All Rants

What do you know of NYC? Though ghetto, strolling through the neon lights of Times Square around 1:00 AM was a completely different experience. The city‘s filled with Art Deco skyscrapers, streets smelling like Italian restaurants, drugs and piss; and the historic design of Grand Central Terminal reminded me of Fontaine’s Armillary Sphere, along with constant wails of police sirens. It is a beautiful city with urban grit.

How come it's always constantly being told to ask for help when you need it, and when you need it, suddenly everyone is unavailable? I need help to go over a particular spot on my homework where it's just questions I wrote during class for a major project upcoming and somebody needs to answer them in order for me to get a baseline idea basically. I ask my dad, he thought I meant the full assignment so he went to lay down because of the heat today. Fine, whatever. I asked my cousin to call me after dinner to help me out with it over the phone. We both agreed at about 8 o'clock. She's a no show. I mean, thanks a lot. The other day I thought I missed the bus and everyone who I tried to contact just magically became unavailable. On a completely unrelated note, it's starting to seem that my best friend might be replacing me. We still talk and yet it seems like it's forced interaction and that she may be hanging around someone else who she favors more over me.

Hi. I like a boy, and I have for years. I am a Child of God, and I have been since I was born. I was baptized, I was put in Bible study, I went to Catholic school, and I've been taught that same-sex love and marriage is forbidden for many years. My entire life, I never believed it was wrong, I just pretended to agree with those around me. I believe that you don't love that person because of their gender, you love them because of their personality, their, way of living, the way they look, the way they dress, and the way that they are so beautifully them. Gender shouldn't come in between that. To the man I've loved for so long, I will not be meeting you in heaven. I am a sinner, and you are not. I am going to hell, and you are not. I am deeply sorry. I wish I could change it, but I cannot. You are so beautiful. I'm sorry Mom, Dad, God, Jesus, my sister, my two brothers, and my best friends who haven't caught onto it yet. I wish God loved me.

im so mad rn. i toldy ex that im asexual in the beginning of our relationship. I also told him that i have problems with it and that i feel guilty for "making" him give up that side of his for me. AND THAT BITCH SAID IT WAS OKAY. Well... 10 months, a lot of reassurance and a lot of "are u sure you dont want any sex, it would be fun to try one time, what it you like it"later, he tells me that he actually cant live without it.😃 explode.

I don't really feel like making a proper hook or starting sentence for this. I met this girl last week during the first week of school. I don't mind her, sure, I could care less about her talking spree or her sexuality. However, I do mind when she decided to get up to find the person who she was gossiping about. I'm sorry but hello?? It's drawing unnecessary attention to us. I don't know how to explain it but something just feels off about her. And she was already considering herself my friend on the second day of school. She was also trying to make me tell her who my crush was on the very first day I met her. I don't know her. I don't know if she's going to bad mouth me to her other friends or if she's going to turn on me. She's done nothing to earn my trust and it most certainly takes more than 28 minutes during a mere lunch block to earn my trust. She acts all buddy-buddy to me when I don't really know her. She acts all oblivious when half of the student body hates her.

I'm the younger partner in an age gap relationship (23 & 35) and the way people infantilize me makes me want to perform mortal kombat finishers istg. Our relationship is happy and healthy and if the only thing to change was the age numbers people would be more than happy for me. But instead they insist my partner is a predator and my brain is not developed enough to comprehend my situation. I don't think they realize that what they are doing is telling me that I cannot trust my own mind. That is textbook definition of gaslighting, yet they think they're protecting me. By telling me that my understanding of reality doesn't exist. I can't defend myself because they have already decided that disagreeing with them is invalid. They insist that they are only attacking my partner and are sympathetic to me, but when I say that their behavior hurts me too they dismiss it. I don't want to be isolated, but there is quite literally no one I can trust to take me seriously if I really need it.

Who’s obese my ngga? Bro thinks a normal acne as some sort of dermatitis or psoriasis idk 🙏

mb for asking this but like how do yall reach baby Styro I'm curious

what if I just blew my shii smooth off lmao just kidding I dont have a gun ill either hang myself or od if life doesn't work out (^.^)

a year ago my boyfriend of 8 years admitted he doesnt find me attractive, but that hes still in love with me. we’ve argued bc he wants polyamory and i don’t. hes the love of my life i have no doubt he loves me too bc he moved countries to be w me, but i cant be ok w him being w other ppl. i risked a lot to be w him - my conservative religious family found out abt him, queer couple (trans man/fem nb) but we present as straight so they dont know. theyve accepted him finally and now this is happening. we havent had sex since october, and that was a terrible experience. im too afraid to be intimate with him now because of it. but i love him so much. he takes care of me. he understands me. but this is a roadblock even therapy isnt helping. ill never find someone like him - im not the most attractive, plus size with a lot of health and skin conditions. i cry every day. im so broken inside, everyone thinks we’re the perfect couple and expect us to get married but i think it wont happen.

