All Rants

i got F at exam, thats all....

I work with a bunch of immature childhood baggage-carrying tools.

my whole school friend group turned against me because of this girl who claimed she was my bff (she never was) who I cut off + a failed situationship (all of them in the same group along with me). I thought the drama was done. I didn't wanna fight with anyone anymore but out of nowhere my only friend in my classes told me that she didn't want to talk to me anymore because she felt uncomfortable since she's talked trash about me behind my back a bunch of times??? so now the whole group hates me except for the only other guy and the weirdo girl (she's a sweetheart but we're not really close). I thought we ended things ok with my situationship but apparently she hates me and is saying stuff about me WHICH SCARES ME because we trusted each other so much so she has a LOT of embarrassing stuff about me that I wouldn't have told anyone else. Basically I went from having like 15 friends to only a couple and I also have to coexist with this group everydar for another year I'm so stressed

Me and my fiancée broke up, and i wish i never let my walls down, all he did was break my heart

IM SO SCARED- I was checking my spotify and saw an update so i checked and turns out it’s my exs profile. out of curiosity i check her profile and see some playlists, im there it says SHES MOVING TO WHERE I MOVED (freaking moving countries.) and she’s going crazy at the idea of seeing me again. we’ve been over for three years at least, and im so scared because my life is going okay so far but she always found a way to stress me. plus, she caused me several anxiety episodes and several psychology visits because she always came to me whenever she felt like not living anymore, thing that happened often. and introduced me to negative ways of coping, im scared of seeing her ever again. she will ruin my friendships, everything.

When I was around 8 years old my mum left and my dad was emotionally unavailable and not involved in my life for any reasons other than paying for essentials. 5 years ago a girl came into my life that taught me what love was and it was so overwhelming me to me. I couldn’t tell her that I loved her for months because it was too much for me to say. || She killed herself around a year after dating and I hated myself so much, for two years I treated myself below everyone and everything and cut myself everyday to punish myself. Ive gotten drunk really drunk tonight and can’t stop thinking of her and starting to hate myself for failing the one person who taught me what love was. I’ll prob regret saying all of this in the morning but I feel like I have to say it. || There’s a lot more I can say but just wanna let you all know that no matter what happens in life, I promise things will get better and you matter to someone or make a difference in someones life no matter what you think

I've spent months looking for a job and I just got one but now I might get kicked from where I'm living and lose it

i feel like i can’t talk to anyone at all. i don’t feel comfortable with anyone. i can’t trust anyone when i feel vulnerable. my friends just look at me and treat me like some joke. my parents say that im not “tough” enough, or blame it on my hormones. there’s just too much going on. i hate it

I was recently js scrolling and a video popped up on my fyp. A guy i fell in love with a while back singing and dancing with a few other guys on a stage. I miss him so much, i think about him often. How he is, what he is doing, if hes taking care of himself. We used to talk about music all the time, he was always so passionate about it and i loved to listen. One time we stayed up all night just talking about everything and nothing. I told him about the stars and how bright they were, how much i love looking at them. It felt like i was in a movie because he said i was the prettiest star he loved looking at and kissed me. We never dated, but i wonder what we could have been.. im so happy and proud of him but i just wish i could have my sweet boy back even if he was never really mine. Ill always keep our promise safe in my heart Mar <3 It was kind of crushing to see, but yeahh lol

I want to give up. Please god, please show me the way out of this darkness. Please. I need to escape this hell. I need to be okay again. I need myself. I need me. Please.. I know you'll hear me

My older brother has been making jokes. And not just any joke no no. He's been saying " im going to kill my self" in a fake crying vocie, he said it jokingly but it made me really uncomfortable ( because I self harm and blah blah blah) but it was me and my older sister in the house and she didn't do shit about it

I always feel an ineffable sadness, lingering over me for no particular reason. I feel like my friends enjoy being around me but they all have other people they like more. Sometimes I get so weird and awkward that I just start thinking about kms. I wish that I didn’t have selfish thoughts like that but I do and I don’t want to tell people I know since it will burden them or make them angry at me. Another thing is the environment, by 2030 global warming will be irreversible. Nobody cares about the environment anymore and I hate the lack of awareness for it since everyone has pretty much lost hope. If it was up to me the environment would be fixed but it’s a group effort yk?

Going through a breakup after a 1 year relationship right now. She was so good looking and had such a great personality but we just had way too many arguments and she ended up breaking up with me. I feel like I'll never find anyone again. She was my first love and I'm 25 now. I eat 1 meal every 2 days and stay in bed all day. Any suggestions to get over it?

I am so numb and withdrawn. I have a seven year old and I’m not currently working. I don’t have any friends at the moment and every conversation I have feels so surface-level. I feel isolated due to my circumstances and I’m weighed down by grief of family conflict and not having any support or outside outlet to dump some of my problems onto, so they just stay harbored within. I’m so fucking sad. I know I’m impactful to my child, but some days, it doesn’t even feel that way either. I feel like my smugness shows on my face around people and I feel exposed, like they can see directly into my core and sense what lingers there…. All the unresolved trauma. I’m just longing for true, in depth conversation to keep me afloat. I need a fucking friend. I feel like even one person who makes me feel seen/heard would make a world of a difference. Times are hard.

I’m currently pregnant with my second kid, my first kid is a year old. My boyfriend and I have been fighting heavily and he started packing up his stuff at the house today and saying we’re gonna sell the house, his parents told him I did it to trap him. We’ve been fighting bc he was talking sexually about other woman he works with and he says I’m insecure etc. I love him and hate to break up bc i need his help but I also understand I deserve better for everything he’s put me through

the guy i was talking to has been playing me. hes been talking to so many other girls. we had issues and he promised me we would be fine, this was after i told him how bad my mental health is and how i wont be able to cope with going through something like this again. i have really bad attachment issues, possible BPD, and alot of anxiety. i was mad but now im just hurt. i feel physically sick. i dont understand. i just dont want do deal with this anymore.

I'm on the swim team, and at first I loved it. But then all my friends started moving up to higher levels, leaving me behind. They forgot abt me and now swimming just feels like this obligation where I go, get ignored, feel mentally and physically exhausted, and there's no point anymore. But if I quit I'll fall into deeper depression bc I'll have absolutely nothing to do and it'll be four years of work and practice down the drain as I watch all my ex friends achieve everything I wanted too.

i hate intrusive thoughts, around february 2026, i started having really really bad sexual ones towards children, and animals, i am NOT a pedophile nor am i a zoophile. its just these intrusive thoughts are making me have disgusting thoughts that make me want to end it. i want this to change. i want to view things the way i used to view it. i disgust me.

My crush likes some girl from another school bc she's attractive. He's only talked to her once or twice. Meanwhile im here, a person he actually knows and has talked to. The most infuriating thing is that she is actually hella pretty.

i will never understand neurotypical people. my mom got this big photo for my grandma and it looked high quality and really nice, ig she wasn't expecting it to look like that. so i said "it's so high quality!" cause that's what i was thinking? and she paused and went "...well i think its a little blurry." i said it looked good blablabla whatever. few minutes later im omw to leave the room and she says "when you said it looked high quality i thought you were being a smartass" ?????? when i was being genuine and didnt even sound sarcastic? (i try heavily to focus on how i sound when i say things around neurotypicals) ts pmo