I feel like I don't belong anywhere, in my friend group, school, family, nowhere. Im an agnostic, in an extremely religious household, i go to a school where most people believe that religion, and all my friends follow that religion aswell. My family would probably kick me out, socially ostracise me, disown me, or worse; kill me/marry me off. I hate how I have to pretend to follow a religion, just because i had the misfortune of being born in a certain area. I can barely go out, I have to cover my hair or else i'll 'never let out the house', im in a skin which doesn't belong to me. Whenever I vent to my friends about how strict my mum is (not that im an agnostic, im too scared..), they're so dry, they don't know what to say, only replying with 'damn' 'bruu' because they're so damn indoctrinated in the idea that religion can do no wrong. Bc for them it's 'perfect', and all the non-believers are js 'dumb and ignorant'. I feel so alone, i wanna leave this place so bad and never return.