i hope reading this helps someone. whoever u are, u got this. don't give up. i know we hear this everywhere these days, but being alive & u, yourself, is a miracle. humans; it's so magical that our brain, our body, works to protect us & sometimes it doesn't, but don't let it hold u back. make a name for urself. u don't need recognition. look, u have 1 life, right? instead of waiting for the right whatever to magically appear in ur life, just start becoming the person u want to be. even if it's by a little bit, i know ur struggling, act maybe i don't know at all what ur going through, but, i understand how hard it may be & how u can't explain it to anyone. but u WILL get through it. if u can't be anything, at least be a fighter. don't just give up. u already probably feel like a loser, but don't prove urself right. be anything but a loser. i believe in u. u prolly think, why does some stranger even care? bc i'm there rn & im with u. u got this. & i hope u find ur happiness soon. :)
Recent Rants
I have a crush on this one boy and I can't believe I even thought about having a chance! He's nice, funny, smart, and cute. But it turns out he likes someone else, but it's fine cuz I like to keep my crushes silent, like none of my friends know or anybody. But sometimes I js wish for someone to like me back for once yk?
My fiancé and I are supposed to get married soon, but we are stuck in debt together.. and he keeps lying about changing with his lust and he has only been clean for 17 days and we have been together for two years and I feel stuck because I don’t know what to do. I do still love him, of course but I’ve been staying up every night crying because I feel trapped and stuck and I feel like I have no other option but to stay with him.
I'm so ugly I hate myself. I'm so depressed and mentally ill and it's so bad I wanna commit goodbye but I'm literally so scared of dying. I had a friend who kept telling me he wanted to try and commit s for a whole week and it was so bad for my mental health I started drinking to cope but he is OK now. I am not I hate watching my family get older it really fills me with dread. Nobody believes I'm mentally ill because my last diagnosis was when I was 12 and I'm 22 now but I haven't gotten help because it's a pain to go to the doctors office and what can my doctor even do? My sister tells me to get over it and everyone goes through it. My parents don't understand, I hate my brother, and I only have another friend that doesn't think I'm mentally ill because I'm housed. That friend also thinks I'm made of money but I told him my bad financial situation and literally all I have is the money saved from the time we worked together..
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ik i'm smart, but not smart enough. I hate Being compared to people in terms of intelligence or anything rlly, this is why grades matter so much to me. If I even get a B I feel that I am already falling behind. It doesn't help that the majority of my friends are smart too and I have a crush on someone megaa smart, it's just more to compare myself to.
No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t have kids? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Breathe well? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t be alone and need a nurse 24/7? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I'm scared to die without experiencing marriage and the only love I had was a dream? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Have friends because I’m different? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Be regular schooled? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t Live normally? No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I can’t. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now I. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up now. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked up. No, because what do you mean my DNA fucked. No, because what do you mean my DNA. No, because what do you mean my. No, because what do you mean. No, because what do you. Just no.
Bedrotting is so "quirky" til you have 15 water glasses and bottles all molding ants running down your bed haven't brushed your teeth in a week, smell terrible, overflowing trash and getting told that your just lazy.
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I can't be the gifted kid anymore I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it so much. There's no room for "imperfections" or being wrong. I have to be a certain way or my purpose and who I am is insignificant. it my world its either success or suicide.
Yk what? I changed mind I don't actually want to die. I just don't want to be at peace for once. Without a care in the world.
My sister said she wasn't being trained at her job enough at a dinner party we were at (she is an accountant) and my cousins were basically like 'welcome to the real world where nobody has time to train you!' And said to use the internet and chatgpt for help like what.. It lowkey got me heated because what do you mean I should use CHATGPT for experience?? Like can you imagine I go to the hospital and my nurse said she learnt her job from AI?? Yes, there are tools on the internet but that doesn't give you the same experience as doing it IN PERSON. Like when my cousins started their jobs, who trained them? THEY WERE TRAINED. Nowadays my generation (genz) are called lazy and unwilling to work. Says the people who refuse to train us and expect us to be slaves too. Like I'm sorry you're a corporate slave but it's not my fault that I don't want to be one too. I couldn't evenget a dollar tree job because I had no experience. LIKE WHAT EXPERIENCE DO I NEED ?! ITS THE MOST BASIC JOB EVER
I don't understand why it had to happen to me. People who didn't even want it, people unintentionally fulfilling their dreams, and me, who wanted it so badly. The moment to find out if it worked is approaching. It's an inexplicable anguish. I just wanted to fulfill a dream...
