All Rants

I feel like I’m falling apart, I don’t even recognize the person in the mirror anymore. I hate my life, I hate the partner I’m with. I feel unheard and over looked. I’m just a caretaker and an unpaid therapist. I have no friends to talk to I had to move away from my home state, I’m unemployed and injured myself. Body Dysmorphia and my depression can’t even be managed cause I can’t even see my therapist for distance and financial reasons. I don’t wanna keep going but I have too I worry even in death I won’t be able to rest and idk I just wanna cry and feel so hollow

What's a daily frustration that seems small but keeps building up?

What's a daily frustration that seems small but keeps building up?

What's a stressor in your life that feels completely out of your control? Okay, so i have bpd and im so fucking tired of it. Im only 51 reversed, and I feel like me getting better is just it getting more overwhelming and quieter. Short rant but im tired and can't go fully into detail right now....

Ffs, I thought I'd be healthy and order a smoothie. 2 hours later, explosive diarrhoea. Dunno why I fucking bother.

nomatter how many people i talk to or try to talk to , i always end up alone. I'm always the one initiating friendships and i wish it was reversed for once. i feel jealous of ppl in friend groups or at least one close friend whether it's online or irl. it sucks but ik im not the only one that feels this way. I js wish it didn't have to feel lonelier than it rlly is

When my mental health has been really bad but I know it’ll just be blamed on hormones, my friends, and the internet

im so fucking lonely. feels like i always end up alone in the end. wish i had one person i could count on. put all my eggs in one basket so to speak.

People care about money more than they do kindness and loyalty.

Who's a better friend!!? The friend who gave you a free place to stay after your bf kicked you out, cooked for you, spent lots of time with you, and always tried to support you OR the girl who got you sent to jail for a month, talks behind your back all the time, gets into fights with you frequently, tells you you have to suck in your stomach every time y'all take selfies together, but she takes you on expensive vacations? You see where this is going right? Let's just say I am never doing that shit for anyone ever again. Scumbags with money ALWAYS WIN 🙂

She is not my "best friend" anymore as I've grown to really dislike her. I did everything I could to help her while she was going through a break up, being extremely suicidal, and constantly negative and angry but I still stayed by her side. After that she found other friends and starting canceling every plan we had together yet she'd always hang out with other people. The nail in the coffin was when she became friends again with a girl who ruined my life to the point I changed schools just to get away from that girl. And after they became friends again they've been completely inseparable and when I confronted her, she made it clear she values her friendship with that bitch more than she does ours. I'm just done man. I'm never helping out any girl going through homelessness or a break up ever again. They abandon your ass once they get back on their feet. And if she asks I'm just gonna tell her I don't look at you the same anymore. 🙁

Dear future generation. Please raise your kids to focus on themselves and bettering their lives instead of putting all their life into getting friends and a relationship. That's all. May the next generation find peace within instead of destroying their mental health over and over for STRANGERS who don't give a shit about them.

I fucking hate "friendships", they're a waste of fucking time and I always get used in the end every time. I hate to say it, but my abusive relationships have had better impacts on my life than a fuck ass friendship ever have. 🙄

I hate Dedrick ! I wish he would die right noooowww!

Why the fuck is it always me ending up as the therapist friend and free charity center!!!???? Why the fuck doesn't ANYBODY want to go out, travel, and have FUN WITH ME!!!???? 😡😡🤬🤬🤬🫤🫤🫤

"I'm too busy", "Idk when I work next week", "I'm too sleepy" yet your fucking Snapchat says another story. 😑 Every time she makes an excuse for why we can't hang out the bitch posts a snap chat of her hanging out with other people. Be a fucking adult and just admit that our friendship isn't a priority to you so I can block your ass for good 🤷‍♀️😑

I feel like I’m going into zoochosis

If you're a teenager angry about friends isolating and abandoning you for other people. SURPRISE IT DOESN'T GET BETTER!!!! People are still doing this fuck shit in their fucking 30's bruh. High school never ends, I'm in my 30's and still at the bottom of every friendship, I still get abandoned for other people, and I'm still the therapist friend who nobody wants to go and hang out with. Word of advice, how you get treated in high school is how you're gonna be treated for the rest of your life. 🤷‍♀️

bruh I’m scared to go to highschool a little bit. like now I’m at the bottom of the foodchain again, but like 8th grade was full of TERRORS. There was so much drama it was literally terrible. Basically my goal is to get a bigger friend group lowk, mixed gender friend groups are the best and ofc get good grades. the drama last year was so weird and bitter, like I’m telling u we’re 13-15 yr olds why are we cracking each other, vaping, fighting etc etc. it’s some rlly grown shit like yes you’re gonna do dumb stuff as a teen yadayadayada but enjoy ur childhood?? u can do this ghetto shit in ur twenties 🥹 anyway I love my friends I just want a peaceful school life yk? that’s all I wanna be worried about. I’m not the best at making friends but I’ve been adopted by some extroverts as an ambivert so I think I’ll be ok? I’m telling u tho my school is HELL. the people there are deadass so rude and terrible and every once in a while you’ll find a good person🤞

How could you, daddy? How could you look me in the eyes at seven years old on promise me you would stop smoking, just for seven years to pass and you still come into the house with that acrid stench on you every 30 minutes? Don’t try to deny it. You’ve broken this promise I believe an utmost of three times already. I’ve seen you with nicotine patches. I’ve glared at you as you’ve walked back into the house from the garage after being out there for god knows how long. I’ve seen the cigarette butts in the front yard. I hear the way you cough. Please daddy. Stop. You don’t want to know how many I’ve cried over this. I’m crying now, actually. If you can believe it, I want you to make it to my wedding. I don’t to here the news in two years that you have lung cancer. I want you to see my high school graduation, I want you to see me become a pediatric phycologist, I want you to see every roll I’ll ever play in theatre, I need you, dad. I just want you to stop.