All Rants

i fucking hate myself so much im a fucking issue my parents dont trust me with anything and i cant even be myself around them cuz they always want the smart verison not the 16 yr old one. im tired i dont want to be here i want to be gone somewhere else i feel stuck. my friends r acting weird and i cant tell them shit without saying that i feel depressed but im not the one who should be depressed i have a good life, good friends (techincally), and good marks, im smart and have no good reason to feel like this.

You know you love her when you’re ready to cut off a close person just to keep her sane

I love myself so much but I hate people because they bother me. I married myself so no one can ever speak to me ever again. I hate people because they say humans are social creatures. Whatever. I hate humans and all humans do is show me their negative side and or they are unkind, this is why I married myself. Being self partnered is the best thing that ever happened to me. I am glad I don't have friends and I am glad I am not romantic with other people. I hate men and I hate women. I hate anyone who was interested in me. No one will ever love me as much as I love myself.

I don't hate myself, I love myself but I hate people who approach me and claim they are angels and then tell me they were assigned to me but all they do is stand there and whisper insults. Wtf is that? That's not normal behavior. They claim I call them a bitch when I never asked them for help. Then they have the nerve to say they love me so much and or that I am loved. Wtf. I am sick and tired of these weirdos who have mental health issues and they bother me. She also complains and judges me for what I have.

This person who claims to be an angel said that she is trying to help me and I never asked and she complains I call her a bitch. SMH, which doesn't make sense because she bothers me and I never asked for her help. Then she tells me get over it. She so fucking stupid. She is ugly and I don't want to listen to her.

why makes a person force another one to believe in god? That's a bitchy thing to do because I never asked this person to come in my life and talk to me. Let alone force belief in God, Jesus and or angels on to me. WTF. She is an ugly person because when I get mad or upset she tells me to get over it and she tells me to cut it out. It seems weird. I don't like her and she is an ugly person and she still talks to me. She tells me to change my attitude. She is a fucking selfish pathetic bitch. I hate her and we aren't friends. She is annoying. She is not an angel but she claims she is one. WTF. That's bullshit. Angels aren't real. I hate her and I am sick of her bothering me. She doesn't love me. Wtf. She is a monster because she bothers me. She keeps saying this bullshit about she was assigned to me. Whatever. She is evil and she isn't loving because she says cut it out, she judges me for what I have and she says get over it. She is a bad person.

Why couldn't you be ready too? I was ready. Why did you do that just to say that we were always just friends? We weren't. You knew we weren't. So many times you did things friends don't do with each other. You're weird. But I still want you. But... you're still 'thinking' about it. But I know you aren't. I know you already made up your mind and honestly so have I. I have always loved you and I always will, whether you see it as Platonically or Romantically, I don't care. I just know I love you. (You weren't Reddie 🎈)

When you’re feeling horny and you can’t do anything about it anymore so you js give up Byex

What do you know of NYC? Though ghetto, strolling through the neon lights of Times Square around 1:00 AM was a completely different experience. The city‘s filled with Art Deco skyscrapers, streets smelling like Italian restaurants, drugs and piss; and the historic design of Grand Central Terminal reminded me of Fontaine’s Armillary Sphere, along with constant wails of police sirens. It is a beautiful city with urban grit.

How come it's always constantly being told to ask for help when you need it, and when you need it, suddenly everyone is unavailable? I need help to go over a particular spot on my homework where it's just questions I wrote during class for a major project upcoming and somebody needs to answer them in order for me to get a baseline idea basically. I ask my dad, he thought I meant the full assignment so he went to lay down because of the heat today. Fine, whatever. I asked my cousin to call me after dinner to help me out with it over the phone. We both agreed at about 8 o'clock. She's a no show. I mean, thanks a lot. The other day I thought I missed the bus and everyone who I tried to contact just magically became unavailable. On a completely unrelated note, it's starting to seem that my best friend might be replacing me. We still talk and yet it seems like it's forced interaction and that she may be hanging around someone else who she favors more over me.

