All Rants

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what can i say i live in a country where women are meant to be worshipped but on a daily base they are harrased,humilliated,poked fun at ,bodyshamed,mad einsecure about.I genuinely have a question for men they be using curses like motherf@##### but the second we ue any male gender via they get so raged and be like hey dont go on my dad not tryin to start a gender war here but srsly if we repsect women that much why would be make mom jokes even if they are meant to be playful or funny its not at the end of the day its targetting women only,],pLUS i really dont get how maturity hits boys so late like seriously aint they muscular or shit nggas be having no sense of logic and idea how to talk or communicate and people be blaming it on "oh they dont know how to express their feelings correctly,oh men dont know how to" as if they aint jumpin their asses off after arsenal won under mikel artreta srsly now if i say dont their moms teach them basic manners because thats again targetting women

I'm scared of, and for future versions of me ....

OM MY LORD FROM FROM WHERE SHOULD I START this fuckin school facility the board,the bus tranpsort,these fuckin dumbass students and teachers know nothing they are jus so ragebaiting even t be existing at first 7 in the morning these nggas should their lungs out at anyone and be screeching the corridor with passes and shit i dont even know what to do with these students plus everyone is shit and double faced i really dont even get why they commit fakely to each and every single thing and then be playing the victim card.PLUS MY FRIDDIN FRIENDS have no work than to make someone or the other feel insecure or talk bad about them schoool i ahh so are the teachers so are the students so is the board so is the facility and UGHHHHH!.thESE PEOPLE be shittalking about each other and seconds later suck each other @###########! plus the people in our schoool their actions are so fuckin questionable and dirty nggas wont mind their own bussines and then poke their nose into things.so fuck

that night i regretted everything it was my fault i feel so bad he didnt do anything i didnt know she was going to send death threats to him because i got upset he didnt deserve that and i was actually being mean to him before that i just wish i could say sorry and make up and be friends again because he was genuinely so nice and he cared, i miss the bond we had in term 1 year 7 i wish i could go back...

Ughhh why am I so fat man I hate it so much every day when I take my clothes off I can see my fucking belly and it’s so bloated I just can’t look at this shit anymore I really just wanna kms but I’m too scared I’m a fucking pussy all I do is sh but I’m too scared to kms that’s so fucking strange

It just feels good to torture people who thought they could get away with it. I don't torture because it could reliably extract answers. It can't. I have other ways of doing that. I torture to humilate and break the guilty. I want them to hate themselves so much that they want to kill themselves even more than they want to kill me. This is what happened to me but I realized that I was innocent despite the claims of the christan superstition. I was a good innocent person until christans affected me.

These so called neighbors of mine stomped and thumped me out of bed earlier. AGAIN. What even are their problems? If they can be super quiet babysitting a baby they could be for me of the morning. They mad at the world or something or just don't care. Idk. I know I'm tired of this happening. When I tell fam how I feel they simply go shoo. Because they want no dealing with them apparently. I slept maybe 4 hrs before it's stomp thump bang thud boom. I get tired of this crap. I can't remember when I've had a good night sleep let alone for a full week. Oh and if you responsible are reading this TONE DOWN YOUR NOISE. The logical thing I know would be to talk to them. That went out the window though when they mass reported us without talking to us or simply even leaving a note. I'm in the middle and I've not done anything to these immature people who act like babies themselves. I go through enough with out getting jarred out of bed. Tbh it sounds on purpose too. Why are people even like this

If h3ll is not real I want to make h3ll. chr'stans deserve to suff3r in h3ll forever because of their ev'l superstition. chr'stanity strives for an eternity of ev'l so the just punishment for being a follower of chr'st is an et3rnity of ag0ny. I want to make h3ll for the guilty so that they can not 3scap3 and their shame rap3s them beyond time. Beyond the h0rror of the worst pain their senses can register. Their guilt will d3stroy them but force them to exist so that they can not per'sh to escape. Purgatory and paradise are unnecessary because those can be made temporarily in the real world. followers of chr'st will suff3r beyond what they can imagine. Not just pain but guilt beyond what they can comprehend. chr'stans will feel the ev'l and violat'on that their false superstition does to others. The world will be a better place when those who follow chr'st suffer for eternity. Simulate h3ll in a sustained digital matrix. Force chr'stans to suffer but do not harm good people

Met an older lady and started becoming friends, but the FIRST time we ever hang out @ her house she asked my age and when I told her, she sucked in her breath and cringed and said "I thought you were older..." I spiraled and felt ugly and fat. Then she's talking abt how she hates when people type "K" in text and she POINTS @ me and says "You did that!" All accusatory in front of our friend and I point to myself and I'm like "Me????" And she goes "Yes, YOU!" And I'm just sitting here, barbecue sauce on ma titties just dumbfounded cuz I NEVER do that????? Not unless I'm tryna be petty or dry. Maybe I was tired??? Imma have to look back on our texts cuz wtf u accusin me for?!? Like what am catching these strays for!?!?! WHAT is your problem with me!?!?! What beef does a 60 something year old woman have with a 20 yr old!?!?!?! I keep feeling like she got a problem w/ me. Like I showed her my phone case I decorated with a pc of my bias and her reaction was, "Mn." No excitement just dry af

i fucking hate how selfish i am

i hate my fucking life no one loves me, my best friend doesn’t even give e a fuck about me anymore and i have no one to rely on i wanna die so bad right now, but what would everyone else think? would dying make them love me? i just fucking hate this so much it doesn’t matter anymore

life was never intended to be this hellish

I used to be so good at everything and now I can’t even fucking pass a maths midterm I’m so sick of it. I used to be a straight A student and I’m just so burnt out from everyone and everything. I hate the people around me and I want friendship but I isolate myself because I’m scared to lose it again because getting attached sounds so dependent and that’s scary. I’m the trademark stereotype of an angsty bitchy teenage girl and I hate it but I don’t know how else to live my life or to fix it

My neighbor is a horrible person who is harassing me, damaging my property and destroying my peace of mind. He throws stuff on our roof and lawn, pours chlorine on our parkway, urinated on our lawn, let’s his kids throw rocks at our cars. He acts as if our front yard is an extension of his property, encouraging his guests to use our yard like it’s his. And his music that vibrates all corners of our house until 4am on some nights. Much of what he’s done is illegal, and I want to get police involved because he’s threatened us, but I am afraid that might escalate things. I keep waiting for karma to handle this.

So can I handle it? Before, yes, because my friends were there, but now? Even when they're here, I can't anymore because I have no one on my side. I'm so tired of no one listening to me. Loll

wow. i feel better venting. ive never been able to do something like this before. i feel like, idk, maybe, even if its false... that maybe, just maybe, one day, ill feel truly happy and peaceful. like i can change my name, and my hair, and have people refer to me with they/them, and not she/her. oh well. ive always been told im too optimistic. whoevers out there... i hope that future happens for you. where everything will finally, truly be okay :)

i cant get out of bed. even when my mother screams at me. even when i feel like a failure and would rather be anywhere else. the world could burn around me and i couldnt do anything. just crawl into a ball and sob.

i love my gf... but i think i just dont want to be a burden to her. they're very nice, but just... yeah.

GOD I HATE EVERYTHING. WHY. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO HATE ME AND MAKE MY LIFE HELL. NO. HELL IS BETTER THAN WHATEVER THE HECK THIS IS.