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Sh is such a fucking addiction. I still do it when I'm not sad, mad, or when I'm not feeling anything. I'm so addicted.
I cant belong anywhere. In america I am too Czech and in czech I am too American. I spent hours on hours makign a Kroj. to wear on a holiday and everyone said I was culturally apropriating my own fucking culture. Because I don't 'look moravian'. Everyone makes fun of how I talk because of how I prounouce my j's, because of how formal I talk(english formality makes NO SENSE), or for how monotone i am. I just want to exist in america without beign questioned.
I wanna die so bad but I just don't want to be dead somebody. If it makes sense I don't want to be a dead student, dead sister, dead friend, dead athlete, dead anything. I just want to die in peace without anyone caring.
Life gets so much better once you stop caring and I don’t just mean stopping caring about what other people think. I mean accepting that some things have already happened, some things are out of your control, and there’s no point beating yourself over them I grew up extremely unattractive, like deadass ugly, deformities and everything I also struggled a lot mentally but I started doing so much better when I stopped dwelling on things I couldn’t change What happened already happened. What I cant change, I cant change. So why keep letting it ruin my life pls pls pls seriously keep this in mind it changed my life
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I went through something bad a year ago, and here lately I've just been feeling lost. I feel all messed up and here lately I've been finding myself debating options I wouldn't have before. Sometimes I feel like running away from this home. My parents aren't bad, I just think I can't spend another moment In this house. I do online school, I don't talk to any one, my siblings hate me, my parents don't look at me the same way as they did before the incident. It's not that they don't like me it's just that they expect SO much from me and I can't give them that. I used to be a perfectionist, good grades, great at sports, (still had no friends lol). Now though my grades are struggling to stay at C's, I can't play sports, and I'm feeling so alone. I can't focus and my head always hurts. My parents keep fussing at me telling me I have a attitude. They're not wrong, I just don't know how to fix it. I don't care about anything anymore. I'm finding myself looking for paths to run away.
I had just blocked my friend for the second time. I tried blocking her once because me and her hardly talk now. And something happened between me and her and I act like what you would say a robot with her unless there’s another person on call then I try to be myself but she’s replaced me with another girl that will give her the attention and what not that she wants, but I’m pretty sure that girls also ruining the way she acts with people like she seems skittish and scared. Now I feel bad because I still love her as a friend but ever since I told her my bra size she’s magically wanted that bra size and now that she’s finally got it she brags it off. And already I’m a little sensitive when it comes to talking about a body or even compliments and I’ve tried so hard to just be her friend and listen and that and it’s just not working and it drains me and she’s trying to copy my own personality and the things that I do and my body, and I didn’t know what to do, but i’m over it a little bit.
I am so confused by my friend. When he first became friends we went to a party together at his boyfriend’s house! It was nice. Me, him and his boyfriend on the couch talking but then randomly after his boyfriend starts to get distracted by other stuff going on, he threw me over on my stomach and started to touch my bum. His boyfriend saw, look concerned but said nothing. Then I got up and laughed it off kind of like “ohhh…uh haha.” After that, he broke up with his boyfriend bc he said his boyfriend was rude. He then begged me to date him despite knowing I like women. After a few months of only saying “date me” to me, I accepted. But then he expected me to always hang out with him or he would hit my arm (not bruising but kinda hard tbh). Then we broke up bc he said I was ignoring him, but then he still talked to me after and said I’m like a sister to him. THEN PROCEEDED TO UNDRESS 💔 We still talk and he hasn’t done anything like that after a month, but he only talks abt me to me??