All Rants

I wish my grandma wasn’t a narcissist and loved me. I saw a grandma buying her granddaughter bath and body products…I wish mine loved me enough to talk to me 💔…she waited an entire day to tell us my grandpa died. (Over text, who does that?)

Ok so if it isn't neighbors disturbing my sleep waking me up it's my own fam yelling because they're in a drunken state. It's nonsense.

Im tired. My mind gets too loud whenever things get quiet. Simply wanting to rest, sleep, or walking home feels like hell. I don’t want to be alone but I have to because nobody’s there. Sure, I got some friends but you know the feeling of they aren’t exactly your friends? They’d rather spend time with their other friends and you’ll ultimately be alone. That’s how I feel. I just want a friend. Just one. Doesn’t help that I also compare myself to others and my reputation brings me down because of false rumors.

i cant do this anymore life sucks

Before everything ended, he told me to snap him a pic of mine, but it was way too chaotic back then. Now, I keep sharing multiple pictures in private :/

I'm scared.. please help me.. theyre hurting me.. they ripped my hair.. i HATE THEM.. what did i do to deserve this..?

i was blinded by love. please don't get together with your crush / somebody you really love, it will hurt.

I pretend that I have no interest in love or men, but some days I think of the man I will marry in the future, and hope I will treat him with love and respect, and have that energy reciprocated. I'll tell him the secrets that I keep in my heart and hide from everyone. I hope that if I choose marriage, it will be a happy one

i feel weird. i know everyone's gonna die one day, but it doesn't sit right with me. i don't wanna have to lose everything and everyone i have eventually just for what? what if heaven and hell don't even exist?

Im scared, school starts soon, im not good with the people here, my veart starts to race at the thought. I have friends but that wont change my brain. I feel like slowly fading away, no one listens and i think im starting to lose the life in me like im dying inside theres so much more to tell

I am so ugly... I see many videos of looksmaxxing, mogging and symmetry and glow up. I wish I could be pretty. I wish I could have that face card. My face is really really bad. Will I ever be pretty?

There is no life in my eyes. The thread i am hanging on by is getting thinner. I am nothing and I will continue to be until I finally get the courage to do it.

Not a rant but i wanted to put it out there somewhere. i'm happy that two of my sisters got someone who cares about them. one in particular had a very toxic ex and her new boyfriend is the sweetest, cares for her deeply, knows how much of a dork she is and loves that. she's happy. and this is the first guy she's ever brought home. i'm happy for both of them, but especially the latter one.

I want to see him in a black shirt, with the top two buttons undone and sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing his broad hairy arms. Cool rings on three of his fingers and a thick chain glinting around his neck. His shirt neatly tucked in with a leather belt 🥺

Phir mohabbat is my all time favourite song:) I wish I could sing this to you

I came and it feels like heaven 💕

I wanna show him all shades of grey 💕

does anyone know how i can stop the urge to cut myself again? not a joke btw, i need tips.

us doing kissy kissy French style 😛

I’m so hrny I wanna cry (happy tears only) TnT