so like me and my bsf were getting along well but suddenly she was didtant so a really nice girl was my friedn and my bsf kept say ing bad stuff about her and i texted her but my bsf saw it and brok the friend ship and i feel like it was fully my fauult and this hurts more as 2 years from now i lost my first bsf and grandpa to cancer so i alwayes looked for that same sweet calm girl and the same connection when i found it i lost it again it hurts everyday for me but my bsf does not seem to care and i still remeber my first bsf last good bye both of us not bieng sad. as we thought we will meet again but were never able to see her again and i also remember my mom telling she died as cancer relapsed it still hurts
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