any1 know how to stop liking nsfw? I hate how much I wanna see it and it messes me up a lot I just want some help that's all maybe a website to help out please I beg I'm tired

I think I like someone but it is getting into a point where I actually don't know. I am pretty sure they like me back, but I don't know. It's driving me crazy

I think I've never felt worse. I have no friends; my anxiety has never been worse; I can't talk to my classmates without shaking and doubting every word i say; my parents are getting a divorse; my mom doesn't have enough money to take care of me and my siblings; my dad is in another country with his other wife; my last grandparent died; and on top of that i feel like im going to die alone bc of my sexual identity. And I don't even have anyone to talk about this.

It is so annoying, Im auditioning for the honor band but it is so hard! Its been 30 minutes and I'm still struggling on the first measure! It is so annoying and frustrating. The audition is due in one month!

when i was 13 i was raped by my boyfriend at the time. it took me forever to come to terms with it, and i only started to accept it after i grew and realized what he did to me. He used my body and got mad at me when i said no and would even force himself on me. He would mentally abuse me to the point that i considered suicide, and when i would try to leave, he would threaten his own life. i felt trapped, and felt like i couldn't get out. only reason i did was because he broke up with me...then proceeded to beg for me back all the way up to my junior year in hs. I am now a senior, and what he did still weighs heavily on my soul. I cant feel intimacy in a normal way now, and often view myself as nothing. It kills me, and the quilt is something i dont think will ever leave me, however it does not control me and i have an amazing partner now, and an even better life with him gone. His name still scares me, and seeing him makes my heart bound with fear. But he does not control me i am free.

No sleep, just pure schizo thoughts

I cant stop thinking about him. More than a year has passed but i still feel the need to check his account to see his face again. I cant live normally. My mind is always focused in the possibility of him being in the same place as me. I pick my outfits based on what i think he would find cute if he saw me at school. I find a reason to talk to his classmates only to be close to him. I choose the food we use to eat together just in case he sees and notices that i still do what we used to. I comment on posts about things he likes to try to have his attention. I try to learn his classes so i can walk past him at school. I cry myself to sleep thinking about all the things i did that could've possibly made him mad or sad. My worst nightmare is to upset him, even tho we don't talk anymore. I have dreams about we being friends again. Im obsessed and emotionally dependent over a person rhat is no longer in my life, and its making me go insane.

‘Slap and run’ is a game that teaches boys to hit girls and it’s okay. Just so you know! ‘Dress to impress’ is a game where models have perfect bodies. Just so you know! ‘Roblox’ is a game that is now a dating app. Just so you know! ‘Among us’ removed the chat now it’s a free chat because people were getting bullied. Just so you know! ‘Her boo, His witch, Our pumpkin’ are three cups. Just so you know! We are letting illegal r@pest in America. Just so you know! Do you see what’s wrong here? Or are you still blind.

i’ve always been a fat and ugly girl and it doesn’t help that i’m a teenager in highschool where it’s impossible to be liked if you’re not conventionally attractive. and ive always been kind of depressed nd it’s only been ramped up ever since i got sexually assaulted by my step-father. i now live with my grandparents and my sister but my sister never wants to listen to me vent and she gets mad at me if i want to talk to her and she gets mad that i don’t want to work out with her even though i had a shit day at my new school and i opened up to her about my suicide attempt and she just got mad at me again and honestly i don’t want to attempt again but at this point it seems like my only option

I don’t really have anywhere else to say this but I love saying hot takes. If there’s another website or something that yk that’s good for mainly hot takes instead of venting LMK👀 anyway what people need to realize is these damn kpop idols are NOT ur friends just cus they speak English. It’s so weird seeing people try to be buddy buddy or ask/say super weird stuff in front of them because they understand you better. it’s just cause you communicate the same and yes they’re gonna give you fanservice js so you’ll buy shit, they’re not ur friends. Like I feel like people don’t realize that. They’re grown people, trust me they dgaf about you, they do for fans as a whole since they need support but not u individually. if more kpop idols/groups spoke English fluently and lived in the United States their would DEFINITELY be a huge sasaeng problem. Probably worse than Korea, since they only do that bc they’re in the same area. u can interact with them but they’re not ur best friebds