All Rants

Me: my coworker and I are in love AI: isn’t love wonderful Me: we are both married. AI: No no no. You can’t do that.

i don’t feel like i belong anywhere. whenever i think ive found something it falls apart.

I've been working for almost two years on this industry that I love since then. Aside from gaining money, the primary reason why I chose this work is to give service and take care of kids with special needs. Now, I have the courage to leave the industry to switch to another industry because I have to earn more to provide for my family, I struggle to get hired. I got rejected by a lot of companies because I only have an internship experience to this new job I am eyeing for. However, this company reached out to me, I went to the hiring process. I passed the final interview, and last process before getting the job is passing the assessments. I took these assessment last week, but until now I do not receive any update about the status of my application. I know they might be busy but I am having battles in my head on what if I don't secure this offer again. It's very depressing to go through adulthood. I feel so useless at this job hunting era.I am on my mid 20's with no solid career yet

HONESTLY SKY…you are a bitch! 🤪 i never even liked you. And who cares if i take something from a birthday party 😡 THEY LEFT IT- UNCLAIMED FOR 48H. TECHNICALLY…..finders keepers. So…fuck you.

I’m such a terrible person my mom was helping me in math and I was so frustrated I yelled and I didn’t mean to say the words that I said but I did and now I’m a terrifbal perosn and I feel like relapsing

My worst fear EVER is being cheated on. Thats why I’m kinda scared to get into a relationship because that shit genuinely pisses me off. I see it in my books and manhwas/mangas and genuinely all over social media and it makes me so shocked and upset seeing it then to the point where I wanna rip my larynx out and play hot potato with it. I gotten cheated on before so maybe that’s why but it’s so annoying like WHY EVEN BE IN A RELATIONSHIP IF UR GONNA FUCKING CHEAT??? not everyone can be ur hoes🤦🏽‍♀️

i am 13 still i feel bad... 4 years ago my best friend used me badly enough to give me suc--- thoughts and its still coming and now no one understands me no one knows that i went through a bad week no one wants to see my side of story....

I hate my school. I hate the Bullying. I hate how dumb I feel after studying days on end. I have no friends to talk to in class so everybody thinks I’m depressed. Never forgiving you: L, T, D, B, N, Z. Stop making fun of me and see how I feel for a change.

I keep having dreams of cheating on my boyfriend, I feel horrible that i wish they actually kept going and I didn’t stop it in my dreams, yes call me a bad person but I’m constantly seeing other women in his phone and I never feel good enough for him. And he’s completely stopped calling me cute names.

so um I don’t wanna seem like an asiaboo or something cus Ik my friend definitely is a koreaboo, but yk both our main types is East Asian men. so like I’ve also kinda been getting into kpop and idk I don’t wanna seem like an asiaboo bc they’re my type? I guess what makes me attracted is the monolids, I think they’re really pretty. It’s just kinda hard saying that to people without seeming weird or fetishizing them, unlike my friend👀👀 um yeah I heard they only really date other asians or white girls but oh well 😔✊🏽

so, funny right? yesterday i had a moment of relapse, and my bf was all like "if you're gonna make your body ugly i want to watch and i wont let you do it unless im around to know when to stop you." and like, i didnt even really do anything to myself, i js scratched myself like once or twice, and made myself bleed a little, and he looked at me and smiled, and was like "wow, did that hurt?" and im so,, ew... omg.... i will never never never never feel comfortable sharing moments of weakness again that was soo weird.

i hope reading this helps someone. whoever u are, u got this. don't give up. i know we hear this everywhere these days, but being alive & u, yourself, is a miracle. humans; it's so magical that our brain, our body, works to protect us & sometimes it doesn't, but don't let it hold u back. make a name for urself. u don't need recognition. look, u have 1 life, right? instead of waiting for the right whatever to magically appear in ur life, just start becoming the person u want to be. even if it's by a little bit, i know ur struggling, act maybe i don't know at all what ur going through, but, i understand how hard it may be & how u can't explain it to anyone. but u WILL get through it. if u can't be anything, at least be a fighter. don't just give up. u already probably feel like a loser, but don't prove urself right. be anything but a loser. i believe in u. u prolly think, why does some stranger even care? bc i'm there rn & im with u. u got this. & i hope u find ur happiness soon. :)

I have a crush on this one boy and I can't believe I even thought about having a chance! He's nice, funny, smart, and cute. But it turns out he likes someone else, but it's fine cuz I like to keep my crushes silent, like none of my friends know or anybody. But sometimes I js wish for someone to like me back for once yk?

My fiancé and I are supposed to get married soon, but we are stuck in debt together.. and he keeps lying about changing with his lust and he has only been clean for 17 days and we have been together for two years and I feel stuck because I don’t know what to do. I do still love him, of course but I’ve been staying up every night crying because I feel trapped and stuck and I feel like I have no other option but to stay with him.

I'm so ugly I hate myself. I'm so depressed and mentally ill and it's so bad I wanna commit goodbye but I'm literally so scared of dying. I had a friend who kept telling me he wanted to try and commit s for a whole week and it was so bad for my mental health I started drinking to cope but he is OK now. I am not I hate watching my family get older it really fills me with dread. Nobody believes I'm mentally ill because my last diagnosis was when I was 12 and I'm 22 now but I haven't gotten help because it's a pain to go to the doctors office and what can my doctor even do? My sister tells me to get over it and everyone goes through it. My parents don't understand, I hate my brother, and I only have another friend that doesn't think I'm mentally ill because I'm housed. That friend also thinks I'm made of money but I told him my bad financial situation and literally all I have is the money saved from the time we worked together..

ik i'm smart, but not smart enough. I hate Being compared to people in terms of intelligence or anything rlly, this is why grades matter so much to me. If I even get a B I feel that I am already falling behind. It doesn't help that the majority of my friends are smart too and I have a crush on someone megaa smart, it's just more to compare myself to.

kiII yourself d. your such a fucking asshole for raping my bestfriend.

No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t have kids? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Breathe well? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t be alone and need a nurse 24/7? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I'm scared to die without experiencing marriage and the only love I had was a dream? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Have friends because I’m different? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Be regular schooled? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Live normally? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked. No, because what do you mean my DNA. No, because what do you mean my. No, because what do you mean. No, because what do you. Just no.

Bedrotting is so "quirky" til you have 15 water glasses and bottles all molding ants running down your bed haven't brushed your teeth in a week, smell terrible, overflowing trash and getting told that your just lazy.

I can't be the gifted kid anymore I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it so much. There's no room for "imperfections" or being wrong. I have to be a certain way or my purpose and who I am is insignificant. it my world its either success or suicide.