Hi. I like a boy, and I have for years. I am a Child of God, and I have been since I was born. I was baptized, I was put in Bible study, I went to Catholic school, and I've been taught that same-sex love and marriage is forbidden for many years. My entire life, I never believed it was wrong, I just pretended to agree with those around me. I believe that you don't love that person because of their gender, you love them because of their personality, their, way of living, the way they look, the way they dress, and the way that they are so beautifully them. Gender shouldn't come in between that. To the man I've loved for so long, I will not be meeting you in heaven. I am a sinner, and you are not. I am going to hell, and you are not. I am deeply sorry. I wish I could change it, but I cannot. You are so beautiful. I'm sorry Mom, Dad, God, Jesus, my sister, my two brothers, and my best friends who haven't caught onto it yet. I wish God loved me.

im so mad rn. i toldy ex that im asexual in the beginning of our relationship. I also told him that i have problems with it and that i feel guilty for "making" him give up that side of his for me. AND THAT BITCH SAID IT WAS OKAY. Well... 10 months, a lot of reassurance and a lot of "are u sure you dont want any sex, it would be fun to try one time, what it you like it"later, he tells me that he actually cant live without it.😃 explode.

I don't really feel like making a proper hook or starting sentence for this. I met this girl last week during the first week of school. I don't mind her, sure, I could care less about her talking spree or her sexuality. However, I do mind when she decided to get up to find the person who she was gossiping about. I'm sorry but hello?? It's drawing unnecessary attention to us. I don't know how to explain it but something just feels off about her. And she was already considering herself my friend on the second day of school. She was also trying to make me tell her who my crush was on the very first day I met her. I don't know her. I don't know if she's going to bad mouth me to her other friends or if she's going to turn on me. She's done nothing to earn my trust and it most certainly takes more than 28 minutes during a mere lunch block to earn my trust. She acts all buddy-buddy to me when I don't really know her. She acts all oblivious when half of the student body hates her.

I'm the younger partner in an age gap relationship (23 & 35) and the way people infantilize me makes me want to perform mortal kombat finishers istg. Our relationship is happy and healthy and if the only thing to change was the age numbers people would be more than happy for me. But instead they insist my partner is a predator and my brain is not developed enough to comprehend my situation. I don't think they realize that what they are doing is telling me that I cannot trust my own mind. That is textbook definition of gaslighting, yet they think they're protecting me. By telling me that my understanding of reality doesn't exist. I can't defend myself because they have already decided that disagreeing with them is invalid. They insist that they are only attacking my partner and are sympathetic to me, but when I say that their behavior hurts me too they dismiss it. I don't want to be isolated, but there is quite literally no one I can trust to take me seriously if I really need it.

Who’s obese my ngga? Bro thinks a normal acne as some sort of dermatitis or psoriasis idk 🙏

mb for asking this but like how do yall reach baby Styro I'm curious

what if I just blew my shii smooth off lmao just kidding I dont have a gun ill either hang myself or od if life doesn't work out (^.^)

a year ago my boyfriend of 8 years admitted he doesnt find me attractive, but that hes still in love with me. we’ve argued bc he wants polyamory and i don’t. hes the love of my life i have no doubt he loves me too bc he moved countries to be w me, but i cant be ok w him being w other ppl. i risked a lot to be w him - my conservative religious family found out abt him, queer couple (trans man/fem nb) but we present as straight so they dont know. theyve accepted him finally and now this is happening. we havent had sex since october, and that was a terrible experience. im too afraid to be intimate with him now because of it. but i love him so much. he takes care of me. he understands me. but this is a roadblock even therapy isnt helping. ill never find someone like him - im not the most attractive, plus size with a lot of health and skin conditions. i cry every day. im so broken inside, everyone thinks we’re the perfect couple and expect us to get married but i think it wont happen.

any1 know how to stop liking nsfw? I hate how much I wanna see it and it messes me up a lot I just want some help that's all maybe a website to help out please I beg I'm tired

I think I like someone but it is getting into a point where I actually don't know. I am pretty sure they like me back, but I don't know. It's driving me crazy