All Rants

She is not my "best friend" anymore as I've grown to really dislike her. I did everything I could to help her while she was going through a break up, being extremely suicidal, and constantly negative and angry but I still stayed by her side. After that she found other friends and starting canceling every plan we had together yet she'd always hang out with other people. The nail in the coffin was when she became friends again with a girl who ruined my life to the point I changed schools just to get away from that girl. And after they became friends again they've been completely inseparable and when I confronted her, she made it clear she values her friendship with that bitch more than she does ours. I'm just done man. I'm never helping out any girl going through homelessness or a break up ever again. They abandon your ass once they get back on their feet. And if she asks I'm just gonna tell her I don't look at you the same anymore. 🙁

Dear future generation. Please raise your kids to focus on themselves and bettering their lives instead of putting all their life into getting friends and a relationship. That's all. May the next generation find peace within instead of destroying their mental health over and over for STRANGERS who don't give a shit about them.

I fucking hate "friendships", they're a waste of fucking time and I always get used in the end every time. I hate to say it, but my abusive relationships have had better impacts on my life than a fuck ass friendship ever have. 🙄

I hate Dedrick ! I wish he would die right noooowww!

Why the fuck is it always me ending up as the therapist friend and free charity center!!!???? Why the fuck doesn't ANYBODY want to go out, travel, and have FUN WITH ME!!!???? 😡😡🤬🤬🤬🫤🫤🫤

"I'm too busy", "Idk when I work next week", "I'm too sleepy" yet your fucking Snapchat says another story. 😑 Every time she makes an excuse for why we can't hang out the bitch posts a snap chat of her hanging out with other people. Be a fucking adult and just admit that our friendship isn't a priority to you so I can block your ass for good 🤷‍♀️😑

I feel like I’m going into zoochosis

If you're a teenager angry about friends isolating and abandoning you for other people. SURPRISE IT DOESN'T GET BETTER!!!! People are still doing this fuck shit in their fucking 30's bruh. High school never ends, I'm in my 30's and still at the bottom of every friendship, I still get abandoned for other people, and I'm still the therapist friend who nobody wants to go and hang out with. Word of advice, how you get treated in high school is how you're gonna be treated for the rest of your life. 🤷‍♀️

bruh I’m scared to go to highschool a little bit. like now I’m at the bottom of the foodchain again, but like 8th grade was full of TERRORS. There was so much drama it was literally terrible. Basically my goal is to get a bigger friend group lowk, mixed gender friend groups are the best and ofc get good grades. the drama last year was so weird and bitter, like I’m telling u we’re 13-15 yr olds why are we cracking each other, vaping, fighting etc etc. it’s some rlly grown shit like yes you’re gonna do dumb stuff as a teen yadayadayada but enjoy ur childhood?? u can do this ghetto shit in ur twenties 🥹 anyway I love my friends I just want a peaceful school life yk? that’s all I wanna be worried about. I’m not the best at making friends but I’ve been adopted by some extroverts as an ambivert so I think I’ll be ok? I’m telling u tho my school is HELL. the people there are deadass so rude and terrible and every once in a while you’ll find a good person🤞

How could you, daddy? How could you look me in the eyes at seven years old on promise me you would stop smoking, just for seven years to pass and you still come into the house with that acrid stench on you every 30 minutes? Don’t try to deny it. You’ve broken this promise I believe an utmost of three times already. I’ve seen you with nicotine patches. I’ve glared at you as you’ve walked back into the house from the garage after being out there for god knows how long. I’ve seen the cigarette butts in the front yard. I hear the way you cough. Please daddy. Stop. You don’t want to know how many I’ve cried over this. I’m crying now, actually. If you can believe it, I want you to make it to my wedding. I don’t to here the news in two years that you have lung cancer. I want you to see my high school graduation, I want you to see me become a pediatric phycologist, I want you to see every roll I’ll ever play in theatre, I need you, dad. I just want you to stop.

You know you're having the worst month of your life when your gym is concerned that you only showed up 2 times the entire month so far 😭 💔 can August just be over already?????

my close best friend (person A) who is my ride or die keeps hanging out with their other friends more than me and my friend group of 3 other people (excluding me and A) and i know im probably just being a lonely prick but i feel isolated and left out and we used to hang out almost every weekend but those days have dwindled a lot and i get that A (same grade and school as me) has more work to do more than ever but i just can't help but feel jealous

ex friend tried to ruin my life and i feel like i cant go anywhere because im so anxious of running into them. and they are so charismatic i get paranoid making new friends because it feels like everyone knows and loves this person. it feels so weird to me, like this isn't my life i'm living, i lost so many friends because of this person. only one person believed me that the story they're telling was the other way around. i dont want to let anyone close ever again. it feels like everyone just wants one thing from me and when i dont reciprocate they do everything in their power to make me suffer.

i dream of the day where somebody fucking cares about me but that'll only happen when i slit my throat. and the worst part is that im so desperate for someone to notice that i might just

my ptsd is ruining my life. everyday it gets harder to think and breathe and exist. i dont understand why. why me how could he do this to me. why cant i ever calm down. ichoose to stay alive but im so tired of living in fear.

i have friends, but im still lonely. i feel as if no one truly knows what im going through, and im not brave enough to tell anyone. i feel so alone. every single person i meet thinks im happy but thats just a defense mechanism. i genuinely have 0 idea how to talk to anyone, not even my own parents.

im such a draining loser thats probably why barely anyone talks to me. I love it when my only friend at school gives me one worded answers with a monotone voice as she hops away speaking enthusiastically to others! as i overthink that for hours! wonderful! 😂

I don’t think I have enough energy to go back to school because I keep having moments of school days where I was close next to my family physcially and keep ruminating if I sa’d them it’s a very very strong feeling I feel sick to my stomach and I have a notebook dedicated to theese “events” I’m friends with most of theese people in them but I just can’t help to think I did, I could like start crying in my room over it then 30 minutes later walking to a scenario in my head with music and it’s affecting me I hate it so bad I even have a recall where I can’t tell if it’s distorted or not at 9-10 years old and did weird stuff to my brother and mom on the bed and have a obsession with juvie now and handcuffs idk anyone else having this? I don’t think it’s ocd either because it’s actual snippets and now I’m convinced I’m convincing myself that nothing happened maybe I blocked it out im looking for moral reassurance but I can’t even reassure myself

i want someone to care please thats all ive ever wanted why does love always feel so conditional why do i do this to mysekf why am i alive how are you supposed to live when everynight you die over and over again

spiderman movie sucks, tom holland is ugly, i hope they all die lol