so like me and my bsf were getting along well but suddenly she was didtant so a really nice girl was my friedn and my bsf kept say ing bad stuff about her and i texted her but my bsf saw it and brok the friend ship and i feel like it was fully my fauult and this hurts more as 2 years from now i lost my first bsf and grandpa to cancer so i alwayes looked for that same sweet calm girl and the same connection when i found it i lost it again it hurts everyday for me but my bsf does not seem to care and i still remeber my first bsf last good bye both of us not bieng sad. as we thought we will meet again but were never able to see her again and i also remember my mom telling she died as cancer relapsed it still hurts

UGH so the other day I was answering alot of questions correctly in class, and my teacher just got back from the 2 months they took off ( her husband died) and when I answer another question right, she called me to her desk and gave me a chocolate chip cookie ( I don't really like chocolate but for some reason this one was really good) so I ate most of it, then i gave some to my friends, but as we were getting our stuff to go home, my friends keep calling me a fucking nerd, and im like bitch? Just because I got a cookie and I was answering questions correctly, doesn't fucking mean I'm a nerd! Like I know the subjects, I understand it, ITS EASY AS SHIT. AND YET IM THE NERD? ( i also think my classmates are dumb asses because my teacher asked one of my classmates "what's half of a thousand? "and they didn't know)

stressed stop working in fast paced enviroments if you have anger issues