, spent lots of time with you, and always tried to support you OR the girl who got you sent to jail for a month, talks behind your back all the time, gets into fights with you frequently, tells you you have to suck in your stomach every time y'all take selfies together, but she takes you on expensive vacations? You see where this is going right? Let's just say I am never doing that shit for anyone ever again. Scumbags with money ALWAYS WIN 🙂

She is not my "best friend" anymore as I've grown to really dislike her. I did everything I could to help her while she was going through a break up, being extremely suicidal, and constantly negative and angry but I still stayed by her side. After that she found other friends and starting canceling every plan we had together yet she'd always hang out with other people. The nail in the coffin was when she became friends again with a girl who ruined my life to the point I changed schools just to get away from that girl. And after they became friends again they've been completely inseparable and when I confronted her, she made it clear she values her friendship with that bitch more than she does ours. I'm just done man. I'm never helping out any girl going through homelessness or a break up ever again. They abandon your ass once they get back on their feet. And if she asks I'm just gonna tell her I don't look at you the same anymore. 🙁

Dear future generation. Please raise your kids to focus on themselves and bettering their lives instead of putting all their life into getting friends and a relationship. That's all. May the next generation find peace within instead of destroying their mental health over and over for STRANGERS who don't give a shit about them.

I fucking hate "friendships", they're a waste of fucking time and I always get used in the end every time. I hate to say it, but my abusive relationships have had better impacts on my life than a fuck ass friendship ever have. 🙄

I hate Dedrick ! I wish he would die right noooowww!

Why the fuck is it always me ending up as the therapist friend and free charity center!!!???? Why the fuck doesn't ANYBODY want to go out, travel, and have FUN WITH ME!!!???? 😡😡🤬🤬🤬🫤🫤🫤

"I'm too busy", "Idk when I work next week", "I'm too sleepy" yet your fucking Snapchat says another story. 😑 Every time she makes an excuse for why we can't hang out the bitch posts a snap chat of her hanging out with other people. Be a fucking adult and just admit that our friendship isn't a priority to you so I can block your ass for good 🤷‍♀️😑