All Rants

i was blinded by love. please don't get together with your crush / somebody you really love, it will hurt.

I pretend that I have no interest in love or men, but some days I think of the man I will marry in the future, and hope I will treat him with love and respect, and have that energy reciprocated. I'll tell him the secrets that I keep in my heart and hide from everyone. I hope that if I choose marriage, it will be a happy one

i feel weird. i know everyone's gonna die one day, but it doesn't sit right with me. i don't wanna have to lose everything and everyone i have eventually just for what? what if heaven and hell don't even exist?

Im scared, school starts soon, im not good with the people here, my veart starts to race at the thought. I have friends but that wont change my brain. I feel like slowly fading away, no one listens and i think im starting to lose the life in me like im dying inside theres so much more to tell

I am so ugly... I see many videos of looksmaxxing, mogging and symmetry and glow up. I wish I could be pretty. I wish I could have that face card. My face is really really bad. Will I ever be pretty?

There is no life in my eyes. The thread i am hanging on by is getting thinner. I am nothing and I will continue to be until I finally get the courage to do it.

Not a rant but i wanted to put it out there somewhere. i'm happy that two of my sisters got someone who cares about them. one in particular had a very toxic ex and her new boyfriend is the sweetest, cares for her deeply, knows how much of a dork she is and loves that. she's happy. and this is the first guy she's ever brought home. i'm happy for both of them, but especially the latter one.

I want to see him in a black shirt, with the top two buttons undone and sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing his broad hairy arms. Cool rings on three of his fingers and a thick chain glinting around his neck. His shirt neatly tucked in with a leather belt 🥺

Phir mohabbat is my all time favourite song:) I wish I could sing this to you

I came and it feels like heaven 💕

I wanna show him all shades of grey 💕

does anyone know how i can stop the urge to cut myself again? not a joke btw, i need tips.

us doing kissy kissy French style 😛

I’m so hrny I wanna cry (happy tears only) TnT

i care for you still and i will forever... - Frank Ocean i loved him so much it hurts its been a year, 2 months, and 23 days i miss him its all my fault i fucked it up bad i wish i could have that bond again.

nnnnggh mmmhmgg Ughhhhhn Ughhh yeah 😛

what can i say i live in a country where women are meant to be worshipped but on a daily base they are harrased,humilliated,poked fun at ,bodyshamed,mad einsecure about.I genuinely have a question for men they be using curses like motherf@##### but the second we ue any male gender via they get so raged and be like hey dont go on my dad not tryin to start a gender war here but srsly if we repsect women that much why would be make mom jokes even if they are meant to be playful or funny its not at the end of the day its targetting women only,],pLUS i really dont get how maturity hits boys so late like seriously aint they muscular or shit nggas be having no sense of logic and idea how to talk or communicate and people be blaming it on "oh they dont know how to express their feelings correctly,oh men dont know how to" as if they aint jumpin their asses off after arsenal won under mikel artreta srsly now if i say dont their moms teach them basic manners because thats again targetting women

I'm scared of, and for future versions of me ....

OM MY LORD FROM FROM WHERE SHOULD I START this fuckin school facility the board,the bus tranpsort,these fuckin dumbass students and teachers know nothing they are jus so ragebaiting even t be existing at first 7 in the morning these nggas should their lungs out at anyone and be screeching the corridor with passes and shit i dont even know what to do with these students plus everyone is shit and double faced i really dont even get why they commit fakely to each and every single thing and then be playing the victim card.PLUS MY FRIDDIN FRIENDS have no work than to make someone or the other feel insecure or talk bad about them schoool i ahh so are the teachers so are the students so is the board so is the facility and UGHHHHH!.thESE PEOPLE be shittalking about each other and seconds later suck each other @###########! plus the people in our schoool their actions are so fuckin questionable and dirty nggas wont mind their own bussines and then poke their nose into things.so fuck

that night i regretted everything it was my fault i feel so bad he didnt do anything i didnt know she was going to send death threats to him because i got upset he didnt deserve that and i was actually being mean to him before that i just wish i could say sorry and make up and be friends again because he was genuinely so nice and he cared, i miss the bond we had in term 1 year 7 i wish i could go back...