Anonymous
I cant even explain it. I'm adopted, so I'm not blood relatives to any of my family. But my one cousin is a complete player. He's dated almost every girl in our grade. Today I was working with him in class and he kept putting my hand on his thigh. I felt disgusted because I uncontrollably move my thumb in the rubbing motion. He put his arm on my hand and my hand was stuck. He kept looking *there* and I felt disgusting. I don't know if Im overthinking someone who just likes physical touch (bc I do too!) or if he actually is attracted to me. I don't even know. Im so uncomfortable, and he even told me he doesn't like my boyfriend. I told my bf about the situation and he separated me from my cousin bc he went through almost exactly the same thing (he is closeted trans ftm, so he looks more feminine sometimes). Im so uncomfortable and scared. I don't know what to do.